“Smuggling. Maybe I should say trading. Okay: trading. Things were hard up here. The Russians came through here first. Christ, what didn’t they take? They weren’t alone in their visits. There were partisans, from up and down the Balkans. Slovenians, a lot of them.
A lot of them came through from the DP camps there in Judenburg, and Graz.”
Again, Felix thought of the maps he had pored over last night.
For a moment he almost believed that Speckbauer knew about them, and was just baiting him here.
“Well, once the pigs and petrol business was shall we say, normal, other activities went on. Can you imagine?”
Felix nodded.
“You had Eastern Europeans who knew their way around.
Sure, they’d gone home but home was what? Flattened houses? And if you were on the wrong side, the losing side…? So people had connections. Sure there were borders — ‘The Iron Curtain’ and all that. But this coming and going was nothing new here. ‘Business resumed.’ Your grandfather closed shop: good for him. He told his old contacts to get lost especially the ones up from Slovenia. Yes, he did his job. It says so right in his file.”
Speckbauer waited for some reaction, but it was one that Felix would not offer.
“It also says that your oma, your Oma Kimmel, was the one who seems to have calmed your Opa Kimmel’s fiery nature. She talked him down, sorted him out.”
Felix stared back into his eyes. They had regained their flat, expressionless look.
“She cushioned his fall again when he was asked about some goings-on later.”
“So now my grandmother was a crook?”
“Did I say that? Peter Kimmel was her husband, wasn’t he? In 1953, an informer said that Gendarme Kimmel, had not quite given up all of his ‘interests.’ That he looked the other way at the correct time, that there were things he didn’t want to know. Verstehst? A matter of not betraying those to whom he had loyalties.”
“Is was hardly a crime to want to feed your family, to take care of them.”
“Don’t get me wrong. Those two men turned up in the forest, and part of our job is to see if it’s connected with other events, present and past. Patterns, no?”
Felix took a few steps toward the side of the storehouse. What had his father known of this? Was that why he had kept those maps, with the paths marked in?
“Beautiful,” he heard Speckbauer say. “What views. I far preferred Geography to History. So much more definite. You were right or you were wrong. You?”
Felix turned back to him.
“Even if this were true, it’s all ancient.”
“You said that already. What I’m saying is that this kind of thing still goes on. And those connections and loyalties last over time.”
“You think my Opa Kimmel is wandering around the woods?
Be serious. He can’t even walk ten steps without a cane.”
“Normally I don’t dip into the sewer of pop psychology. But denial is big.”
“You really think he knows something about the dead men in the forest?”
Speckbauer hesitated before answering.
“How come you don’t speak Slovenian?”
“Because I’m Austrian.”
“Did your parents?”
“Same answer.”
“Your grandmother Kimmel’s family is Slovenian.”
“A hundred years ago, it was.”
“There’s always been Slovenian all along here. Hapsburgs, Nazis sure they got bumped about. But not many left, really. They cleared some from DP camps in forty-six, and Tito killed them. Viktring Camp was a big one. Anyway, your grandfather can speak it.”
“I never heard him speak it.”
“Ask him then. It says so in his Gendarmerie records: ‘Working knowledge.’ You think he lied, to impress his employer?”
“What employer would care?”
“The SS might,” said Speckbauer. “He was hoping, I imagine?”
Felix refused to give him any satisfaction. He said nothing.
“Ultimately unsuccessful,” Speckbauer resumed. “Not to be critical now, but by forty-four there was room in the SS ranks. But faking your age, a sixteen year old?”
Speckbauer rubbed at his nose, and drew his coat around him.
“Okay,” he said then. “Here is the end of this chapter. Your grandmother must have been one strong woman. Excuse me now if that sounds… impertinent. It was she who tried to put an end to all this ‘silliness.’ She made him clean up his act. He did settle down. I’m not saying she changed him or his opinions, or that. But she reintroduced him to civilian life, you could say. Normal life.”
This time Felix could not resist.
“You talk about all this like it’s some kind of play, or a movie or something. But your job is to lie and to con people, to get whatever you want, however you want.”
Speckbauer sighed.
“I’m not saying you’re wrong,” he said. “But let’s finish here on a good note.”
“I don’t see how. You are doing a number on my family.”
“Really? I’m going to suggest to you things that were not handed down father to son because of your grandmother. Oh, the usual stuff came down fine, I imagine. How to plant potatoes, screw in light bulbs, fix a bike, shoot a rabbit, but from what I gather, your grandmother did her best to protect her kids from the past.
Whatever else had happened, this was a new generation. They wouldn’t be dragged into all that crap. Now there was a brave woman. Would to God all her generation had been like her.”
Something about Speckbauer’s face, his relaxed gaze and quiet tone, cooled Felix’s anger a little.
“What we don’t know,” he added in a murmur, “is if she succeeded.”
“That makes zero sense to me,” Felix said.
“I don’t know if you’re ready for it.”
“Just say it.”
“Your father.”
“What about my father? Now you want to spread the bullshit to him?”
A hint of humour flickered around Speckbauer’s eyes only. It faded quickly.
“Franzi, that bastard, he’s always right,” he said. “Always. It’s uncanny. He made you right from the start. ‘Mark my words,’ he said. ‘That guy keeps a lid on things. But he could plant one on your nose too.’”
“Is that in my file?”
“Ach don’t be paranoid. Of course not.”
“Well you make it easy for me to decide what to do here.”
There was a breeze beginning, and the cool morning air stung his nose. Speckbauer looked back toward the house, and then he turned and began a slow walk out beyond the shed and toward the fields.
“Your father had many, many acquaintances,” he said. “Good policemen often do. It’s their job to be able to find things out. How do you find things out? Through people. And your father was that kind of a guy, was he not? Sociable, outgoing.”
Felix nodded.
“Compared to his father anyway,” said Speckbauer. “He turned out the opposite, didn’t he, thanks to your grandmother, if I may say. But you hardly remember her, am I right? What were you, five?”
“Yes.”
“Cancer?”
“So I heard, later.”
“Okay. Now, your father got about a lot. He liked the outdoors, he grew up in the hills, all that. Right? Oh, and he had a knack for cars, perhaps from your grandfather? The old VWs, the Kubelwagens? ‘The thing’ we used to call them growing up. Christ the same air-cooled lump in them that the Beetles had. There were thousands dumped
