“Don’t be cute,” Angela snapped. “You know

damned well why they won’t give me anything. I’m a

coke hound. Now beat it, will you?”

“Of course,” Judith said, standing up. “Really, I feel

so sorry for you. Is it possible that you could kick the

habit if you went into rehab?”

Angela scowled at Judith. “The goody-goody side

of the Quick Fix, huh? Easier said than done, Mrs.

Flynn.” Suddenly her eyes widened. “Where are you

from?”

Judith was taken aback. “You mean . . . where was I

born?”

“Yes. Where? When?” The queries crackled like

scattershot.

“I was born right here,” Judith replied, “about two

blocks away, in a hospital that’s been turned into condos. Why do you ask?”

“Are you sure?”

“Certainly I’m sure,” Judith answered, indignant.

Then, seeing the disappointment on Angela’s face, she

understood the reason for the questions. “I’m sorry.

I’ve only had one child, a boy. And I didn’t become

Mrs. Flynn until ten years ago.”

Wearily, Angela turned away. “Never mind. I keep

hoping someday I’ll find my mother.”

Even when she wasn’t wanted, Judith was too softhearted to walk away. She remained standing, gazing

down at Angela’s blond hair and twitching hands.

“Do you want to meet your mother for revenge,” Judith asked softly, “or for an explanation?”

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Mary Daheim

Angela didn’t respond immediately. Indeed, her

whole body convulsed, then went slack. “I know why

she gave me away,” the actress finally replied, her

voice muffled by the pillow. “She never really wanted

me. My mother was a free spirit, a big-time flower

child. I was just a burden in her personal revolution.”

“Your mother sounds selfish and immature,” Judith

declared. “Who raised you?”

“An aunt in San Bernardino,” Angela said. “She meant

well, but she had four kids of her own. I was much

younger than they were. I was always the outsider.”

Abruptly, she turned again to face Judith. “This is none of

your business. Quit asking so damned many questions.”

“I apologize,” Judith said. “I can’t help myself. I’m

interested in people. I care about them.”

“You’re an oddity, then,” Angela said. “Most people

only care in terms of what they can get from you. The

funny thing is, my mother didn’t want anything from

me. She didn’t want me, period.”

“She may be a villain,” Judith said quietly, “but

she’s not the one who hooked you on drugs. Who did?”

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