It had been an accident.
But she feared it had not been.
Any more than the rock falling from the top of the cliff at Newbury had been.
***
Matters were progressing slowly—if at all. Neville had not even seen Lily every day since his arrival in town. And when he did see her, it was usually at some entertainment when she stayed close to Elizabeth's side and good manners kept him from trying to spend too much time with her.
They were still watched avidly wherever they appeared together. Joseph had told him that drawing room conversation was thriving on the topic. There were even said to be two items relating to them recorded in the betting book at White's Club. There were gentlemen who had placed their bets on the likelihood or otherwise of his marrying Lily again within the year. And there were others—or possibly the same ones—who had bet on the possibility of his marrying Lauren within the same time frame.
Joseph was privately amused by the whole business.
Publicly he considered it all a crashing bore—there was no one better able to show ennui than the Marquess of Attingsborough.
But Neville intended to throw caution to the wind during the Vauxhall evening. He intended to take full advantage of the setting. While he had reserved a private box and invited guests and made it his own party, he nevertheless planned to spend some time alone with Lily. He had been wooing her very gently and cautiously for almost two weeks. He intended to woo her in earnest at Vauxhall. He was not without hope of success. He remembered the afternoon at the jeweler's and Gunter's almost with bated breath. She had been relaxed and happy on that afternoon—happy to be with him.
He prayed for good weather.
And his prayers were granted. The day had been hot and sunny, if a little windy. The wind dropped as evening fell to create conditions that could not have been more favorable for Vauxhall if Neville had had the ordering of them.
They crossed the River Thames by boat—the slower but by far more picturesque way of approaching Vauxhall Gardens. Neville took a seat in the boat beside Lily while Elizabeth sat in front of them—Portfrey, who had been out of town for a few days, had been expected back today but had not yet put in an appearance. Joseph was sitting behind, flirting discreetly with Lady Selina Rawlings, his current lady love and present for the evening under Elizabeth's chaperonage. Captain Harris and his wife were seated in the stern of the boat. Colored lights from the gardens shivered across the water. Darkness had all but fallen.
'Well, Lily?' Neville bent his head closer to hers so that he could see her expression.
'It is magic,' she said.
And it was too—magic to weave its spell about the two of them and not release them until the night was over, and perhaps not even then.
He took Lily on one arm, Elizabeth on the other as they entered Vauxhall Gardens and made their way to the box he had reserved, in an area with all the other boxes and the place where the orchestra members were tuning their instruments. It was one of the nights when there was to be dancing.
'Have you danced beneath the stars before, Lily?' he asked her after he had seated everyone in the box and ordered food and drinks.
'Of course I have,' she said. 'Do you not remember all the dancing we used to do?'
In the army? Yes, there had been a great deal of it. The officers had had dances of their own, better organized, more formal, not nearly as enjoyable, Neville had always thought, as the ones that took place about the campfires or in some rude barn. He had used to stand and watch sometimes. He had never dampened the spirits of his men by trying to join in and claim a partner when there were not nearly enough women to go around.
'Yes, I do.' He smiled at her. 'But have you
'I am not allowed to dance it,' she told him. 'I have to be approved by one of the patronesses of Almack's first—though I daresay that will never happen.'
He moved his head a little closer and spoke for her ears only. 'But this is not a formal ball, Lily. The rules do not apply here. Tonight you will waltz—with me.'
Her eyes told him that she wanted to do so. And her eyes told him other things too. There was a certain depth of yearning in them—he was sure he did not mistake the expression.
And then he noticed her locket.
'Is this the first time you have worn it?' he asked, touching it briefly.
'Yes,' she said.
'Is this the special occasion, then, Lily?' He looked up into her eyes.
'Yes, Neville.'
Strange, he thought, how his name on her lips became the most intimate of endearments.
There was no more chance for personal discourse for a while. The food and drink had arrived, the orchestra had begun playing, and conversation became general.
When the dancing began, Neville led Elizabeth out onto the dancing area and then Mrs. Harris. But the third dance was a waltz, and the time for general socializing was at an end. The time for romance had begun.
'You cannot know,' Lily said, placing one hand on his shoulder and the other in his as the orchestra started to play, 'how I have longed to waltz—perhaps because I thought I never would.'
'With me, Lily?' he murmured. 'Have you dreamed of waltzing with me?'
Her eyes widened. 'Yes,' she said. 'Oh, yes. With you.'
