'According to my sources, I got the command because you specifically asked for it for me,' Henke said, and looked at her steadily.
Honor looked back, and tried not to sigh. She'd hoped Henke wouldn't hear about that. Not that there'd ever been much realistic chance she wouldn't.
'That's not exactly how it happened, Mike,' she said after a moment.
'Honor, let's not quibble over words like 'exactly. Did you pull strings to get me the command?'
Honor gazed at her for a moment longer, then glanced around the compartment. Everyone had departed except Andrew LaFollet and Mercedes Brigham.
'Mercedes, Andrew,' she said, 'could you give us a minute, please?'
'Of course, My Lady,' LaFollet replied, and he and the chief of staff stepped outside. Honor waited until the hatch slid closed behind them, then turned back to Henke.
'All right, Mike,' she sighed. 'Just how difficult do you intend to be about this?'
'Honor,' Henke began, 'you know how hard I've fought against playing the patronage game. It's important to me that-'
'Michelle Henke,' Honor interrupted, 'in this particular regard, you are the most stubborn, stiffnecked, prickly, hyper-sensitive person I've ever met. And I remind you that I know my own parents, Nimitz, and your cousin Elizabeth, so you're in some pretty select company for stubbornness.'
'It's not a joke,' Henke said, almost angrily, and Honor shook her head.
'No, it's not,' she said. 'And by this stage in your career, Mike, it's gone a long way past funny, too.' Henke's eyes widened at the sudden severity of Honor's tone, and Honor grimaced. 'Have you ever seen the 'Confidential Notes' section of your personnel jacket?' she asked.
'Of course not.' Henke looked surprised by the apparent non sequitur. 'That's why it's marked 'Confidential,' isn't it?'
'Yes, it is. And I'm not surprised it's never even occurred to you to bend the rules in this particular regard. But, if you had read it, you'd discover that BuPers has noted this particular phobia of yours. There's a specific notation, Mike, which says-and I paraphrase-'This officer is of superior quality but not prepared for accelerated promotion.''
Something like hurt flickered in Henke's eyes, and Honor snorted in exasperation.
'You're not listening to what I said, Mike. It doesn't say 'not qualified;' it says 'not prepared.' As in 'not prepared to accept.' Everyone knows you're the Queen's first cousin. Everyone knows you've always stomped all over anything which even looked like preferential treatment. We understand that, Mike. What you don't seem to understand is that a flag officer's chair would have been pulled out for you at least four or five T-years before it was if BuPers hadn't realized you would have thought it was because of who you're related to. And that you're so stubborn you'd probably have resigned your commission rather than accept 'preferential treatment.''
'That's ridiculous,' Henke protested.
'No, it isn't. What's ridiculous is that you've managed to slow your career and to deprive the Star Kingdom of the full value of your skills and talents because in this one regard you-you, Mike Henke, Ms. I-Know-What-I'm-Doing, Brash-and-Confident-suffer from a serious self-confidence crisis. Well, as it happens, I'm not prepared to put up with that sort of silliness any longer.'
'Honor, you can't-'
'I not only can, I have,' Honor said flatly. 'Look at the record, Mike. Of our graduating class, thirty percent have attained at least junior flag rank; another forty percent are captains, over half of them senior-grade; and fifteen percent are dead or medically retired. Are you seriously going to tell me that if you were another officer, evaluating your record and your performance, you wouldn't rate your command ability as being in the top thirty percent of our classmates? You do remember some of the idiots who graduated at the same time we did, don't you?'
Henke's lips twitched at the acid tone in which Honor delivered her last sentence, but she also shook her head.
'I'm not saying I'm not qualified to be a commodore, or even a rear admiral. What bothers me is that I just got command of the one and only squadron of pod-laying battlecruisers in the entire Royal Navy. If you aren't aware of how cutthroat competition for this slot was, I certainly am.'
'Of course I'm aware. And before you go any further, I should point out to you that I was promised that squadron for Eighth Fleet before I submitted my list of requested squadron commanders. I was getting those ships whether I got you or not, and when I asked for you and Hirotaka, you were senior. Which is why Admiral Cortez suggested you for the Eighty-First when I inquired as to whether or not your services were available. And before you say it, I'm quite certain that one reason he made the suggestion was the fact that he knew about our friendship. But you know as well as I do that Sir Lucian is not exactly in the habit of suggesting incompetent officers for critical slots just to curry favor with politically important people.'
Honor folded her arms, and Nimitz rose high on her shoulder, cocking his head at Henke.
'Bottom-line time, Mike. Yes, you could say I 'pulled strings' to get you assigned to Eighth Fleet, knowing it would probably mean you got the Eighty-First. And, yes, I did it on purpose, and I'd do it again. But if you think for one single moment that I would have requested anyone for this command if I didn't believe she was the very best person available for it, regardless of friendship, then you don't know me as well as you think you do. Or, for that matter, as well as I think you do, when you aren't bending over backward to make sure no one does you 'any favors.''
Henke looked at her, and Honor tasted that stubborn sense of integrity and the need to prove she merited any promotion that came her way warring with her intellectual recognition that everything Honor had just said was the simple truth. Then, finally, the other woman sighed.
'All right, Honor. You win. I'm still not entirely comfortable with it, you understand. But I have to admit I really, really don't want to give it up, however I got it.'
'Fine. I can live with that,' Honor told her with a smile. 'And if you still entertain any doubts about it, then I suggest you use those doubts as a self-motivator to go out and prove to both of us that you really do deserve it.'
Chapter Sixteen
'Lady Harrington is here, Milady.'
'Thank you, Sandy.' Emily Alexander looked up at her nurse's announcement. Her life-support chair was parked in her favorite niche in her atrium, and she tapped the save key with her right index finger, saving the HD script she'd been annotating. 'Please ask her to join me,' she said.
'Of course, Milady.'
Thurston bowed slightly and withdrew. A few moments later, she returned, followed by Dr. Allison Harrington.
Not for the first time, Emily felt a certain amusement at the thought that such a tiny mother could have produced a daughter Honor's size. There was something undeniably feline about Allison Harrington, she thought. Something poised, perpetually balanced and faintly amused by the world about her. Not detached-never that-but comfortable enough with who she was to let the rest of the world be whatever it needed to be. She didn't really look that much like Honor, and yet no one could ever mistake her for anyone but Honor's mother. It was the eyes, Emily thought. The one feature which was exactly identical in both mother and daughter.
'Good afternoon, Lady Harrington,' Emily said as Thurston smiled and withdrew, leaving them along together, and Allison rolled those almond-shaped eyes very much as Honor might have.
'Please, Lady Alexander,' she said. Emily cocked an eyebrow, and Allison snorted. 'I'm from Beowulf, Milady,' she said, 'and I married a yeoman. Until my daughter fell into bad company, it never occurred to me I might be even remotely associated with the Manticoran aristocracy, far less the Grayson version. If you insist on using titles, I'd much prefer 'Doctor,' since that's at least a title I earned on my own. Under the circumstances, however, if it's all the same to you, I'd prefer simply Allison.'
'I see where Honor gets it from,' Emily said with a faint smile. 'But if you'd prefer to ignore aristocratic titles, that's certainly all right with me. After all,' her smile broadened, 'as the mother of a Duchess and a Steadholder, you outrank me rather substantially.'
