he'd soaked up, it was hard to see any improvement. He looked nervous, and I wondered if this was the end of his mission too.
The door opened slowly, squeaking on its hinges. A silver-haired man with a slight paunch descended the two stone steps into the courtyard. His eyebrows were bushy and jet black, in sharp contrast to his slicked-back hair. He wore a short-sleeved white shirt, and his suspenders pulled his baggy pants above his waist. He had a broad face and a wide mouth and his eyes narrowed as if he was studying us, trying to understand exactly what we were. Behind him, a wide-shouldered man, his hands behind him, stood in the doorway and stared at us. He didn't have a paunch and his eyes were steady.
' Benvenuto,' the older man said, approaching us and staring at Sciafani. He cocked his head, the way people do when they're trying to place a face.
'Don Calogero,' I said, then surprised myself by nearly bowing.
'Welcome,' he said, 'but please wait.'
He spoke slowly in a thick accent, holding his hand up and waving it back and forth, as if he couldn't be bothered with the first American soldier to make it to Villalba. He spoke rapidly to Sciafani, a stream of questions that reminded me of a small automatic snapping off a series of shots. Sciafani's face crumpled. A lifetime, perhaps, of knowing this man had killed his father, and decades of fear holding him back, until everything he'd seen and endured in this war had conspired to make him a killer. It all played out on his face as Don Calogero Vizzini, whom the Allies considered the single most important Sicilian, stood inches from him, asking who he was.
' Lei e il figlio di Nunzio Infantino? '
' Si.' Sciafani drew himself up straight.
'They told me to kill the child too,' Don Calo said to me, in that slow cadence of someone who is translating his speech, putting an emphasis on the last word to show how glad he was to be done with the sentence. He gestured all around him, meaning everyone had said to kill the child.
'So he wouldn't take his revenge as a man,' I said.
' La vendetta,' Don Calo said. 'Yes, Nunzio and I fought, first with words, then with fists. Finally, with the lupara. Your father, he was stubborn. If I had known your dear mother was sick and would die soon, I might not have killed him.' His dark eyebrows knitted in contemplation of what might have been as his shoulders threw off the burdens of the past.
'But you did,' Sciafani said.
' Si.'
'My mother?'
'Your mother, no, no. Nunzio and I fought in the hills, when he tried to take his wheat to the mills without paying the toll. I told him he had to pay, even just a little. If he did not, the others would soon make trouble. He would not give me a single lira, he was so stubborn. So we fought like men. He died at my hands, and I offered payment to your mother so you and she would not be put out on the street. It was then I found out she was dying. Tubercolosi. '
Don Calo took out a handkerchief and wiped his forehead. I thought about the one in my pocket, and how the sharp-eyed guy in the doorway might react if I pulled it out.
'My friends said it would be best to kill you after your mother died, that you would grow up to take your revenge, but I could not kill a bambino. So I did the next best thing. I gave you to a dottore and told him to raise you to be one yourself, if you were smart enough.'
'The Sciafanis were your people?'
'They truly wanted a child, so what does it matter? Did they not treat you well?'
'Very well,' Sciafani said, his eyes to the ground. 'You wanted me to become a dottore so I would not easily take a life?'
'It was better than slitting your throat and burying you in the hills. Was I wrong?'
Don Calo jutted his chin forward, daring Sciafani to challenge his logic. He seemed affronted that this young man was not thanking him for sparing his life after Don Calo had killed his father.
'I cannot say, Don Calo.'
'Have you deserted?' Don Calo asked.
'No, I have been released. I was captured but the Americans are releasing all Sicilian prisoners.'
'The Americans are smarter than I believed then,' Don Calo said, shifting his gaze to me, but still addressing Sciafani. 'But how did you get blood on your clothes?'
'We were caught in the bombardment of Agrigento,' I said. 'Dottore Sciafani cared for the wounded Italian troops until the Americans set up an aid station.' I hoped the killing of Tommy the C would not come out while we were here.
Don Calo nodded, tilting his head to the side as he did so, indicating that yes, perhaps, he might believe that. He sat on a stone bench set against the house, grunting as he exhaled. He mopped his face again, soaking tiny beads of sweat from his upper lip into his white handkerchief.
'This is a bad business,' Don Calo finally said. 'The Fascists from Rome hunted us, the Americans invade us, the Germans make our island a battleground, and now you walk into my home. Both of you have the smell of trouble.'
I knew he was thinking it wasn't too late to correct his mistake in letting Sciafani live, and that I might as well be thrown into an unmarked grave in the hills with him. Don Calo scowled, looking back to the man in the doorway. He put his hands on his knees and pushed himself up, a grim look on his face.
'Don Calo,' I said, stepping in front of Sciafani. To try to divert his attention, I was about to take out the handkerchief.
'No, we will talk later. It is Enrico I speak to now,' he said. 'It was wrong of you to wait so long to come here. If you were a hotheaded youth and I was younger also, we could have fought each other. But so many years have passed. You are now a dottore, and I have a position here, as the head of a society. When a man is on his way up, he uses everything he can to rise to the top. But when he gets there, he can no longer act like a bandit. Today I grant favors to people. If I can do a man a favor, no matter who he is, I will. So people do me favors in return: a vote or an errand, whatever they can. That is who I am now, not a young man with a lupara in his hands.'
'The world is indeed turned upside down. You are mafiusu yet you tell me you don't wish to kill me. I have sworn an oath to protect life, and I would take yours,' Sciafani said, sounding surprised at himself.
'Would you?' Don Calo asked. Sciafani opened his mouth to speak but no words came out. He cast his eyes to the ground.
'I will tell you a secret, Enrico. I sent you away in hopes that you would become a dottore not for myself, to avoid la vendetta, but for you also. I had no argument with your dear mother or you. You deserved a better life than the one your father and I left you. Don't be surprised that I include him now. If he hadn't been so stubborn we could have worked things out. But that was not his nature, nor mine.'
'This is not what I expected,' Sciafani said, raising his eyes to meet Don Calo's.
'You are a ghost I did not expect to meet today either. Now, if you can promise not to take your revenge tonight, I will offer you both the hospitality of my home. We will eat in one hour. Do you promise?'
'On my honor.'
'Good. With a contented stomach, your heart is forgiving; with an empty stomach, the heart is hard.'
CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
Sciafani's honor was good enough for Don Calo, and we were both escorted to rooms at the back of the house. I was shown to a bathroom where a large tub, carved from a single piece of limestone, was being filled with hot, steaming water. A straight razor, brush, and comb had been laid out on a marble sink. Don Calo evidently liked his dinner guests clean, and I obliged by soaking in the water as an elderly man took my uniform away, making brushing motions on it as he spoke a continuous stream of mournful Italian, as if he were chiding me for getting my clothes so dirty. He was probably actually saying he hoped all Americans didn't smell as bad as I did.
I fell asleep in the tub, awakening only when he returned, bringing with him my shirt and pants neatly folded, boots polished, and a full set of not-quite-GI socks and underwear. I would have been happy never to see the ones
