I was bewildered. 'But why?'
'He crashed his car.' She looked at me anxiously for signs I supposed of relapse, but was seemingly reassured. 'He drove into a bus about six miles from here.'
'After he left the cottage?'
She nodded. 'They brought him here. They brought him into the emergency unit while Bananas and I were waiting there. We couldn't believe it.'
It wasn't over. I closed my eyes. It was never ever going to be over. Wherever I went, it seemed that Angelo would follow, even onto the slab.
'William?' Cassie said urgently.
'Mm?'
'Oh. I thought…'
'I'm all right.'
'He was nearly dead,' she said. 'Just like you. He's still in a coma.'
'What?'
'Head injuries,' she said.
I learned bit by bit over the next few days that the hospital people hadn't believed it when Bananas and Cassie told them it was Angelo who had shot me. They had fought as long and hard to save his life as mine, and apparently we had been placed side by side in the Intensive Care Unit until Cassie told them I'd have a heart attack if I woke and found him there.
The police had more moderately pointed out that if it was Angelo who woke first he might complete the job of murdering me: and Angelo was now in his unwaking sleep along the hallway, guarded by a constable night and day.
It was extraordinary to think of him being there, lying there so close. Unsettling in a fundamental way. I wouldn't have thought it would have affected me so badly, but my pulse started jumping every time anyone opened the door. Reason said he wouldn't come. The subconscious feared it.
Bodies heal amazingly quickly. I was free of tubes, moved to a side ward, on my feet, walking about within a week: creeping a bit, sure, and stiff and sore, but positively, conclusively alive. Angelo too, it seemed, was improving. On the way up from the depths. Opening unseeing eyes, showing responses.
I heard it from the nurses, from the cleaners, from the woman who pushed a trolley of comforts, and all of them watched me curiously to see how I would take it. The piquancy of the situation hit first the local paper and then the national dailies, and the constables guarding Angelo started drifting in to chat.
It was from one of them that I learned how Angelo had lost control of his car while going round a roundabout, how a whole queue of people at a bus stop had seen him veer towards the bus as if unable to turn the steering wheel, how he'd been going too fast in any case, and how he had seemed at first to be laughing.
Bananas, when he heard it, said trenchantly, 'He crashed because you broke his wrist.'
'Yes,' I said.
He sighed deeply. 'The police must know it.'
'I expect so.'
'Have they bothered you?'
I shook my head. 'I told them what happened. They wrote it down. No one has said much.'
They collected the pistol.' He smiled. They put it in a paper bag.'
I left the hospital after twelve days, walking slowly past Angelo's room but not going in. Revulsion was too strong even though I knew he was still lightly unconscious and wouldn't be aware I was there. The damage he had caused in my life and Cassie's might be over but my body carried his scars, livid still and still hurting, too immediate for detachment.
I dare say I hated him. Perhaps I feared him. I certainly didn't want to see him again, then or ever.
For the next three weeks I mooched around the cottage doing paperwork, getting fitter every day and persuading Bananas at first to drive me along to the Heath to watch the gallops. Cassie went to work, the plastered arm a memory. My blood had washed almost entirely off the sitting-room carpet and the baseball bat was in the cellar. Life returned more or less to normal.
Luke came over from California, inspected the yearlings, met Cassie, listened to Sim and Mort and the Berkshire trainers, visited Warrington Marsh, and went off to Ireland. It was he, not I, who bid for Oxidise at Ballsbridge and sent the colt to Donavan, and he who in some way smoothed the Irish trainer's feelings.
He came back briefly to Newmarket before leaving for home, calling in at the cottage and drinking a lunchtime scotch.
'Your year's nearly through,' he said.
'Yeah.'
'Have you enjoyed it?'
'Very much.'
'Want another?'
I lifted my head. He watched me through a whole minute of silence. He didn't say, and nor did I, that Warrington Marsh was never going to be strong enough again to do the job. That wasn't the point: the point was permanence… captivity.
'One year,' Luke said. 'It's not for ever.'
After another pause I said, 'One year, then. One more.'
He nodded and drank his drink, and it seemed to me that somewhere he was smiling. I had a presentiment of him coming over again the next year and offering the same thing. One year. One year's contract at a time, leaving the cage door open but keeping his bird imprisoned: and as long as I could go, I thought, I might stay.
Cassie, when she came home, was pleased. 'Mort told him he'd be mad to lose you.'
'Did he?'
'Mort likes you.'
'Donavan doesn't.'
'You can't have everything,' she said.
I had quite a lot, it was true; and then the police telephoned and asked me to see Angelo.
'No,' I said.
'That's a gut reaction,' a voice said calmly. 'But I'd like you to listen.'
He talked persuasively for a long time, cajoling again every time I protested, wearing down my opposition until in the end I reluctantly agreed to do what he wanted.
'Good,' he said finally. 'Wednesday afternoon.'
'That's only two days-'
'We'll send a car. We don't expect you to be driving yet.'
I didn't argue. I could drive short distances but I tended to get tired. In another month, they'd said, I'd be running.
'We're grateful,' the voice said.
'Yeah
I told Cassie and Bananas, in the evening.
'How awful,' Cassie said. 'It's too much.'
The three of us were having dinner alone in the dining-room as the restaurant didn't officially open these days on Mondays: the old cow had negotiated Mondays off. Bananas had done the cooking himself, inventing a souffle of white fish, herbs, orange and nuts to try out on Cassie and me: a concoction typically and indescribably different, an unknown language, a new horizon of taste.
'You could have said you wouldn't go,' Bananas said, heaping his plate to match ours.
'With what excuse?'
'Selfishness,' Cassie said. The best reason in the world for not doing things.'
'Never thought of it.'
Bananas said, 'I hope you insisted on a bullet-proof vest, a six-inch-thick plate glass screen and several rolls of barbed wire.'
'They did assure me,' I said mildly, 'that they wouldn't let him leap at my throat.'
'Too kind,' Cassie murmured.
