even if she was talented.”
“But did he not expect that you would be thinking of marriage at the age of eighteen?” he asked.
“He recognized it as a possibility,” she said. “And indeed when Lady Lyle agreed to sponsor my come-out when I was eighteen, he insisted that we postpone doing anything about my music until after the summer was over. By then he was dead of a sudden heart seizure. But he had dreamed for me because he knew I had dreams. He would not have pushed me into anything against my will. That was what my mother’s father—my grandfather—had done to her when she was very young.”
“Your mother was a singer?” he asked.
“Yes,” she said. “In Italy. She was a very good one too, according to my father. He fell in love with her and married her there.”
“But did you allow your dream and your ambition to die with your father?” he asked her. “Did you make no attempt to sing at any auditions or to attract any sponsor?” Had not her aunts said that she had had a sponsor and even done some singing in public? “You went to live with Lady Lyle, did you not? Did she not offer you any help?”
“She did.” There was a change in her voice. It was tighter, more emotionless. “And I did sing a few times to small audiences. I did not like it. When I saw the advertisement for a teacher at Miss Martin’s school in Bath, I applied for it and was offered the position. I have not regretted the decision I made to take it. I have been happy there—oh,
Ah. For a while he had felt drawn into her life. She had seemed to enjoy telling her story—there had been a glow in her face, a smile in her eyes, animation in her voice. But she had shut him out again. A lovely young lady who had been brought out under the sponsorship of a baroness must surely have had marriage prospects even if, as Lucius guessed, her father had left her without a penny. But even if there had been no particular beau in her life, there had been the dazzling prospect of an illustrious career as a singer stretching before her. It had been her father’s dream and her own for most of her life. Lady Lyle had been prepared to help her.
Yet she had given it all up at the advanced age of twenty?
Something was missing in her story. Something quite momentous, Lucius suspected. Something that was quite possibly the key to the mystery that was Frances Allard.
But she was not going to tell him.
And why should she? She had rejected him at every turn. She owed him nothing.
But someone should have done more for her at the time.
It was not too late, though, for her dream to be reborn.
Tomorrow evening she would touch those stars and even grasp them.
He may have to say good-bye to her again and abide by it this time, but first he would, by Jove, restore her dream to her.
She looked up at him with a half-smile.
“I did not suspect, Lord Sinclair,” she said, “that you could be such a good listener.”
“That is because you know me as little as I know you, Frances,” he said. “There are many things about me that you do not suspect.”
“I do not think I dare ask for examples,” she said, and actually laughed.
“Because you are afraid that you might grow to like me after all?” he asked her.
She sobered instantly. “I do not dislike you,” she said.
“Do you not?” he said. “But you will not marry me?”
“There is no connection between the two,” she said. “We cannot marry everyone we like. We would live in a very bigamous society if we did.”
“But if two people like each other enough,” he said, “a marriage between them stands a better chance of succeeding than if they do not like each other at all. Would you not agree?”
“That,” she said, “is rather an absurd question. Will Miss Hunt not have you? Does she not like you?”
“I might have guessed that you would bring the conversation around to Portia,” he said, taking her by the elbow and leading her out through the gate at the end of the path they had taken and back out onto the street. He took the most direct route to
from there. “I take it very unkindly in you, Frances, to have refused me. I have to marry
“No,” she said, “I would not.”
“Would you care to explain exactly why, then?” he asked.
It was an ill-mannered question to ask and invited a sharp setdown that could only wound him. However, the question was out and he awaited her answer. It was brief.
“No,” she said, “I would not.”