apart as if he expected to take a hit. Even his posture was more human than she'd seen it before, shoulders rounded and weight rolled forward through his hips. His head was ducked, so that when she met his eyes it was through fine strands of white-blond hair falling loose from their ponytail and into his face.
'Did Grace teach you to stand like that? Like a fashion model,' Margrit said as Alban's gaze came up writ with confusion. 'Aggressively sexy for the camera. She stands that way.' A flash of the two of them together, both pale, Grace in her unrelenting black leather and Alban a studied contrast in his business suit, made Margrit curl a hand in a fist, then loosen it again. In the intervening weeks, Alban might have shared considerably more than a new way to stand with the under-street vigilante, but that was the path he'd chosen. Just as Margrit had chosen a sunlit world, and a boyfriend whose work demanded much, but didn't steal away every hour from dawn to dusk.
No. Alban had chosen that particular path for her.
Margrit's hand curled a second time, as if she picked a fight with herself. She'd chosen her daylight life as much as Alban had, by opting not to pursue him until the Old Races sought her out again. Laying blame at the gargoyle's feet was cheating, and she didn't like the impulse.
'I need your help.' She spoke too abruptly and the words were all wrong, nothing of what she wanted to say in them. Alban's expression remained impassive and Margrit. 'Staying away from me to try to protect me doesn't work. I'm in over my head with your people again, and I really could use your help.' Still the wrong words. Margrit set her teeth together. 'Alban, I... come on.' She gave an unhappy laugh. 'Give me something here, will you?'
But for a breath of wind stirring his hair, he might have been carved of stone. Like talking to a brick wall, though Margrit couldn't conjure up any humor at the thought. After a few seconds she pulled her lower lip between her teeth.
'Yeah. Yeah, all right, fine. Have it your way.' Hands knotted into fists once more, she nodded, then turned and walked away. Disappointment churned in her stomach and she told it to go away, trying to build a slow anger from it instead. The gargoyle had gotten her into the Old Races' world, and if he didn't want to help her now that she was ensconced, then to hell with him. A petulant impulse to show him, like a child would, latched onto growing anger and helped it flare.
'Margrit.' Alban's voice cut through the darkness, soft and weary. 'Margrit, wait.'
CHAPTER 8
Frustrated humor lanced through burgeoning anger as Margrit recalled the first time she’d walked away from the gargoyle. He hadn’t called her back and she’d been oddly dismayed, as though he’d failed to fulfill his role as required by the script. The mysterious stranger was supposed to call the principled woman’s name, and she was supposed to falter, then turn back to face the love she’d been denying.
Now, finding her steps slowing and coming to a stop, Margrit discovered it was just as frustrating to play the part as it was to have it stymied. A woman of her age, from her era, wasn’t really supposed to be so easily swayed, not by something as simple as her name being called across a dark pathway. That was for the movies, not her life.
Margrit turned around slowly, ironically aware of her own fickle nature. Alban had moved closer, coming into the light. He looked as she felt: conflicted, hopeful, wary, helpless. 'I didn’t think you’d stop.'
'I’m not sure I would have, if my intellect were in charge. I guess it isn’t, because now it’s killing me not to run toward you in slow motion. The only thing that’s stopping me is I’m waiting for the music to swell.'
A smile etched itself into one corner of Alban’s mouth. 'Next time I’ll try to arrange for an orchestra. Margrit-' He broke off, then spread his hands. 'What’s happened? Your life seemed…settled.'
'How can anything be settled when I’ve got a gargoyle watching over me?' Margrit tried to keep accusation from her tone, making the question a genuine one. 'Thank you, by the way. For jumping those guys last night. You know that’s the first time anyone’s ever actually come at me? The news said mugging attempts in the park are up since January.'
'You mean, since Ausra murdered four women.' Alban shifted his shoulders as if he might move wings. 'I’ve noticed more police recently. I’m sorry. I know you view the park as your haven. To have it violated must be distressing.'
'It’d be more distressing if you hadn’t fallen out of the sky to save me last night. Alban…' It was Margrit’s turn to trail off, staring across the distance the gargoyle kept between them. Amber streetlights took what little color he had and distorted it, yellowing the silver of his suit jacket and turning his shirt sallow. Margrit glanced at her own clothes, cream bleached to a sickly white and tan deadened into neutrality. Her skin was as unhealthy a shade as Alban’s shirt.
'Can we go somewhere else?' For the second time she surprised herself with abruptness. 'Out to dinner, something, I don’t care. Just somewhere inside, somewhere real.' She looked up to see Alban abandon the wide stance he’d taken and come to his full human height, more than a foot taller than she.
'Real?'
'Indoors,' Margrit repeated. 'So the light doesn’t screw up the colors. So I can see you properly. Please.'
'Margrit.' Her name came heavily, a sound of defeat. 'It’s better for you to remain apart from my world. Dining with me only…prolongs the inevitable.'
'Which inevitable is that, Alban?' She stepped toward him, watching him tense and glance toward the trees, as if seeking escape. 'Are we talking about inevitable heartbreak? An inevitable clash of your world and mine? Inevitable ending to whatever this thing between us is? Or are we talking about the fact that I’m inevitably stuck in your world already, because that’s the inevitable I’m facing.' She kept her voice low as she approached him, trying not to let irritation flare. 'I’ve been accosted by a dragon, a djinn, a vampire, and a selkie in the last twenty-four hours, and nothing you do is going to change that. I’m part of your world. If there’s an inevitable here, it’s that we’re involved with each other. Did you really think I’d be allowed to stay out of it once I knew the Old Races existed?'
'Accosted?'
Margrit let her head fall back, blowing out an exasperated sigh. 'Well, at least something got your attention. Nobody seriously hurt me, but your world’s not going to leave me alone.' She took a breath and held it, touching her fingers against his sleeve. 'Can we please go somewhere else and talk? You might not feel the cold, but I do, and I really am hungry. I came here from work and I haven’t eaten.'
'I’m unaccustomed to dining in public.'
'I’m unaccustomed to having to ask a guy three times to get a dinner date out of him. We’re both going to have to adjust. Will you please come out to dinner with me?'
Alban hesitated a moment longer, then retreated one step into shadow. 'No. Margrit, I am sorry for involving you in my world, and I should have acted sooner, before the inevitable did draw you back in. I’ll do what I can to loosen the chains that bind you. I swore to protect you-'
'So help me, Alban! Skulking around in the sky isn’t protecting me, not when Janx wants me to keep Malik alive, and Malik’d rather kill me than let that happen!'
Alban flinched, his expression incredulous as he searched her gaze for truth. For a moment a thread of hope tightened in Margrit’s heart. A relieved smile curved her mouth and she moved forward, but Alban retreated again, deliberate and intricate as a dance. 'I’ll deal with Janx,' he growled. 'Forgive me, Margrit. I shouldn’t have let this go on so long.' He set his jaw, resolution coming into his eyes. 'I will not watch for you again at night. I will not be here to protect you. Fondness kept me lingering too long as it is, and has done neither of us any favors.'
Cold clenched Margrit’s stomach, dismay born from belief. 'I don’t believe you. You’re a gargoyle. You protect. That’s what you do, what you are.'
'And the best way to protect you is to leave you very much alone. My mistakes are to your detriment. I will always be sorry for that.' Alban pulled in a deep breath, broadening his chest. 'Be well, Margrit Knight. Goodbye.'
