she had no need to prove herself to him now. Not when he was going to die in a few seconds. He found the broken piece of Fangbreaker lying at his feet. In its polished surface he could see the wound across the front of his neck and the blood that was pouring down his cloak. He was bleeding to death.
He dropped to his knees in the snow.
You will not be able to stop yourself, Morg had told him. You are too weak to defeat your own strength. Someone else must stop you, and you should hope they do it soon.
His own strength-strength Morgain shared. So this was what the old man meant, he thought. This is my ending. I found the foe I could not beat, and she was there all along. His wyrd was complete.
So why did he still seethe for more death, for another chance to prove himself?
“You’re a mess, boy,” Balint said, hurrying out of the darkness. She had a piece of cloth in her hands, and a needle, and some thread. He had not known she’d followed him. Now he stared at her as if she were a ghost come for his soul.
“Don’t try to thank me,” she told him. “If you do, your head will probably fall off, and while even that probably wouldn’t kill someone as stubborn as you, I don’t carry enough thread to go all the way ’round.” Then she started mopping at his wound and digging her needle into his flesh. “Don’t ask me why I’m doing this either, because it’s pure folly. I’d be leagues better off without you.”
But Morget thought he knew. The dwarf had her own wyrd, didn’t she? She needed to make mischief in this world, wherever she could. It was what she lived for. And he would give her every chance to do it.
He started to laugh, and didn’t care that it made dark blood jet outward from his veins.
Chapter One Hundred Two
“Come forth! Step up, and receive Sadu’s bounty! Food for all, a feast from your God. See the miracle He has wrought!” The red-dyed priest handing out loaves of bread in Godstone Square was not one who Malden recognized. The Bloodgod’s ministers had been ordaining more of their kind every day. They’d been busy in other ways, too. They had established formal churches in many districts of Ness, and clearly they’d been baking night and day to prepare for this. After Malden turned over the last paltry stores of grain, the priests announced a citywide prayer fast. He’d thought they wanted to hoard the remaining food for themselves. He had put up with the complaints, and with the pangs of his own belly, because he believed he’d given the priests just enough rope to tie their own nooses.
Now, however, he could not be sure.
The priest stood on a wooden platform, as high as a gibbet. Behind him, stacked neatly in enormous wicker baskets, were hundreds of loaves of bread, enormous crocks of pottage, and dozens of meat pies. Meat! Where had they gotten meat?
There could only be one answer, of course. The priests must have been hiding an entire herd of animals somewhere, a herd of livestock they were saving for their sacrifices. Now it seemed they thought food more important than the ritual shedding of blood.
He knew them too well to think they would just stop making sacrifices. They must have some other source of blood hidden as well. Or maybe they were just preparing for their first human sacrifice.
“Come forth! Food for all! Sadu heard your prayers, He knew your hunger, and He has provided. A loaf for every man, pottage for every family!” The starving people of Ness jostled and pushed each other trying to get closer to the bounty. Acolytes in tunics stained pink handed out the loaves, each time saying a little prayer over the bread before they let it go. “Enough for all! None of us are forgotten in His mercy!”
Malden turned to speak to Velmont, but the Helstrovian thief had slipped away. Malden scanned the crowd and found Velmont bowing his head over a pie, while an acolyte whispered in his ear. If he was praying, it was an especially long and fervent prayer he shared with Velmont.
The Helstrovian thief finished with a nod and a sly gesture, then came running back to Malden’s side. He already had the inedible crust off the top of the pie and was picking out morsels from inside with his fingers. The look on his face was one of sheer ecstasy. How long had it been since Velmont tasted meat? Malden wondered when the last time he himself had eaten any flesh. He’d made a point of taking no larger a ration of food than he allotted to any of his citizens.
He found himself licking his lips as Velmont sucked and chewed at each dainty in turn. “Blind me, it’s fresh piglet,” the Helstrovian said, tears in his eyes.
Malden fought off the urge to run up to the platform himself. “What did that acolyte say to you? Did you learn anything?”
Velmont blushed but didn’t stop eating. “Nothin’ you’ll want to hear, boss. I asked him if this was a one-off, you know, did they have more where this bunch came from. He just told me his god would provide, like, which is what priests always say, ain’t it?” Velmont looked away.
“That’s all he said?” It looked like they’d shared far more words than that.
“That,” Velmont said, shrugging, “and a lotta holy babble I ne’er really heard. When the stink of this meat hit me nostrils, I was a trace distracted.”
Malden nodded. He had an uneasy feeling about this. He was almost completely sure that there was no supernatural element at work here. The priests had simply used up every last bit of food in the city for one big banquet, and when these pies and loaves were gone, there would be nothing left. They had bought themselves a day’s grace, but in the end it would hurt them still.
Funny how he wanted them to fail. He was willing to let people starve, if it meant the priests suffered in consequence. A pang of guilt stabbed through him, driving away his own hunger. Had he come to that point where he started thinking of people as tokens on a game board, as Cutbill said he must?
He’d never wanted that.
He’d never wanted any of this. Not the title, not the responsibilities. Certainly not the duty. Duty was Croy’s province.
“Come on,” he said. “We need to go check in on Slag. You can eat while you climb.” He led Velmont up the side of a house and then across the rooftops, jumping nimbly across the narrow streets, climbing cold chimney pots to scout out his next leap. He still had the rooftops. He could still travel across his city, near as free as a bird. They hadn’t taken that from him.
“What’s the mood of the city?” he asked as he paused atop a steeple in the Spires. His vantage point was near the top of the arsenal. Ahead of him lay the university cloister. Slag had set up a new workshop in its courtyard, claiming he needed thick stone walls around him, for some reason. The cloister was abandoned-the university’s students, young, strong, and idealistic, had been among the first to join the Burgrave’s Army of Free Men.
“The fear’s been ebbin’ away since the bastards stopped throwin’ stones,” Velmont told him. “And the priests’ve been makin’ merry, spreadin’ cheer. There’s been some grumblin’, mostly about food. That’ll be quieted today.”
Malden grunted assent. Tomorrow would be a different story, when the food ran out-but for today at least his position was secure. He’d been given a little room to breathe in. If Cutbill was right, it wouldn’t last. As soon as Morget and Morgain settled their differences and elected a new Great Chieftain, the siege would turn bloody. And still the sappers progressed inch by inch under the city’s walls, and still Slag could not find a way to stop them.
If he had been given a moment to think, he needed to use it. He needed to plan, and prepare, and make ready. He needed to Down in the university cloister, the Bloodgod’s pit opened up and a ball of hellfire burst through into the mundane world.
Orange flames shot through with purple sparks leapt toward the sky and a wave of smoke and force blasted past Malden, knocking him off his feet. He just managed to grab onto a gargoyle with one hand. Velmont went skidding past him, and in a frozen moment Malden watched the Helstrovian’s face open in a gaping parody of surprise, as the remains of his pie floated around his hands and chest.
It was a fifty foot drop to the street. If Velmont fell he would be shattered like a porcelain doll. Malden grabbed at the man with his free hand and missed. Then he felt a heavy weight jerk him downward, and his grip loosened on the gargoyle. For one sickening moment he was falling, and death rushed toward him.
