“I’m going to USC next year,” I say, filling the silence with my own voice. “Hopefully, I’ll get a cross-country scholarship. I just have to make a B average and do well in our meets and the coach says he’ll give me a full ride, which I’ll really need since Mom’s not working anymore and I don’t expect Damian to pay for
“Oxford,” Griffin blurts. “I’m going to Oxford.”
Apparently he’s no match for babbling girls. I’ll have to keep that in mind in the future.
Remembering that Stella has the same plan, I ask, “Does everyone at the Academy go to Oxford?”
“The school has an… arrangement with the university administration.”
“What are you going to study?”
It’s on the tip of my tongue to add, “Mythology?” but I decide against the sarcasm. At the moment he’s being heroic, but tomorrow at school is fair game and I don’t want to end up zapped to the ceiling in my underwear or anything.
“Economics.”
That’s it. One word response.
Not that I expect more.
“I’m going to study sports medicine. I want to be an athletic trainer, maybe for a college or the Olympic team or something.”
He grunts, which I take to be his confirmation that he heard what I said but doesn’t plan on replying. Which is fine, because I can keep on talking.
“I know I can’t run forever-even though I know there are always old guys in the Boston Marathon and stuff like that-but I have to make a living somehow. And this way I still get to be involved in sports without worrying when my knees are going to give out and-”
“We’re here.”
Lost in my one-sided conversation, I didn’t even realize we’d crossed the lawn, passed the school, and made it to the front steps of Damian’s house.
I do notice, however, that Griffin does not immediately drop me on my behind and run away as fast as he can.
Maybe it’s the hero contract.
“Well, thanks,” I say, even though he didn’t help me purely out of the goodness of his heart.
Still, he doesn’t put me down.
He does look at me, though, his bright blue eyes intent on mine.
It is a frozen moment-I can’t move or speak or react at all.
Helpless in his arms, silence ringing in my ears, I notice for the first time all the sensations. The feel of his heart pounding in his chest. His radiating heat. His arms against the bare skin of my legs and shoulder-
Oh. My. God.
I totally forgot the skimpy little running outfit Nicole made me wear. This whole time I’ve been half-naked in his arms-all right, I know all the important parts are covered and by MTV standards my clothes are practically dowdy, but for me this is exposed.
I’m not sure what to do. Should I kick and scream, demanding he put me down right now? Leap out of his arms-and likely fall flat on my face again thanks to Nicole’s amazing disappearing ankle trick? Enjoy the sensation of being held while his head dips down, inching closer and closer to mine-
“
Startled, I look up to see Stella standing in our open doorway.
She has her hands on her hips and looks like she caught us making out on the front steps.
Griffin’s ears are red with embarrassment.
Without saying a word he drops me on the steps, nods to Stella, and jogs off across the yard.
“Just keep in mind,” Stella snaps, “that you are supposed to be stealing Griffin away
I nod absently, not focused on her but on the spot where Griffin had just disappeared over the hill. Holding onto the doorjamb so I don’t fall over, I can’t waste energy worrying about her being mad at me.
Griffin Blake had been about to kiss me!
And stupid Stella had to interrupt.
LostPhoebe: no
LostPhoebe: no
LostPhoebe: no
LostPhoebe: he was kinda busy holding me
LostPhoebe: for the millionth time… yes!
LostPhoebe: tell me about it
After Griffin dropped me-and I found out that Nicole’s ankle zap had worn off and I could walk just fine-I had endured Stella’s inquisition about the whole thing.
As soon as she was satisfied, I ran to my room-to the new laptop and Internet connection that will be my salvation for these next few months-and called up Cesca on IM.
LostPhoebe: she won’t find out
LostPhoebe: Justinian never found out they’d moved the school
Oops. Not supposed to let that cat out of the bag. Well, at least I didn’t say
LostPhoebe: just some junk about school history
LostPhoebe: we had a pep assembly on Friday
LostPhoebe: they’re big on tradition here
The cursor blinks at me for a long time. I can practically hear Cesca thinking from thousands of miles away. Great. If anyone can uncover the big secret, Cesca can. She’s the one who knew Justin was cheating on me weeks before the rest of the school found out.
LostPhoebe: you’re not kidding
LostPhoebe: one of my teachers wears a toga to class
Another IM conversation pops up.
NaughtyNic: how’s your ankle
LostPhoebe: fine, no thanks to you
NaughtyNic: you were going to back out
LostPhoebe: that didn’t mean you had to