“It is very difficult for someone who has sold his soul to reclaim it,” said the bishop dubiously. “But I would not be so quick to condemn or to assume-”
“And I also had another question,” I said hastily, not wanting any lectures about forgiveness of one’s brother, since I had no intention of being Cyrus’s brother. “If someone sold his soul from pure motives, to save another’s life, would he regain it?”
I had told Joachim briefly about Antonia’s flying carpet ride when he asked after her. He looked at me a moment from his enormous dark eyes, then slowly started to smile. Whatever he had that passed for a sense of humor appeared at the strangest times. “If one were acting from completely pure motives, the devil might not accept the bargain. Do you know why, Daimbert,” he added in apparent inconsequentiality, “priests do not marry?”
“To avoid sins of the flesh, I presume,” I said in surprise, hoping he was not about to start confessing yearnings for Theodora
“There is certainly an element of that,” he said, still with a faint smile, “a belief that only those who are purified as much as any son of Adam can be should assume spiritual leadership. But that is not the only or even principal reason: after all, married couples sin less than a celibate priest with a perverted imagination. But priests must never allow attachment to a single person or persons to obscure their duties to
“Oh,” I said, suddenly realizing what he was talking about. “And you think that wizards traditionally don’t marry either because we could be distracted from our oaths to help mankind by personal affection?”
“Someone who would cheerfully sell his soul to save his daughter,” said the bishop dryly, “would break wizardry’s oaths just as cheerfully.” I hadn’t told him that part, but Joachim knew me too well. “Priests give up the love and companionship of families of their own to lead all of God’s children to salvation. A wizard gives up a family for knowledge and power. Tell me, Daimbert: is it worth it?”
I studied the surface of the bishop’s desk. So far I had a modicum of wizardry’s knowledge and power-far less than Elerius, but far more than the twelve-year-old boy who had used his pennies to learn a few illusions. Was magic worth Theodora refusing to marry me and my king looking at me askance? I had not before thought of it in these terms, but I did know that at one level Theodora was right: magic was as much a part of me as breathing. But Antonia was even more important than my own breath.
It was no use asking either Joachim or the school how to resolve this. They would both tell me that as long as I was a wizard I could not also have a family, and this was an answer I had no intention of accepting.
But I was distracted from these thoughts by another, by a sudden realization that something I had pushed to the back of my mind as part of my delirious dreams was actually real: the old Romney woman’s “fortune.” “He’s coming by night,” I told the bishop, leaning abruptly toward him. “Vlad, the dark wizard from the Eastern Kingdoms.”
Joachim had been on that trip to the East and certainly remembered Vlad. “When will he arrive?” he asked soberly, the faint spark of humor gone from his face. It was doubtless a tribute to the abilities he thought I had that he did not ask how I knew.
“The Romneys told me,” I said excitedly, not wanting to take credit for extra powers, “but fighting that wolf knocked the memory out of me. But it all comes back now and it all makes sense. Vlad probably hoped that if he could make our days as dark as night he could travel more easily-light destroys whatever holds his half-dead body together. And that was one of his wolves he sent ahead. But when I dispersed his clouds he realized it would be too dangerous to try to travel by day, because I or any other wizard could bathe him in sunlight with a few weather spells.”
“And this has something to do with Cyrus?” asked the bishop with an air of trying to understand what I was suggesting.
“Of course.” But even as I spoke all the certainty went out of me. “That is, I don’t know. The undead warriors did appear to be made with Vlad’s form of eastern magic, and the wolf seemed specifically spelled against a western wizard …” I paused and looked at Joachim uneasily. “Vlad has had reason to hate me for years, and he may finally have decided to come after me as he threatened to do. Cyrus seemed to know who I was, but …”
“Would Vlad have summoned a demon?”
This was the same problem I was having. Just when I thought it all made sense, it stopped doing so. “I don’t think so, Joachim, not if he’s coming by night. There was nothing demonic about the warriors. If Vlad had gotten supernatural assistance in rebuilding his body, he would no longer have to fear sunlight or anything else-except of course hell …”
“Too many wizards have no respect for either heaven or hell,” said the bishop in disapproval.
“Well, that’s probably true from the Church’s point of view,” I said slowly. “But wizards still try to avoid black magic: supplementing their powers with those of a demon. If nothing else, it’s considered a sign of weakness not to be able to gain results with unaided magic. Vlad wouldn’t be hiding in darkness if he had a demon working with him, so he must be relying on natural magic.” I stared into the candle flame, disturbingly reminded of Cyrus’s face in the market. “So I don’t know what this has to do with your cathedral, Joachim, or for that matter with the Lady Justinia. But if a bishop can ever listen to a wizard, listen to me and make Cyrus stop.”
Before he could answer we were interrupted by a rising murmur of voices. It seemed to be coming from the square in front of the cathedral.
The bishop and I looked at each other. “I’ve got them!” came a man’s voice, loud and harsh, over the general murmur. “I’ve got the sinners! Let’s put them to death
Joachim and I raced out into the night. I hadn’t moved this fast since the wolf attack. Many of the same people who had been with Cyrus at the covered market now milled around in the building site before the cathedral, carrying torches. Cyrus himself stood halfway up the church steps. He turned smoothly, as though acting a part, his eyes coming to rest on a heavy-set man at the back of the crowd.
“I’ve got them, Your Holiness!” the man called triumphantly. His voice was harsh and a little slurred, but it made up for it in volume. My heart gave a hard thump when I realized that by “Your Holiness” he meant not the bishop but Cyrus.
Each of the man’s big fists clutched a Romney by the collar. One was a gray-haired old man, the other the woman who had told my fortune. They hung limply, their feet dragging the ground, and their black eyes wide with fear. There was a faint squeaking from the piled building materials that might have been rats. The torch light glinted incongruously on the bristle on the old woman’s upper lip as the two captives were dragged forward.
“They’re sinners, all right,” the burly man continued. The two Romneys seemed to be putting up little resistance, but he had a bruise coming up across his forehead and her dress was half ripped off under the shawl she clutched around her. Joachim beside me drew in his breath sharply.
“Sin, sin, drive out sin,” murmured the crowd together. The mayor reappeared at the back of the crowd, as though drawn against his will.
I could have paralyzed the heavy-set man with magic and snatched the Romneys from him, but with the crowd in a potentially ugly mood, acting too quickly could make the situation even worse. Panting from sudden exertion while still weak, I silently started putting the first words of a spell together.
“These are the ones who brought all those rats to town!” the man shouted. “They confessed it themselves when I applied a little, shall we say,
At that the bishop strode forward through the crowd, his dark eyes ablaze. The people stepped aside for him with surprised faces. What had started to be general sounds of loud agreement were abruptly cut off. Maybe I wouldn’t have to use my spell after all.
Joachim, reaching the front, did not hesitate. He put his own hands on the heads of the Romneys and met the man’s gaze. “Let them go, in God’s name,” he said quietly but very firmly.
The man was taken aback. Joachim was as tall as he was even if only about half as bulky. But after a second the man tightened his grip again. “Why do you care about these people, Father?” he sneered, giving them a shake. “They’re not even Christians! Killing them would be like killing an animal-a rat!”
There was a murmur of assent from the crowd but with the slightest note of uncertainty.
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