The radiated imprint of those humans was the only thing that calmed her when she couldn’t get down to her sanctuary for a personal visit.

God, she hated having to work on earth.

On a shudder, she blotted her tears. “I just can’t stand being so far away from them.”

“You need your job, though. You’ve told me yourself. And your ex-husband is better equipped to handle the day-to-day care of your children.”

“He is.” She’d had to shoehorn her backstory into some semblance of a human’s situation. There was no ex- husband, needless to say, but the parallel worked: Her souls were safe where she left them. It just killed her to be away. There was no place she’d rather be than at the bottom of her well, watching the writhing, screaming throng trapped forever in her walls.

Playing with them was fun, too.

“So where did you end up?” the therapist asked. “After your boyfriend and you decided to end your relationship, where did you go here in town?”

Now her anxiety switched to anger. She couldn’t believe she’d lost the first battle with Jim Heron . . . or that that fucking bastard had infiltrated her private space. Thanks to him and those other two angels, she’d had to take everything she had and vacate that loft at a dead run.

“I have a friend who has a building that’s vacant.” Not a friend actually. Just some guy she’d fucked until he signed all the papers. Then she’d killed him, stuffed his body into a hazardous-waste drum, and sealed the thing up good. He was in his own basement now, decomposing comfortably.

“And the move is completed?”

“Yes, everything’s there. But as I said, I just haven’t arranged it properly.” She had, however, found another virgin, which she’d promptly sacrificed and put to good use protecting the mirror that got her to back to Hell. “I’ve put in a security system, though.”

If anyone breached the blood seal into the room where her most prized possession was, she’d find out in a heartbeat. It was how she had known the instant when Jim and his angel buddies had violated her space. How she’d saved her things.

Virgins were a pain the ass to find these days, though. With everyone having sex so much, what had once been a piece of cake to get was now becoming rarer and rarer. She never killed children; that was just wrong—it would be like someone taking one of her souls away from her. But try finding someone over eighteen who hadn’t been in the sack. You could be at it for days.

Long live the abstinence movement, was all she could say.

“Wait, building?” the therapist said. “You’re not staying in some building, are you?”

“Oh, no. I’m at a hotel for the time being. Work is taking me out of town. Up to Boston, actually.” Because it was time for the second battle with her nemesis.

And goddamn it, she was going to win this one.

“Devina, this is such good work.” The therapist clapped her hand on her knee and smiled. “You’re living apart from your things. You’ve made a breakthrough.”

Not really, considering that she could be anywhere in the blink of an eye.

“Now tell me, how’s work? I know last week was rough.”

Devina’s hand found her bag and she stroked the soft leather. “It’s going to get better. I’m going to make it better.”

“Your new coworker. How are things going with him? I know there’d been some initial friction.”

Friction? Yeah, you could say that.

She thought of her and Jim Heron in the parking lot of the Iron Mask, him buried deep inside of her, her riding him hard. In spite of the fact that she hated him with a passion, she wouldn’t mind a little more private time with him.

Devina straightened her spine. “He’s not going get the vice presidency. I don’t care what I have to do, but I’ve worked too long and hard to have some guy barge in and take what’s mine.”

Seven souls. Seven chances for good or evil to win. And the first one had gone to the other side. Three more went in favor of Jim Heron and she was not only out of a “job,” but the angels took over the Earth and each and every one of her souls were redeemed.

All her work for nothing: Her collections gone. Her army gone. Herself . . . gone.

She stared at her therapist. “I will not let him win.”

The woman nodded. “Do you have a plan?”

Devina patted her bag. “I do. I absolutely do.”

* * *

After the session, Devina took herself north and east, casting herself into the air as a dark shadow and winging her way through the night. She coalesced on Boylston Street, across from the Boston Public Garden, where the weeping willows over the pond were just greening up.

The demure brick box of the Four Seasons Hotel took up nearly the entire block, between its entrance, porte cochere, and windowed restaurants. Although the exterior was quite plain, the interior was all warm wood and elegant brocade, and there were always fresh flowers.

She could have just flashed up to her room, but what a waste of an outfit: her Escada lizard-print pants and Chanel blouse were stunners, to say nothing of her Stella McCartney trench.

And what do you know, only her second night here and already the doormen and front-desk staff called out greetings as she swept into the lobby, her Louboutins clipping on the marble.

Which served to remind her of what she already knew: Of all the suits of illusioned flesh she had ever worn, this one—of a brunette woman with legs that didn’t quit and a set of breasts that made human men trip over their own tongues—was the one that fit her best. Even though technically she was a sexless “it,” experience had proven that her arsenal of weapons was best wielded by a manicured hand.

Plus she liked the clothes for women better.

The fucking, too.

Her suite on the top floor had a magnificent view of the garden and the Boston Common, and a lot of grand rooms—as well as excellent room service. The bouquet of roses was a nice touch and supplied gratis.

Which was what you got when you paid thousands and thousands and thousands of dollars for digs.

She walked through the sitting room and the master bedroom to the marble bath. On the counter between the two sinks, she put down her bag and took out the sweatshirt she’d taken from that MMA octagon. The hoodie was the color of fog and a size double-XL. Found at any Wal-Mart or Target, it was one of those anonymous garments that could have been worn by any man, something that was easy to find, easy to afford. Nothing special.

Except this one was unique. Especially given the bloodstains.

Thank God those cops had shown up when they had. Otherwise, she would have missed the appointment with her therapist altogether.

Quickly shedding her clothes, she tried to leave them in a wrinkly mess . . . and lasted about a minute and a half. The disorder made her head hum and she had to gather them up, stride for the closet, and hang everything where it needed to be. She’d worn a bra, so that got put in the bureau. No panties to worry about.

She was decidedly calmer as she went back to work at the bathroom counter.

Taking out a pair of golden shears from her makeup case, she cut a circle into the sweatshirt over where the heart of the man who wore it would have been. Then she diced up the fabric, the cotton fibers giving way easily and falling to the smooth marble in a little pile.

She used one side of the scissors to slice into her palm, and her blood ran dirty gray as it dropped onto the nest she’d made.

For a moment, she was transfixed with disappointment. She wished her blood ran red—so much more attractive.

Truth be told, Devina hated the way she really looked. Far better this body. And the others.

Picking up the sweatshirt’s clippings and grinding them into the tainted blood on her palm, she pictured the man who had had the fabric against his flesh, seeing his hard face and the brush cut that was growing out and the tattoos on his body.

Still milling her hand and keeping an image of Isaac Rothe in her head, Devina walked naked into the

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