more than I’d been intended to. ‘No man may see my face and live,’ she’d said. Well, I had seen it, and I was still alive. I now planned to keep it that way by not hanging around to be discovered. I’m not saying I’d changed my mind about any supposed supernatural abilities. A wise man proportions his belief to the evidence. And I hadn’t seen anything – not this night, nor the day before, nor any of the preceding days – that couldn’t somehow be explained in naturalistic terms. But that face had been supremely mad or wicked. Having her round me day and night with a grudge simply wouldn’t do at all. And the opium was now reaching out in earnest with fingers of delicious warmth. It was time to be getting back.
With some going wrong in the darkness, and then going back on myself, I found my way to where I’d made my bed. As I waited to be carried out of this world on a litter of black velvet, I heard the faint scraping of sandals on sand. How long she stood over me I can’t tell. I suppose she was now fully dressed, though I heard her still breathing hard from her endless if slow dancing. She may have whispered my name. She may have prodded me. She may even have rolled me over. But I was too far gone to notice.
Chapter 53
The Mistress threw her book across the weeds with a howl of rage. I reached instinctively for my sword and looked round. The camels were making their usual noise as they continued drinking from the pool. There was no reason to suppose we weren’t wholly alone in the oasis. She pointed accusingly at the book that had come unrolled where it landed.
‘That bookseller will beg for death before I release him,’ she snarled. She trailed off and looked towards the setting sun.
I got up and retrieved the book. It had bounced off one of the stunted trees and had now become completely unrolled. I took it up and smiled to myself. The Mistress had been had good and proper. At some point during its lifetime, the book had come apart and been repaired. The long roll of papyrus had been glued back to the inner spine minus at least one sheet. The final sentence read: ‘And thus spake Apelles, saying…’
‘How shall I ever know,’ she cried almost tearfully, ‘if he escapes from the pirates and is reunited with his Penelope before her uncle marries her to the false Antiochus?’
One of the camels looked up at her.
‘I’m sure it all works out well in the end,’ I said reassuringly. ‘These things always do. Let us imagine that he escapes from the pirates by leaping into the sea. He is then saved by a friendly dolphin, who just happens to be passing by, and is taken to the very spot where Penelope is to be married. There needs to be an argument, and perhaps even a duel. At last, though, Apelles convinces the uncle that he really is whatever the Reader knows him to be, and the wedding feast goes ahead with another groom. Everyone, then, including – and I’m only guessing here, not having read the preceding adventures – Penelope’s ever faithful slave, lives happily ever after. There, does that ring true?’
I could feel the suspicion radiating towards me from that well-wrapped face.
Then the Mistress relaxed and laughed. ‘Am I become so contemptible because I sometimes act as a woman?’
I put on my emollient look and assured her of my deepest respect for her abilities and my deepest gratitude for all she had done to help. But she wasn’t interested.
‘Can you imagine how it is to sit absolutely alone as long as I have?’ she asked. ‘Can you imagine how it is to have read and reread every outstanding work of the Greek mind? Do that and you may begin to appreciate how welcome the trashiest new writings can seem.’
‘I can try to imagine,’ I said. ‘Even so, the Greeks since their very best age have produced much that is considerably better than The Trials of Penelope. There is, for example, Plutarch, and there is Lucian, and there is-’
She grunted and snatched at the book that I’d just finished rolling back up. She was now more angry than disappointed.
We’d covered an immense distance since leaving the temple. That was the morning of the day before. The desert border was far behind, and we were deep into the limitless waste of sand where only the sun told the direction. All day, whenever we’d stopped for me to piss or shit or have a sip of our now indifferent water – the Mistress herself didn’t seem to need any of these things – she’d been hurrying with heightened excitement through the last stages of the romance. Now that we were comfortably seated within the little oasis we’d reached just as the sun was beginning to go down, there was nothing for her to do but talk to me. There was nothing else to do, that is, unless she wanted to go back to the beginning and read more slowly to where it broke off – this time stopping to search for any incidental beauties of language or construction of the plot.
‘It was in surroundings rather like these that we first met,’ I opened. ‘I now believe we were above the ruins of Soteropolis. Back in Alexandria, I took the trouble to learn something of the place.’
‘So you know about Soteropolis?’ she asked. ‘I wonder how much of what you know is true and how much childish legend?’
I kept silent. For a while, I thought I’d have to try again. But she reached for her cup of fresh water and sipped through the hollow tube that let her drink without uncovering her face. She put the cup down and stretched her legs.
‘You will surely be aware of its anomalous position in the Kingdom of Egypt,’ she continued. ‘Unlike the Egyptians, its people did not originate in this land. Like you, they were people of the lightest colouring from an island in the West. Their island was about the same shape and size as your own, but was much further out in the great sea that terminates the world as it is known to the geographers.’
Ireland? I thought. But I said nothing. The Mistress was telling me something that might be of value. I didn’t wish to break the flow.
‘They rose but slowly from the barbarous state. But, undisturbed in the remote fastness of their island, they had time, and they were persistent. They took no interest in philosophical matters. Without ever seeking to learn the underlying nature of things, or the connections between things, they were satisfied if they could fashion devices to enrich and glorify their rulers. At last, they brought on themselves a disaster involving the complete loss of their home and its works. The survivors – a pitiful remnant of what had been – came for refuge to Egypt and still further south. Long before the beginning of time as recorded even by the Egyptians, they built their cities and set about the recovery of what they had lost.
‘It was in vain. Those who survived were the least of their race. They had only fragments of the ancient knowledge, and no grasp of the method by which it all might be regained. After a long stagnation, they were overcome – either by pestilence or by the incursions of the lower but more numerous men of these regions. So it was with Soteropolis. So it was with the larger settlements far south beyond the origins of the Nile.’ She fell silent and watched as I made my best efforts with steel and flint to get a fire lit. My efforts amused her, but also took her from her theme.
‘I believe the people of Soteropolis contributed much to the Egyptians,’ I said, prompting her to start again. ‘And I suppose their learning passed in some measure through the Egyptians to the Greeks.’
‘No,’ came the reply. ‘The Greeks took certain things from other peoples. But the essentials of the Greek genius owed nothing to any but the Greeks themselves. Unlike the people I have described, there was nothing slow about the Greeks. What they sought in the first instance was abstract understanding. And it is from this that practical knowledge most surely and swiftly follows. They were like a comet that suddenly appears in the sky, and, as if from nothing, outblazes every other object. I doubt I need say more to you of how different the Greeks were from every other people – how everything good that men have since achieved owes something to their legacy.
‘But it is only a legacy. The Greeks gave the world a new beginning. But like a comet in the sky, they dazzled only to fade away as quickly as they had emerged. In destroying themselves, they destroyed all hopes for mankind. There will be unbalanced recoveries, and men will boast of how they have exceeded the Greeks. There will be no full recovery. It will at best be Soteropolis again.’
Well, that was a mournful end to the day. Beside the inherent gloom, it brought back memories of the poem Hadrian had caused to be set up on the statue in Soteropolis. But I’d got the fire going, and the water would soon be boiled in which we could soak some of the dried fruit and soften the now hardened bread we still had. Though
