replacing the phone. Susan had calmed a little but this was no less disturbing; she stared straight in front of her and her lips moved silently. The doctor gave me a hard disapproving look and slid a needle into her arm. Almost immediately the stiffness went out of her and she relaxed back onto the pillows. Her eyes fluttered and closed. The nurses released the brakes on the bed and wheeled it out of the room. The doctor looked at Ailsa inquiringly but she shook her head.
“I’m all right doctor, I want to talk to Mr Hardy a little longer. I’ll have him call when I want to go back to my room.”
She said it firmly and that, along with the reminder that she was in a room of her own, was enough to send him off about his business.
I rolled two cigarettes, gave one to Ailsa and lit them. After a few puffs she butted it out.
“I’m going to stop smoking, really! Stop tempting me!”
“You never know how strong you are till you know how weak you are.”
“Bullshit!”
“Yes, yes it is.”
I sat down on the bed and ran my fingertips down her arm.
“I’m getting better,” she said, “I won’t break.”
I leaned down and kissed her. After a minute she pushed me back. She smoothed down her cap of hair and gave me a look that reminded me that she was paying my hire.
“Well, you certainly broke her up,” she said.
“I didn’t mean to, but it was bound to happen.”
“I suppose so, I’ve never had any children, you?”
“No.”
“They make you vulnerable.”
“You’re vulnerable anyway.”
“Oh, profound.”
“That’s me.”
I meant it though and I was considering how to face her with her own little piece of vulnerability right then. I couldn’t think of any subtle way and it probably wasn’t necessary.
“Do you want to know who Susan’s son is?”
“Yes of course, you’ve been detecting?”
“Just a little. He’s the man you know as Ross Haines.” I went on to give her the whole thing in a piece. “I found some records that tie it up. Birth extract, picture of the orphanage. There’s a picture of him taken a few years back wearing a dark beard. My guess is that those scars he’s got are the result of the beating Mark Gutteridge gave him. They’ve changed his appearance enough to let him dispense with the beard.”
“But why would Mark beat up Ross?”
“I don’t know. My guess is that Ross confronted Mark in some way. I’m really guessing now, but I think he found out about Bryn and wrote the letter to Mark. Maybe he tried to blackmail Mark, I don’t know.”
“He must have hated him.”
“He hates all of you.”
She took this in painfully, some strain and tiredness was showing in her face and she had to think back over her relationship with a person she never really knew. It’s a hard thing to do. I’d done it myself about Cyn a few times and it never failed to leave me feeling wretched and stupid. It’s a consolation that you have to be very unlucky to make more than one of these complete misjudgments in your life, but Ailsa had the added problem that the person she now had to totally reconstruct was trying to destroy her.
“Just explain it to me as you see it now, Cliff.” She lay back on her pillows and twined the drawstring of her bedgown in her fingers.
I picked up a pad and a pencil and drew a few squares, put names in them, scribbled a few dates and connected the bits and pieces up with arrows and dotted lines. I’m not much of an abstract thinker. I crossed pieces of the diagram out as I spoke.
“Ross Haines grew up in an orphanage. Maybe he was adopted out at first and that’s how he got the surname, but something went wrong with the adoption, must have because I think he was in the orphanage for most of his young life. The adoptive parents could have been killed I suppose, I don’t know. Maybe he was only fostered out. Anyway, he was bright and he had a lousy time. Orphans don’t get any of the system’s breaks. He did better than most by becoming a landscape gardener. He was pretty good at it. My guess is that he had no sort of a life at all as an adolescent. To judge from his possessions he had nothing from the time he wanted to remember with affection. OK, he’s working away in Adelaide as a landscape gardener, working for rich people and that’s important. He’s wondering who the hell he is and what he’s doing not being dead when somehow he finds out that he is a Gutteridge. I don’t know how he does it, gets hold of his actual birth record somehow? Don’t know. He has an old, faded photograph of her, you could say there’s a resemblance. From that point on his course is straightforward, if insane. He comes to Sydney, gets a job as Mark’s gardener, snoops out Bryn, puts the needle into Mark and goes on belting away at every Gutteridge he can find. The files are a bonus. He uses them to squeeze people for things, testimonials, money, God knows what else. He’s bent on destroying the family that disowned him and he’s doing pretty well. He might have had a hand in Mark’s death, Bryn’s gone as a result of events he set in train, you and Susan have both come pretty close. It all hangs together, but there are a few things that puzzle me.”
“A lot of things puzzle me,” Ailsa said. “He could have killed me twenty times, why didn’t he?”
“I think the strategy is to do some other sort of damage first. He probably wanted to send you bankrupt.”
“I see. What things puzzle you?”
“Quite a few. It’s hard to believe that he isn’t interested in the Gutteridge money, he’s not that mad. But how could he get it after knocking off all the Gutteridges? He might be able to establish a legal claim if he can prove he’s Susan’s son. But suspicion would fall straight on him. It wouldn’t work. Another thing, why didn’t he just tell Mark that he was his grandson. He’s a well set up lad, not a queer or anything and Bryn was out of favour. He could have done himself some good you’d think. Instead of that he goes sneaking about poisoning minds. Doesn’t make sense.”
Ailsa shrugged. “Something else,” I said.
“What?”
“There’s not a scrap of proof. It would take a serious, detailed investigation to establish Haines’ movements and actions and there’s no way of setting one up. The police wouldn’t look at it, and more than that, he’s got the files and I think they could get him some high level police protection if he ever needs it. He’s pretty safe.”
“I’ll fire him,” she said.
“Let’s mull that over for a while first. It might not be a good idea.”
“What would be a good idea?”
“We need to know more about him, to get something on him if possible, maybe force him to make some mistakes or get within reach of the law in some way. At present all we have on our side is that be doesn’t know we’re on to him, that plus you and Susan being safe in here for a while.”
Ailsa’s concentration was fading. She was interested and involved but tired and drained emotionally. She was still on drugs, There was an artificial quality to her composure and it was starting to crackShe gathered up some strength to see it through for now, but it was obviously an effort.
“What do you want to do now, Cliff?”
“I want to meet this guy again to size him up. Also I think I should go over to Adelaide to check out his background as much as possible, try to get a line on him that will help to explain things. I especially want to know why he’s used the search and destroy method lately instead of infiltration and sedition.”
“He’s done that?”
“Yes, the methods of attack have changed, someone else could be involved of course, in a secondary way maybe.”
“You sound like a military man.”
“I was.”
“You didn’t tell me.”
