aftershave, ivory hair brushes, ties, cheque books, a wallet, several race cards, a fountain pen, a huge stack of mail and a pile of five pound notes.
Bella sniffed one of the bottles of aftershave — it had strong overtones of lavender and musk, and immediately conjured up the old smooth, opulent, mocking, self-assured Lazlo she knew before the kidnapping, not the pale, trembling, shattered man who’d greeted her on her escape.
It was almost as though Sabina read her thoughts.
‘I don’t know how Lazlo survived the last ten days,’ she said. ‘He never went to bed, working flat out trying to trace you — and not getting a lead from anyone. Just those damn telephone calls at twenty-four hour intervals, getting more and more threatening. Then those absurd tapes they sent to prove that you were still alive, that might have been made any time.’
She took off the fur counterpane from the bed and began folding it up.
‘Then your hair arrived through the post. That was the last straw. He was convinced you were both dead. He completely broke down. It’s always much worse when someone you never think will, does. Roger thought he was finished. Then, just as he was trying to cheer him up, the telephone rang and it was Diego. After that he was all right.’
Bella felt herself going scarlet. More than anything in the world she wanted to ask Sabina what Lazlo felt about her — but she was too frightened of getting a negative answer.
‘I wish he’d ring,’ she said for the hundredth time.
‘Oh, he’ll be all right,’ said Sabina. ‘He’s a cat with ninety-nine lives. I’ll leave you to get yourself sorted out. I’m going to cook supper. Come and have a drink when you’re ready.’
After she’d gone, Bella looked at herself in the mirror. God, she hated her hair. She wondered if it would be worth getting a wig. She sniffed the aftershave again and felt a sudden spasm of lust and longing. Then, with a beating heart, she started to leaf through the unopened mail. Halfway down she found what she was dreading — a letter from France in a blue airmail envelope with the address written in violet ink in a flowing, expansive hand.
The name on the back was, of course, Angora’s. Trust the silly bitch to use violet ink. Bella was itching to open it. It was dated nine days ago, so, probably, Angora didn’t even know of the kidnapping when she’d written it. Firmly, Bella put it at the bottom of the pile. Then she changed into a green and black dress. It was in the style of a cheongsam with a high neck — and a slit skirt.
‘That’s more like the old Bella,’ said Roger appreciatively when she went into the drawing room.
‘I feel very un-Gaysha,’ she said, ‘and what the hell am I going to do about my bloody hair?’
‘I rather like it,’ said Roger. ‘It brings out the latent fag in me. I’ve decided the next thing you’re going to do is Viola.’
‘“She never told her love, but let concealment, like a worm i’ the bud, feed on her damask cheek”,’ quoted Bella. ‘Sounds just like me.’
After dinner, at about ten o’clock when, for the first time that evening, Bella was not wondering when Lazlo was going to ring, the telephone rang. Roger answered. Suddenly his face relaxed into a smile.
‘You’re OK. Great, well done. Well, that’s for the best under the circumstances. He won’t bother anyone any more. Do you want to talk to Bella?’ He handed her the receiver. ‘It’s Lazlo.’
Her heart was cracking her ribs, her throat was so dry she could hardly speak.
‘Oh thank God, you’re not hurt.’
‘Not a scratch. Everything’s sorted out this end.’
‘Oh I’m so glad. What about Juan?’
‘He’s dead. He tried to shoot his way out and wounded a policeman, so they let him have it.’
‘God, how horrible!’
‘It wasn’t very nice. But at least now he’s dead a lot of people in Buenos Aires will have their first decent night’s sleep in years.
‘Look, I can’t talk very long, I’m catching a plane in a few minutes.’
‘What time do you get into Heathrow?’
‘About ten-thirty tomorrow, flight B.725.’
‘Shall I meet you?’ (Oh God! She could have bitten her tongue off. He probably had half London meeting him, and there she was, forcing herself on him.)
But he merely said, ‘Yes, please, and could you ask Roger to ring Diego and say I’m bringing his wife and the child with me, so they had better have an ambulance waiting at the airport.’
‘Oh that’s sensational,’ cried Bella. ‘He’ll be so pleased. Have a quick word with Roger. I’ll see you tomorrow.’
She handed the receiver back to Roger and went into the bedroom and sat down on the bed, burying her burning face in her hands. Oh I love him, I love him, she said to herself. I’ll never be able to live through the next twelve hours. In a dream she started wondering what to wear to the airport. Perhaps Sabina would lend her a big hat, but then the brim would get in the way when Lazlo kissed her. Stop it, she said to herself, you’re counting your chickens before they’re even laid.
Roger came into the bedroom.
‘Well, that’s nice isn’t it?’ he said, grinning. ‘Good old Lazlo. Rosie Hassell’s in a play on ITV in a minute. Do you want to come and watch her?’
‘I’m just going to wash my hair first,’ said Bella.
After she’d washed it, she went back into the bedroom to comb it into some sort of shape. She was still walking on air. She looked at the mail on the dressing table again. Suddenly, she felt so relaxed, although she knew she shouldn’t, she couldn’t resist having a read of Angora’s letter. With wet fingers she tore open the envelope, and skimmed through the contents. Pandora’s Box! Suddenly she gave a gasp of horror and her hand went to her cheek as she read it again properly.
‘My darling, darling Lazlo,’ every word burnt into her soul. ‘Christ, this movie is a bore. . the director, the producer, the first assistant, have never stopped trying to bang me. The leading man, on the other hand, is trying to bang the first assistant — but that’s movies for you. The director is also determined to have a scene in which I take off all my clothes, but so far I’ve resisted it, keeping myself on toast for you darling.
‘I tried to get you on the telephone, but there was no answer, but filming should be finished by the 12th,’ that’s today, thought Bella numbly, ‘and I plan to fly home on the 13th. I hope you’ve at last managed to extract Bella from Rupert. You should have no difficulty in getting her to transfer her affections to you but what a drag it must have been.
‘Anyway, I’ll make it up ten thousand times when we meet. All my love and anticipation, Angora.’
Bella started to cry very quietly. So that really was the truth, she said to herself. As she’d been frightened all along, Lazlo had only been paying her so much attention, deliberately to make her fall in love with him, turning the full searchlight beam of his notorious sex appeal on her, just to make sure she’d never go back to Rupert. Well, he’d won all round. She
In agony she remembered the Henriques family motto with which Lazlo had taunted her the first time they’d met, ‘Scratch a Henriques and you draw your own blood.’
Where could she go? Where could she escape to? Then suddenly she decided to go back to Nalesworth, the slum where she’d been born. Perhaps there she might find some kind of peace.
Roger and Sabina were well stuck into the play. She scribbled a quick note to Lazlo.
‘Dear Lazlo, I’m afraid I snooped and opened this letter of Angora’s. It’s self-explanatory really. I’m sorry I’ve been such a bother to you all. I haven’t got any money, so I’ve borrowed fifty pounds. I’ll send it back to you when I’ve got it. Thank you for getting me out. With my love, Bella.’
Stuffing the fivers into her bag, she pinched a pair of dark glasses and tiptoed out of the flat.
Later, shivering with misery, cold and exhaustion, she crept into an empty carriage and cried without stopping until the train cranked its way into Leeds station.
