52
Just yards from the Balat landing stage the alleyways closed in. Yashim was funneled between old houses rotten at their bases, green with mildew, stepping past mounds of rubbish that spilled out into the passageway, negotiating stones and holes and ducking the laundry strung at head height. The lanes of Balat were all but impassable in winter; at the height of summer some were wet and squelchy underfoot, the mud green with algae, the stench of rot sweet and pervasive. A few children, whose shaven heads exposed the red sores of ringworm, tagged him up the alleyways. Women with loose turbans covering their hair and their ears watched him from the doorways of their houses; the alleys were so narrow he felt his cloak brush against them as he passed. From time to time he stopped to ask the way: a rabbi in a long robe, a clean-shaven young man with a yarmulke, an olive- skinned dandy in tight European trousers who lounged by a recess in the wall.
An elderly man with a thin white beard came carefully down the lane toward Yashim, prodding the ground ahead of him with a stick, and now and then touching the wall for support.
“Excuse me, efendi,” Yashim said. “I am looking for Baradossa.”
The old man touched the wall with his knuckles.
“You need money?”
“I’m paying a debt.”
The old man turned his head away, spat, and put out his stick.
“Do you know where I can find him?”
The old man mumbled a few words and began to walk away. Yashim felt his fingers tense and flex.
When the old man had gone, Yashim retraced his steps. Balat was still a maze to him, he who had walked over most of Istanbul in his time, but once he found his way to wider streets he remembered how to find Rebecca’s store.
Rebecca gave him an ironical smile when he stamped into her shop, setting the bell ringing.
“Yashim efendi!”
She was taller than Yashim, with a heap of red hair, dark freckles, elegantly plucked eyebrows, and astonishingly fine lips.
“I’m lost,” said Yashim brusquely. “Lost and unwanted. Help me, Rebecca.”
Rebecca laughed. She had three gold teeth. “You look hot and cross. Let’s have some ayran.”
She brushed past him in two strides and stuck her head out of the door. Yashim heard her give a piercing whistle.
Rebecca put her hands on her hips.
“So, you’ve come to our part of the city. You think it’s dirty and the people are unhelpful.”
“I didn’t say-” Yashim began to protest.
“No, but I see it. And it’s good. If you go into a house here, it is spotless. So clean you could eat off the floor.”
“I know that.” Yashim put up a hand. Rebecca folded her arms. A little boy with a shaved head came in with a silver tray.
“We are the same. Not much to look at, eh? If we are rude, it is like the dirt in the street. Your people do not look for gold in dross. Do you understand what I’m saying?”
Yashim nodded and took the glass of ayran.
“That is why we are able to live in peace. Not like those Greeks.” She snorted. “Whatever they have, they like to show it off. If it is jewels or happiness, they wear jewels or go around smiling. If it is sores and afflictions, the long face and the crazy grief. Today they are your best friend, and tomorrow they want to kill you in the street. A Greek, he is like a child. Every day he forgets. A Jew is a man. He is a man who remembers, every day.”
“Remembers what?”
Rebecca gazed at him and shook her head. A lock of her hair swung across her face, and she slipped it back. “Ah,” she said, “that you would never understand.”
Yashim smiled: he knew she was right. Was it Spain, he wondered, whose language they still spoke? That al-Andalus which the Jews-like the Moors-mourned as the Paradise they had lost, treasuring the keys to a vault in Granada, as some old Jewish families did; recalling the pattern of streets and synagogues in Seville? Or was it a promise? Spain was a long time ago. And it must have been many centuries since the Jews had received a sign.
He drained his glass and placed it carefully on the counter. “If your memory is so good,” he said drily, “perhaps you can tell me where a moneylender called Baradossa lives.”
Rebecca pursed her lips. “You’re a glutton for punishment,” she said.
53
Yashim picked his way through the rubbish that had gathered in the courtyard; three tiers of wooden galleries sagged overhead, blocking out the light. The chill air smelled fetid. Yashim knocked several times before a cracked voice demanded his business. He put his lips close to the door.
“I want to talk about a debt.”
“Talk, talk. What is talk?” There was a long silence, then a click. A small hatch in the door opened, and an eye appeared. “Do I know you?”
“I’m here for Xani. The Albanian. Six hundred piastres.”
“When?”
“About six months ago.”
The hatch slid shut again. Inside, he could hear Baradossa muttering to himself.
The eye reappeared. “Who’s that with you?”
Yashim glanced around. The courtyard was empty.
“I’m alone,” Yashim said.
“Will you step back and show me your hands?”
Yashim stepped into a windowless room. Baradossa slid the bolts home and hobbled to the far end of a table, carrying a candle. The cold air reeked of cabbages and sweat. So clean, Rebecca had said, you could eat off the floor. He’d have liked to fetch her in.
Baradossa set the candle on the table and rubbed his hands. “Cold?”
He was a small man, slightly bent, with a gray, bushy beard and small white hands, which he held up in front of his chest, like a squirrel. He might have been forty-five, or seventy-five, except that he wore, Yashim noticed with surprise, artificial teeth: they clicked in his mouth when he talked. He was dressed in a dark woolen coat, with a patterned shawl across his shoulders. His stillness was expectant.
“Xani,” Yashim said. “I’ve come to pay.”
“Oh yes?” The old man sniffed. “It’s you now, is it?”
“I come as a friend.”
“A friend, is it?” Baradossa rubbed his chin. “Would that be capital or interest, efendi?”
Yashim reached into his cloak and drew out a purse. Baradossa’s eyes flickered toward it. Yashim held the purse softly in his hand. “Interest. Forty piastres.”
“Forty piastres?” Baradossa sounded surprised.
“Xani couldn’t come,” Yashim said.
Baradossa glanced from the purse to Yashim’s face. He moved his head slightly.
“Do you know Xani, efendi?”
Yashim shook his head reluctantly. He felt confused. The old man didn’t move.
“They asked me to come. The interest is due.”
Baradossa slowly raised his shoulders until they almost reached his ears. Then they dropped.
Yashim counted out the money onto the table. “Forty piastres.” He looked up. Baradossa was watching him. Then his upper lip peeled back into a grin, exposing a row of little yellow teeth.
