on it. Probably, there was no need of any. After all, I was now Khadija’s devoted servant. I smiled weakly and fumbled with the catch. I pulled the window open and breathed in the cool air of the outside and listened to the gentle but gathering roar of a Syrian dawn. I thought of the many descriptions of the dawn in Homer. All very beautiful, they were too cheerful for my present mood. I opened my mouth and recited from the much darker Virgil:
Postera Phoebea lustrabat lampade terras, umentemque Aurora polo dimoverat umbram…
Yes, poor stupid Dido had hoped to build her Carthage and reign in peace. She hadn’t considered the somewhat different interests of her Trojan guest. Already, his mind had been taken over by the rival and infinitely grander vision of the Rome he was to build. Virgil had looked back on this from a Rome that was at the zenith of its glory. The Rome where I’d briefly lived, six hundred years later, was a stinking ruin. I remembered how I’d stood one day on the crumbling steps of the Temple of Jupiter, and had looked down from the Capitoline Hill over the bleak ruins of the Forum. But, even if the glory of the merely corporeal Rome was now fallen, the idea of Rome was transferred to what the Saracen chronicler had called the City on the Two Waters. In time, the idea might move from Constantinople. Wherever it might move, it was worth fighting to preserve.
I looked out at the first rays of the rising sun. If I waited just a little longer, I’d see those first rays as they struck the higher minarets of the city, and then as they moved steadily down this tower to where I stood. Gradually, Damascus would awake. There would be those calls to prayer. The shops would open for business. The streets would fill with those who had money to spend, and with those who had to be up to earn their money. Some while before then, the night would have passed, and I could say that I’d lived to see another day.
Was that the main door opening, far back along the corridor? This was about the time the slaves came in to attend to their business. They could feed me while I bathed, I decided. Edward, I decided further, could be left to sleep until he woke by himself. I’d have him watched, so I could be with him when his eyes did open. I’d then pack him off to Karim for the day. Sooner or later, after all, Meekal would drop by for another little chat.
‘Bugger me!’ I whispered at the bronze pipe. ‘Sod, bugger, damn! I wish I were at home.’
Through more than ninety years, the sound of my own voice had generally brought comfort. Now, it only brought me to the matter of where home might really be.
Chapter 54
There are hotter places and times on earth than a Syrian August. But you try reminding yourself of that after a whole morning of swaying, jingling progress through the desert that stretches eastward from Damascus. I took another sip of beer cooled with ice from the mountains, and – not for the first time that journey – wondered how the black slaves carrying my chair didn’t fall down dead in the sun.
To be precise about the timing, it was Thursday, 1 August 687, and we were just into the second month of Meekal’s accelerated project. This was my eighth personal inspection. It should have been my ninth, but the Angels of the Lord had intensified their attacks, and the desert road had been judged too dangerous for me to risk the journey. Meekal, though, had diverted more soldiers from the desultory war with the Empire, and, flanked by a whole brigade of mounted Saracens, we’d made a slow, nervous progress out of Damascus. I handed my beer cup to the slave who walked beside the chair. I adjusted my visor and tried to turn back to the volume of mathematical writings open on my knees.
‘We’ll soon be there,’ said Meekal. I’d heard his slow approach on horseback, but didn’t look round at him. ‘I said,’ he repeated in a louder voice, ‘we’ll soon be there.’ I made a fuss with the speaking trumpet I’d recently had made. He now shouted into it, nearly blowing my head off with the power of his voice.
‘There’s no need to shout!’ I whined back at him. ‘I can hear perfectly well so long as people don’t mumble.’ I rejoiced at the scared look that came over his face whenever I gave cause to think I was entering some decline. If I was his prisoner, he was just as much mine. If he’d given me no chance of slipping my own leash, I could at least tug on his. He was right about our location. Glancing up through my visor, I’d been able for some time now to see the low, sand-coloured mass of where we were going. I thought of giving further practice to my querulous tone, with a comment about the flies. Just then, though, I caught sight of the cloud of dust ahead of me to the right.
‘I was about to wonder if the boys would catch up with us,’ I said, now in my normal voice. ‘I see instead that they’ve overtaken us.’ I looked hard through the pattern of little holes in my visor – a pattern long since corrected out of my notice by some adjustment of the mind – and wondered at the speed that Karim and Edward could get out of those desert mounts. Even in my long prime, I’d never been much of a horseman. If I so much as spoke of climbing on to another saddle, it would only be to confirm Meekal’s worries about the decay of my faculties. But there was no hint of envy, or even regret, as I watched the pair of friends chase each other back and forth across the firm sand. If I worried about their safety, there was no point mentioning it. To be sure, Edward’s guards were even faster on horseback, and were up to seeing off anything but a regular ambush. If they kept modestly behind in the races, and if they joined in the congratulations of the winner, there was no doubt of their purpose.
‘Greetings, My Lords,’ Karim called out as he came alongside. ‘We made it from the palace to here in a single gallop.’
I thought of the poor horses, but smiled my approval.
‘And this time,’ Edward broke in, ‘I rode faster!’ I smiled again. He’d spoken Saracen. He spoke that with Karim. He spoke it with all his other friends. If he still sometimes spoke with me in Latin – though more often in English – his Greek was fading like the heat of a kettle removed from its fire. ‘But it’s a despised language,’ he’d explained over dinner the other evening. ‘Nobody wants to learn it any more. Besides, those writers you keep speaking about – they’ve all been dead for centuries. And their language too.’ So he’d turned that formidable, if undisciplined, intellect of his to a study of the East’s rising language. Now, he was well inside its logic. Apart from obvious insufficiencies of vocabulary, his main problem was the limited range of cases compared with English, Greek and Latin, and – of course – the somewhat defective writing system of the Saracens. Even I’d once had trouble with that. Dressed as a Saracen, his beardless face browned by exposure to the sun, he might have been chasing about the desert from his birth.
‘All is well with you?’ Meekal asked when the boys had raced back off into the desert.
I nodded. Playing the old fool is fun only in little bursts. And, if I wanted to scare him, I had no wish to prod Meekal into anything more hostile than he already had in mind.
‘Halt and state your business,’ the guard called across the remaining distance between us and the one unblocked gate of the old monastery.
‘I am Meekal, Governor of Syria,’ came the obvious answer.
‘And I am Alaric, Chief Weapons Adviser to His Majestic Holiness the Caliph,’ I added.
From twenty feet up, on the parapet of that stone wall, the guard looked coldly at us. We held up our ivory identification passes. He looked down at them. Another guard came briefly forward, then went back to his job of lounging against the new brick wall behind that stopped anyone from looking down into the monastery.
‘I want the old man out of his carrying chair and everyone else off horseback,’ he snapped down at us. ‘Before I give orders for the gate to be opened, I want to see you all with your arms in the air. I must warn you of the standing orders for any disobedience of the rules.’
I groaned and got up. I stepped out from beneath the shelter of the overhead canopy and took my place with everyone else under the baking sun. This was, after all, my eighth visit, and enforcement of the rules never varied. At least I was allowed to step into the shadow of the walls before the modesty screen was placed round me and I had to strip naked for the inspection of my clothes and body.
‘What are these?’ the unsmiling official asked, holding up the polished lenses he’d pulled out of their box.
‘Those are none of your business,’ I said sharply. ‘They aren’t on the contraband list. Let that be enough. If you drop or so much as scratch one of them, I’ll have you demoted and flogged.’
The official hurriedly pushed the lenses back inside their protective covering and looked at his superior. He in turn looked at Meekal, who was passing his inner tunic over the modesty screen. Meekal nodded and my inspection was at an end. I waited under the shade of the massive gate for the more thorough strip searching of the carrying
