The aftermath of Mystra's murder also marked the period Japheth put his first tentative foot on the crimson road.
Back then, no one yet realized that, once addicted to traveler's dust, an early death was inescapable for the user, regardless of whether it was quick or prolonged.
The grain on his eye was dissolving. The flapping sail and the stars beyond began to blur and waver. Japheth blinked. Anticipation was part of the experience.
The essence of the liberated dust reached his blood and his mind, penetrating to his soul. The constraints of rules and preconceptions deserted his consciousness, leaving behind a red-hazed vista of breathtaking clarity.
Japheth felt transfigured, alive, and potent. Nothing else was like this feeling. It was bottled perfection, the crystallized blood of divinity itself, perhaps. While striding the crimson road, all sorrows sank beyond recall, while all joys were raised like blazing stars.
When Japheth began taking traveler's dust as an acolyte a decade earlier, his initial forays on the crimson road produced similar bliss.
At first.
It was under the compulsion of traveler's dust that Japheth dared the forbidden stacks, even while the rest of the staff defended the library-fortress from refugees swarming the Coast Way. In the wake of the Year of Blue Fire, chaos ruled Faerыn.
Not that Japheth had cared about consequences or chaos while in the grip of his newfound drug. The lucidity that accompanied a walk on the crimson road blinded him to things that customarily would have captured his entire interest.
Japheth recalled how, as a drugged acolyte, he had sauntered past wonders: a heavy book made of copper foil stamped with arcane sigils, bound between thin covers of beaten silver; a book bound between sheets of yellowish iron, whose indecipherable title alternately burned with fire and sparked with electricity; and a libram bound between two metallic angel wings, from which glorious voices issued.
No, under the influence of dust, he had passed by these glamorous wonders to the chamber's far corner, shadowed and dank. There he plucked a small, brownish tome from behind a larger book that pulsed with ominous power. To his dust-tuned senses, the small brown folio glimmered with a haunting, soon-to-be-realized significance.
The book's plain face was stamped in fading dye with the words, Fey Pacts of Ancient Days.
Young Japheth quickly retreated to his cell and closed himself away from his fellows. By then, the refugee surge had been beaten back, but the Keeper of Tomes needed finding. Japheth didn't care if he ever saw the Keeper of Tomes again. He wanted to be left alone with his traveler's dust and the tome he'd stolen from the forbidden stacks.
Within the book he found strange names and properties of primitive earth spirits, ancient and strong. Once, claimed the hoary tome, the beings attached to these names were worshiped as gods. Sadly, remonstrated the crumbling text, Faerыn had largely forgotten these ancient Powers.
The names in the pilfered tome called to him. And so he read, day in and day out. All would have been bliss, but for a change in his trips on the crimson road.
Japheth was approaching the 'first bend,' as the transition later came to be called, of his journey. In other words, the traveler's dust brought him less joy with each use, but his body's desire for the substance only increased.
It was around this time that traveler's dust was suddenly recognized as being a slow poison, not 'distilled joy' as certain Amnan suppliers had successfully and lucratively marketed it. Amn had weathered the Spellplague better than most, and in its aftermath, Amn's merchants were already making a profit among refugee populations and untouched kingdoms alike.
Some cities banned the sale of dust, and its users, easily marked by their eyes, were shuffled off to secure cells where they could reach their journeys' end in peace, if allowed to keep their supply of dust. When their dust was confiscated, as usually happened out of misplaced morality, the resultant death was an awful thing to behold. Deprived walkers invariably became violent, first toward others, then to themselves.
All these things Japheth heard whispered beyond his door by the other acolytes. They knew the dust had him. They saw how his eyes slowly filled with crazed lines of blood. They witnessed how his hands shook so badly at times he could scarcely restack borrowed tomes. They remembered how he had boasted of being a traveler on the newly discovered crimson road.
Young Japheth-despaired. He decided to end his life with what dignity he could muster. He decided to take all the traveler's dust he possessed in one gluttonous mass. He would dash to the end of the road with the speed of a racing hound.
The suicidal acolyte's vision burned as he poured twenty or more grains in each eye. He was catapulted out upon a scarlet plain and saw for the first time a literal road.
And he saw its awful terminus.
A shouted hail pulled Japheth from his reverie. A man approached along the unlit starboard side of the Green Siren.
Japheth didn't need light to recognize the swaggering figure of Captain Thoster. The captain sported a prodigious hat, a gold-trimmed coat that swept the ship's deck and a slender, straight sword in a silver sheath.
With the sensitivity to magic lent him by the partial dose of dust still sparking through his blood, Japheth saw a translucent, greenish glimmer to the captain's skin, as if just below its surface, a scale-like contour yearned for release. The captain liked to joke about his 'unclean parentage.' Perhaps it was no joke.
Thoster closed the distance between them, apparently as comfortable in the dark as Japheth. Another hallmark of the, man's tainted blood, the warlock supposed.
'Any more sightings of your pretty little 'ghost girl'?' asked Thoster.
Japheth gave a curt shake of his head. 'Sure you ain't imagined her, bucko?' 'I am certain, Captain.'
'Hmmph,' snorted Thoster, pulling out a pipe and miniature coal urri from the pocket of his great coat. 'I never saw her,' he said, as if that was indictment enough of Japheth's claim.
'She manifested once in Behroun's office, and a second time a few days ago, as we boarded. She was standing where I stand now. I told you all this.'
'Sure you ain't prone to imagining what just ain't there?'
'I have an… acquired sensitivity… to things seen and unseen. She is real.'
The captain reserved comment as he skillfully lit his pipe with a cherry red ember.
'And she might be dangerous,' added Japheth, though he had to admit he hadn't sensed any malevolence in the ghostly image. Mainly, he wanted to draw a reaction from the cocky pirate.
Thoster admonished, 'Well, don't go spooking my hands. The tars stand up well enough to most anything the sea throw their way, be it a Cormyrean merchantman or sea devils. But they got an out a proportion fear of ghosts and spirits of the dead.' He shrugged and puffed. The glint in his eye belied his easy words. He was telling Japheth to keep quiet about the topic, or else.
The warlock replied, 'I am on this ship as Behroun's agent. I don't much care what your crew thinks or fears. If I feel something endangers the mission, I will eliminate that threat. No matter its source.'
'Easy, son. All I'm asking is you restrict ghost talk to me or my first mate, Nyrotha.'
'I'm not a fool.'
Another puff of smoke drifted into the night air, then, 'Some say all who walk the crimson road are fools.'
Japheth felt a flush warm his face. How had he come to this, that the words of a pirate could shame him? He said, 'Behroun warned you would attempt to bait me, Thoster. For your own sake, hope you do not succeed in rousing my ire.'
'Oh, ho!' laughed the captain. 'Think I already have!'
Japheth turned away to look past the ship's prow and the open sea that reflected a million glittering stars. He could feel Thoster's amused regard on his back.
'Come, my friend, don't be so sour! We've both knocked around the dingy corners of this bad old world, haven't we? Who don't have their vices, eh? If you knew half what I pollute myself with, you'd wonder how I rise
