where he'd come that morning in a taxi, and we would have dinner together.
After we'd called in at an insurance agent's office and he'd signed some more papers and another cheque, we accordingly walked together to the car-park from where people were beginning to drift home. Night had fallen, but there were lights enough to see which car was which, and as we went I pointed out the row ahead where my wheels stood.
'Where are you going to send your colt?' I asked, walking.
'Where would you say?'
'I should think,' I said… but I never finished the answer, or not at that actual moment.
A car coming towards us between two rows of parked cars suddenly emitted two headlight beams, blinding us; and at the same moment it seemed to accelerate fiercely, swerving straight towards Malcolm.
I leaped… flung myself… at my father, my flying weight spinning him off balance, carrying him off his feet, knocking him down. I fell on top of him, knowing that the pale speeding bulk of the car had caught me, but not sure to what extent. There was just a bang and a lot of lights curving like arcs, and a whirling view of gleams on metal, and a fast crunch into darkness.
We were on the ground then between two silent parked cars, our bodies heavy with shock and disorientation, in a sort of inertia.
After a moment, Malcolm began struggling to free himself from under my weight, and I rolled awkwardly onto my knees and thankfully thought of little but bruises. Malcolm pushed himself up until he was sitting with his back against a car's wheel, collecting his wits but looking as shaken as I felt.
'That car,' he said eventually, between deep breaths, 'was aiming… to kill me.'
I nodded speechlessly. My trousers were torn, thigh grazed and bleeding.
'You always had… quick reactions,' he said. 'So now… now you know… why I want you beside me… all the time.'
CHAPTER TWO
It was the second time someone had tried to kill him, he said.
I was driving towards Cambridge a shade more slowly than usual, searching anxiously in the rear-view mirrors for satanically-minded followers but so far thankfully without success. My right leg was stiffening depressingly from the impact of twenty minutes ago, but I was in truth fairly used to that level of buffet through having ridden over the years in three or four hundred jump races, incurring consequent collisions with the ground.
Malcolm didn't like driving for reasons Coochie had deftly diagnosed as impatience. Coochie hadn't liked his driving either, for reasons (she said) of plain fear, and had taken over as family chauffeur. I too had been used to driving Malcolm from the day I gained my licence: I would need to have been delirious to ask him to take the wheel just because of some grazed skin.
The second time someone had tried to kill him…
'When was the first time?' I asked.
'Last Friday.'
It was currently Tuesday evening.
'What happened?' I said.
He took a while over answering. When he did there was more sadness in his voice than angerand I listened to his tone behind the words and slowly understood his deepest fears.
'One moment I was walking the dogs… well, I think I was, but that's it, I don't really remember.' He paused. 'I think I had a bang on the head… Anyway, the last thing I remember is calling the dogs and opening the kitchen door. I meant to take them through the garden to that field with the stream and the willows. I don't know how far I went. I shouldn't think far. Anyway, I woke up in Moira's car in the garage… it's still there… and it's damn lucky I woke up at all… the engine was running -He stopped for a few moments.
'It's funny how the mind works. I knew absolutely at once that I had to switch off the engine. Extraordinary. Like a flash. I was in the back seat, sort of tumbled… toppled over… half lying. I got up and practically fell through between the front seats to reach the key in the ignition, and when the engine stopped I just lay there, you know, thinking that I was bloody uncomfortable but not having any more energy to move.'
'Did anyone come?' I said, when he paused.
'No… I felt better after a while. I stumbled out of the car and was sick.'
'Did you tell the police?'
'Sure, I told them.' His voice sounded weary at the recollection. 'it must have been about five when I set off with the dogs. Maybe seven by the time I called the police. I'd had a couple of stiff drinks by then and stopped shaking. They asked me why I hadn't called them sooner. Bloody silly. And it was the same lot who came after Moira. They think I did it, you know. Had her killed.'
'I know.'
'Did the witches tell you that too?'
'Joyce did. She said you couldn't have. She said you might have… er…' I baulked from repeating my mother's actual words, which were 'throttled the little bitch in a rage', and substituted more moderately, '… been capable of killing her yourself, but not of paying someone else to do it.'
He made a satisfied noise but no comment, and I added, 'That seems to be the family consensus.'
He sighed. it's not the police consensus. Far from it. I don't think they believed anyone had tried to kill me. They made a lot of notes and took samples… I ask you… of my vomit, and dusted over Moira's car for fingerprints, but it was obvious they were choked with doubts. I think they thought I'd been going to commit suicide and thought better of it… or else that I'd staged it in the hope people would believe I couldn't have killed Moira if someone was trying to kill me…' He shook his head. 'I'm sorry I told them at all, and that's why we're not reporting tonight's attempt either.'
He had been adamant, in the sales car-park, that we shouldn't.
'What about the bump on your head?' I asked.
'I had a swelling above my ear. Very tender, but not very big. The word I heard the police use about that was inconclusive'.'
'And if you'd died…' I said thoughtfully.
He nodded. 'If I'd died, it would have wrapped things up nicely for them. Suicide. Remorse. Implicit admission of guilt.'
I drove carefully towards Cambridge, appalled and also angry. Moira's death hadn't touched me in the slightest, but the attacks on my father showed me I'd been wrong. Moira had had a right to live. There should have been rage, too, on her behalf.
'What happened to the dogs?' I said.
'What? Oh, the dogs. They came back… they were whining at the kitchen door. I let them in while I was waiting for the police. They were muddy… heaven knows where they'd been. They were tired anyway. I fed them and they went straight to their baskets and went to sleep.'
'Pity they couldn't talk.'
'What? Yes, I suppose so. Yes.' He fell into silence, sighing occasionally as I thought over what he'd told me.
'Who,' I said eventually, 'knew you were going to Newmarket Sales?'
'Who?' He sounded surprised at the question, and then understood it. 'I don't know.' He was puzzled. 'I've no idea. I didn't know myself until yesterday.'
'Well, what have you been doing since the police left you on Friday night?'
'Thinking.' And the thoughts, it was clear, had been melancholic: the thoughts now saddening his voice.
'Mm,' I said, 'along the lines of why was Moira killed?'
'Along those lines.'
I said it plainly. 'To stop her taking half your possessions?'
He said unwillingly, 'Yes.'
