Through all our trials, he seemed to have learned nothing. If we can assume that Owain did not imagine them, those few words were the last his son would ever speak.
It hardly mattered whether my crude surgery had been in any way effective, because an infection quickly set in around the wound that I’d made. At the same time, Sir Owain drew my attention to the fact that the boy’s mother was ailing as well.
“My dear Bernard,” he said to me. “Could you take a look at Mrs. Lancaster? I’m not sure I like her color.”
Somerville paused. Sebastian was aware of the superintendent’s deputy taking out his pocket watch and checking the time.
The botanist said, “Would it endanger my privileges if we were to continue my story tomorrow? You must agree that I have been a willing witness.”
“Is there much more to tell?” Sebastian said.
“No, but what remains is the most important part,” Somerville said, “and I am beginning to tire. I do not mean to be uncooperative. I only wish to do the story justice.”
Sebastian looked at Evangeline. She offered no argument. All but the botanist rose to their feet. The deputy superintendent’s relief was palpable. Sebastian said, “Can it be arranged?” and the deputy agreed that it could.
Evangeline said to the botanist, “Do you know why you’re here?”
“I know what they’ve told me.”
“Which is?”
“That I flew at my sister in a moment of madness. But I love my sister dearly. It’s inconceivable that I would ever want to do her harm.”
“And yet you did.”
“I cannot explain it. Trying to makes it worse. So all in all,” he said, indicating the small room into which they were all crowded, “I would rather she was safe from me, and I was here.”
Sebastian said, “In that moment between sleep and waking. What did you take her for?”
Somerville shook his head.
“Who knows what I saw then?” he said. “I truly don’t.”
FORTY-TWO
After making arrangements for the next morning and taking his leave of Evangeline at Waterloo Station, Sebastian made his way home. There were no messages for him at the pie stand. He hesitated at the street door to his apartments, knowing that he ought to take down or replace the wreath. Until he could afford the headstone, it was Elisabeth’s only memorial. He had no mourning suit, and to be seen in a black armband was bad form on any man not in the military.
He’d deal with it another day.
He found Robert waiting at the top of the stairs, eager to give him news. Frances was in the back, preparing their evening meal.
Robert said, “Doctor Percival took me to the natural history museum.”
“Just you?”
“And Frances.”
“Ah,” Sebastian said. “Good for him.”
He did not know Dr. Percival. All of his dealings had been with the brother, Dr. Reginald. Because of all their early correspondence over Robert’s education, the Langdon Down family had stayed in touch. They had even sent a representative to Elisabeth’s funeral.
Robert said, “I love the museum. I could spend forever there.”
Frances chipped in at that point, appearing in the doorway. “Spend forever?” she said, wiping her hands on a white towel and smiling to show that this was no complaint. “I was beginning to think he was planning to. We never got beyond the east wing.”
“You should go sometime, Father,” Robert said. “I’ll take you. There’s a pavilion with all the creatures from Buenos Aires we’ve been talking about.”
“I doubt that you’ll find Sir Owain’s creatures in any museum. Not in this world, anyway.”
“But the Indians say that makes no difference. I like the idea that spirits can pass back and forth between life and dreams. Because it means that Mother’s still somewhere close, even if she’s nowhere we can see.”
Sebastian caught Frances glancing at him. He briefly met her eyes and said, “Do you dream of her often, Robert?”
“All the time,” Robert said, almost cheerily. “You should, too. Then you’d know she’s always right here and you wouldn’t have to be so sad.”
To which Sebastian had no ready answer; and so with a change of subject that was like a crash of changing gears, he said, “And are those hands clean?”
Like a child ten years younger, Robert held his hands up for inspection.
Sebastian gave them a critical look and said, “I’d say they could use a wash before supper.”
Robert looked bemused, but he didn’t argue. He went off into the next room and ran the scullery tap.
Sebastian said to Frances, “Depending on what I learn tomorrow, I may have to go back to Arnmouth and finish my business there.”
“All right,” she said.
Belatedly, he realized what he’d be asking of her. She’d have sole charge of the household, and sole charge of Robert, for several days. Yet they’d had no discussion of such matters. Selfishly, he’d given such future arrangements no thought at all.
He said, “Are you sure?”
“Of course,” she said, and added a reassuring little smile. “Leave me the rent and five pounds. Shall I pack a bag for you?”
“No,” he said. “I’ve given you enough to do.”
He went into the bedroom alone. At the foot of the bed, Elisabeth’s old cabin trunk did double duty as a linen chest. He crouched before it and raised the lid. Then it hit him all at once: the scent of Elisabeth, of lavender and roses, from a sachet bag that she’d put in with the sheets and occasionally replenished with a few drops of her own perfume.
He was unprepared and, for a moment or two, incapable of anything. The sense of her returned presence was overpowering. All purpose was briefly dashed out of him.
He recovered quickly, but with his wounds refreshed. Under the lid was a secret compartment with a double- latch lock. Originally meant for the jewelry that Elisabeth had sold to buy their steamer tickets, the recess now contained a pocket-sized revolver wrapped in an old shirt, the gun’s cleaning kit, and a box of ammunition.
Sebastian took out the revolver and checked it. He’d bought it from a pawnbroker to replace the Bulldog pistol that he’d carried in his Pinkerton days. In England he’d had little use for it.
The last time he’d handled a pistol had been during the siege at the children’s ward. The day of Elisabeth’s murder, if only he’d known it. Seated on the bed with the empty gun in his hand, he suddenly found himself all but robbed of the strength to rise. He put his hand over his eyes and waited for tears that threatened, but did not come.
He wasn’t sure how, but his sister-in-law’s ready kindness had disarmed him. Perhaps he could take this one moment for himself. One moment to let out a little of the pain, and with that pressure vented he’d be able to go on.
He hadn’t heard Frances come in. But then he hadn’t been aware of the sound he must have made, either.
She knelt down before him and took his hand in her own.
“Sebastian,” Frances said. “Don’t fret. She said that all would be well. I do believe she’s with us, and she still intends it will.”
