'It's still warm,' she said, walking toward me, the twelve-gauge in both hands. She studied the house, the skin twitching slightly below her left eye.
'You want to call for backup?' I asked.
'It doesn't feel right,' she said.
'You call it, Helen.'
She thought about it. 'Fuck it,' she said, and pumped a round into the chamber, then inserted a replacement round into the magazine with her thumb.
But she was wired. She had killed three perpetrators on the job, all three of them in situations in which she had unexpectedly walked into hostile fire.
We walked up the slope in the shadows of the live oaks. The air was cool and tannic with the autumnal smell of flooded woods, the windows of the house gold with the western light. I took out my.45 and we mounted the steps and stood on each side of the door.
' Iberia Sheriff's Department, Ms. Deshotel. Please step out on the gallery,' I said.
There was no response. I could hear shower water running in the back. I pulled open the screen, and Helen and I stepped inside, crossed the small living room, and looked in the kitchen and on the back porch. Then Helen moved into the hallway and the back bedroom. I saw her stop and lift the shotgun barrel so that it was pointed toward the ceiling.
'You better come in here, Dave. Watch where you step,' she said.
Johnny Remeta lay on top of a white throw rug in his Jockey undershorts, his chest, one cheek, and his arm peppered with five entry wounds. A cut-down Remington twelve-gauge was propped in the corner. It was the same pump shotgun he had been carrying when he first visited my dock. He had not gone down all at once. The blood splatter was on the walls, the floor, and the bed sheets, and he had torn one of the curtains on the doors that gave onto a roofed deck.
The doors were open and I could see a redwood table on the deck, and on top of it a green bottle of wine, a platter of sandwiches, a package of filter-tipped cigarettes, Connie's gold-and-leather-encased lighter, and a big box of kitchen matches with a Glock automatic lying across it. The spent shell casings from the Glock were aluminum reloads and glinted on the deck like fat silver teeth.
I heard a faucet squeak in the bathroom, then the sound of the shower water died inside the stall. Helen pushed open the bathroom door and I saw her eyes go up and down the form of someone inside.
'Put a robe on and get out here, ma'am,' she said.
'Don't worry. I heard you long before you started banging around inside. Call in the report for me, please. My phone's out of order,' Connie Deshotel's voice said.
Helen picked up a pink robe off the toilet tank and flung it at Connie.
'Get your ass out here, ma'am,' she said.
A moment later Connie emerged into the bedroom, flattening her hair back wetly on her head with a hairbrush. She wore no makeup, but her face was calm, dispassionate, ruddy from her warm shower.
'I don't know if I can prove this, Dave, but I think you sent this man after me,' she said.
'You talked Remeta into the sack, then wasted him,' I said.
'He tried to rape me, you idiot. I got my gun out of my bag and shot him through the door. Otherwise I'd be dead.' Then she said 'God!' between her teeth, and started to walk past us, as though we were only incidental elements in her day. Her slippers tracked Remeta's blood across the floor.
Helen pushed her in the chest with her fingers. 'You're tainting a crime scene. You don't do anything until we tell you,' she said.
'Touch my person again and you'll be charged with battery,' Connie said.
'I'm the chief law officer of Louisiana. Does that register with you at all? A psychopath tried to rape and sodomize me. Do you think I'm going to let you come in here and treat me like a perpetrator? Now, get out of my way.'
Helen's face was bright with anger, a lump of cartilage flexing against her jaw. But no words came out of her mouth.
'Are you deaf as well as stupid? I told you to get out of my way,' Connie said.
Helen held the shotgun at port arms and shoved Connie through the side door onto the deck. 'Sit in that chair, you prissy bitch,' she said, and snipped a cuff on Connie's left wrist and hooked the other end to the handle on a huge earthen pot that was planted with bougainvillea.
'Are you placing me under arrest? I hope you are, because I'm going to ensure you live in penury the rest of your life,' Connie said.
'No, I'm restricting you from a crime scene. You want my job, you can have it,' Helen said.
I could hear lightning popping in the swamp and raindrops striking the tin roof. Helen began punching in numbers on her cell phone, then she hit the phone against the wall.
'I can't get through. I'm going out front,' she said.
I followed her into the living room.
'Take it easy,' I said.
'She's gonna walk.'
'There's no statute of limitations on homicide. We'll get her sooner or later.'
'That's not enough. When they blow somebody apart and take a shower and then get in your face, it's not enough. It's not nearly enough,' she said.
I put my hand on her arm, but she stepped away from me. 'Just let me do my job. Not everybody in this world is a member of the walking wounded,' she said, and flipped the shotgun's barrel up on her shoulder and pushed open the screen door and went out on the front porch, punching in numbers on her cell phone with her thumb.
I went back through the bedroom onto the deck. Connie Deshotel was gazing into the distance, at a heron, perhaps, or at her plans for her future or perhaps at nothing.
'When you and Jim Gable killed my mother, she took back her married name,' I said.
'Excuse me?' Connie said.
'Right before she died she told you her name was Mae Robicheaux. Y'all took her life, Connie, but she took back her soul. She had the kind of courage you and Jim Gable couldn't dream about.'
'If you want to charge me with a crime, that's your prerogative. Otherwise, please shut up.'
'You ever think about what lies beyond the grave?'
'Yes. Worms. Will you unlock this handcuff and keep that ridiculous woman away from me?'
I looked at her eyes, the sun-bleached tips of her wet hair, the healthy glow of her skin. There was no dark aura surrounding the head, no tuberous growth wrapping its tentacles around the spirit, no guilty attempt to avoid the indictment in my stare. She was one of those who could rise early and rested in the morning, fix tea and buttered toast, and light the ovens in Dachau.
I gave it up. I couldn't look at her face any more. Connie Deshotel's eyes had once contained the reflected image of my mother dying on a strip of frozen ground between fields of sugarcane that creaked with ice, whose clattering in the wind was probably the last sound my mother ever heard. Whatever Connie had done or seen that winter day long ago meant nothing to her, and when I looked into the moral vacuity of her eyes I wanted to kill her.
I turned my back to her and leaned on the deck railing and looked out at the rain falling on the lake. Out of the corner of my eye I saw her shake a cigarette out of her pack and place it in her mouth. Then she picked up her cigarette lighter, the one probably given her by Jim Gable, and snapped it dryly several times. She replaced it on the table and leaned forward, her redwood chair creaking under her, and reached for the box of kitchen matches on which rested the Glock automatic she had used to murder Johnny Remeta.
Simultaneously I heard Helen Soileau say, 'Hey, Dave, the St. Martin sheriff's office is trying to patch into you. Clete's going era-'
That was as far as she got. When she reached the door she saw Connie Deshotel's hand lift the Glock to get to the box of kitchen matches.
Connie's unlit filter-tipped cigarette was still hanging from her mouth when Helen blew most of her head off.
