presenting a solid knowledge of building codes.'
'You don't give yourself enough credit. My friends all think you're charming. You could schmooze with the best.'
Emma perked up. 'Who thinks I'm charming?'
'All of them! And they don't understand why you stay home every night.'
Emma gave her a suspicious look. 'I seriously doubt they spare a moment's thought for me.'
Daphne grinned. 'Some of the guys do, believe me.'
'Mmm.' Emma tried to sound uncaring but she was flattered, and it prompted her to share, 'Someone asked for my number today.'
Daphne plopped back down on the bed. 'Yeah? Who?'
Emma shrugged. 'An older guy, kind of geeky.'
Daphne wrinkled her nose. 'Oh. Are you going to go out with him?'
'I don't know.'
'What type of car does he drive?'
Emma laughed. 'A new Jaguar. He'd be glad to know you asked.'
'It's a valid question! You can tell a lot about a person by their car.'
'Can you?' she said, thinking of Russ's hybrid.
'Well, not about
Emma had bought her souped-up Honda from her brother, whose pregnant wife had demanded that the street racer be put out to pasture. It was a difficult and ornery car, with stiff shocks, a primer-coated hood and fender, and a frightening red button on the shift for setting off the nitrous system power booster. Emma expected that someday the car would run off with her like a spooked racehorse.
Daphne added, 'But I've always wondered if there's a secret wild side to you.'
'I doubt it,' Emma said, with less than the ring of truth. She was too sensible to act on the impulses for spontaneous lunacy that sometimes swept over her.
Daphne nodded knowingly, eyes narrowing. 'I think there is. And someday it's going to spring out and scare the living shit out of you.'
'Maybe when I'm eighty-five and senile.'
Daphne stood and headed from the room, pausing at the door to smile back at her. 'Don't make it wait that long. You're only young once. Use that body while you have it!'
Emma brooded on that parting remark for the next hour and a half, thinking about her sexual dry spell. Common sense and caution did have a way of taking the fun out of life.
Or maybe it wasn't caution that held her back from bursts of ecstatic lunacy, but caution's evil twin: cowardice. That worry had haunted her since one of her professors, an architect whose skills and talent she deeply respected, had commented that her designs were 'safe.' Adequate and buildable, unlike some of her classmates' impractical designs, yet there was little about her work that would inspire anyone to build it. But there were small flashes of creative genius, he'd told her. Here and there, in the treatment of a staircase or a roofline, he saw a glimmer of what she was capable of.
He had given her a B minus and told her that she'd be stuck doing architectural grunt work her whole career unless she learned to open up to her creative side, to stop being afraid of her own ideas.
She supposed he'd intended the comment to wake her up and inspire her, but all it had done was undercut her confidence, not knowing how to make herself more courageously creative. She'd thought she
The phone rang, jolting her out of her dark thoughts. She lunged for it, then held it in her hand without answering, dreading the conversation to come.
She swallowed her cowardice and flipped open the phone. 'Hello?'
'Emma?' a male voice asked, voice cracking in the middle of her name.
'Yes?'
Throat clearing.' 'Scuse me. This is Kevin,' he went on, voice warbling somewhere around normality. 'We met today at Russ's house?'
'Yes, hello. He told me that you might be calling.'
'And here I am!' He laughed and then coughed.
Her last bits of hope for a potential match were fading fast. A silence stretched between them, in which she could almost hear the nervous tension thrumming through his wiry body. 'How's your car?' she asked, for lack of anything better to say. 'Get any scratches or dings this afternoon?'
'A rock chip in my windshield as I was driving home. Can you believe it!'
'Ooh, bad luck, there. I hope it wont be too expensive to fix.'
He took the topic and ran with it for the next five minutes, apparently taking Emma's
'So I was thinking,' Kevin said, 'maybe you'd like to go for a drive out to Snoqualmie Falls, and we can have dinner at the lodge there.'
'Dinner?' she said, snapping back to the present, a wall of cobalt blue glass tiles fading from her vision.
'I thought it would be a pretty drive.'
'I'm sure it would be-'
'Great! How about Friday?'
She hadn't meant to say yes; she hadn't meant to imply an answer one way or the other! 'This week isn't good,' she fibbed.
'The Friday after, then. Or the Saturday-we could make a day of it! Maybe drive all the way to Ellensburg-'
'No!' Emma interrupted in a panic. 'No, no, dinner would be better.'
'Okay,' he said, sounding disappointed.
'Friday after next, dinner, Snoqualmie Falls,' Emma repeated, trying to sound cheerful and wondering how she'd managed to get locked into a date she didn't want. Too late to back out now, though.
Kevin quickly wrapped up the call, seeming to sense his perilous hold on her, and Emma snapped her phone shut. 'Well, that sucks,' she said aloud, and went out to the kitchen to get a bowl of ice cream.
Daphne had left a newspaper on the table, and Emma sat down with her ice cream and unfolded the front section. She skimmed the headlines and her gaze caught on the one at the bottom of the page:
King Street Station on Track for Design Contest
She dropped her spoon back into her bowl, her eyes eagerly taking in the details of the article.
The City of Seattle, the Burlington Northern Santa Fe freight company that owned the tracks, the federal government, and private investors were coming together to fund a complete teardown and reconstruction of the King Street train station. The new design would be decided by a panel of judges, chosen from the pool of entries in a contest. The winning designer or design team would be offered a contract to work on the new station.
The King Street Station was the only train station in Seattle, there being no subway. Emma had been to it once or twice to pick up friends who had taken Amtrak, and the place was a dump. Not only was it in serious disrepair, with plywood nailed over crumbling walls and two-thirds of the building off limits to all but the rats, but the only access was from a dead-end street with nowhere to turn around, making for chaos between taxis, buses, and hapless passenger cars all trying to get in and out.
Emma abandoned her ice cream and dashed back to her room with newspaper in hand, her heart thumping with excitement. At her computer, she typed in the URL to the website with the contest details. Professors in grad school had frequently used design contests from all over the country as assignments, but none of her work had ever been judged good enough by a professor to be sent in.
But that didn't mean she couldn't succeed this time, in her own city. She understood Seattle and its Zeitgeist; she could create something that spoke to its people. She could