Among the Brave

“There are a whole lot of easier ways to avoid being lonely,” he said.

“I don’t know,” They said. “People are always leaving me behind. My dad died, my mother abandoned me, the chauffeur drove off without me…. You were the first person who didn’t leave me behind on purpose. The first person who was planning to come back. So I had to do everything to find you.”

Mark seemed to be absorbing this. Then he said, “Wait a minute. If your father died — well, it’s not like he died on purpose, right?”

“I guess not,” Trey said. He knew he couldn’t really blame his dad for having a heart attack and dying. But he wasn’t willing to let his dad off the hook so easily. He didn’t want Mark thinking Trey’s father had been some great guy who’d just died too soon.

“Listen to this, though,” Trey said, the anger he’d been holding down for a year suddenly boiling over. “My dad got a fake I.D. for me way back when I was still a baby. But he kept me hidden, he didn’t let me go anywhere — he didn’t even tell me I had that I.D. Ever.”

“Maybe your dad didn’t think the I.D. was good enough. Like it was only an emergency backup. Just in case,” Mark said.

“But then my mom, after my dad died, she just drove me to Hendricks School and dumped me out. Said it wasn’t safe for me to see her ever again.”

“That’s what everyone said about Luke, too, when he left,” Mark said.

“But which one of my parents was right?” Trey whispered.

“I don’t know,” Mark said. “What would you do if you had a third child?”

Trey had never asked himself this question. He’d never thought about what it would be like to be the one in control, with power over somebody else’s fate. He remembered all the attention his father had given him, the way he’d always raved, “Your older brothers never cared for Latin. I’m so glad I have you!” And Trey, who’d never met his older brothers because they were much, much older and lived far, far away, had just glowed.

But he also remembered the strained look on his mother’s face the day she left him behind at Hendricks. She’d been crying as she left.

Was it possible his parents both thought they were doing the right thing?

He and Mark had thought they were doing the right thing too, driving off in search of Lee. But Mark’s parents probably didn’t think so, now that they had two sons missing.

It was all too confusing, all the choices out in the world. All the mistakes that were possible.

No wonder Trey’s dad had thought he was doing Trey a favor keeping him at home, teaching him grammar rules that made the world seem safe and orderly.

Trey closed his eyes briefly, as if that could ward off the confusion and the darkness. When he opened them again, he could see a dim light bobbing at the opposite side of the basement A flashlight

“Is it — is it dawn already?” Mark moaned. “Are they coming for me?”

“Shh,” the person behind the flashlight hissed. If some Population Police officers or guards were coming to take Mark away, why would they be concerned about silence? Why wouldn’t they just turn on the light? What was going on?

Chapter Twenty-Two

The light drew nearer.

“Whisper,” a voice instructed Mark. “Why were you yelling, ‘liber?”

“I thought it might save my life,” Mark said in a hushed tone. “Will it?”

The guard — for it was a guard; a different one, but still in a Population Police uniform — shone the light into Mark’s face.

“How can a word save your life?” the guard asked.

“I don’t know,” Mark admitted.

Trey’s heart sank. He hadn’t explained. Mark didn’t know. But then, it wasn’t like Trey understood much either. He’d just been making guesses in the dark.

“Why that word?” the guard continued. “How did you know the word ‘liber?'

“A friend told me,” Mark said.

‘Who is this friend?”

“I can’t tell you.”

“Didn’t this friend tell you to whisper, not to yell?”

“No,” Mark said. “He told me to yell.”

The guard kept his light trained on Mark’s face. He seemed to be studying Mark very carefully.

“You are not one of us,” the guard finally said. “You are a threat, not an ally. I cannot help you.”

“Please—,” Mark said.

But the guard was already walking away, his flashlight directed back toward the stairs.

“I’m begging you—” Mark pleaded. The guard turned around.

“Perhaps your friend is a threat to us too. Perhaps you could tell us his name,” he said.

Trey winced. The guard was bargaining now — bargaining for Trey’s life as well as Mark’s. What would Mark do?

“Why should I care about you?” Mark argued. “Remember? I’m not ‘one of us.”'

The guard shrugged.

“Suit yourself,” he said, and kept walking toward the stairs.

The sound of his footsteps pounded in Trey’s ears like a cadence of doom. Each step made it less likely that Mark could be saved.

At what point would it become impossible? They listened in agony. Then, just as the guard reached the bottom of the stairs, he could contain himself no longer.

“How can you use ‘liber’ as a password if you don’t really believe in freedom?” Trey shouted. “How can you just stand by and let an innocent boy die?”

The guard turned around instantly and scanned the entire basement with his flashlight.

“Where are you?”

For the first time, Trey heard uncertainty in the guard’s voice — maybe even fear.

“You don’t know where I am,” Trey taunted.

The beam of light came to rest on the pile of boxes Trey was crouched behind.

“You don’t know how big he is,” Mark added. “You don’t know how many people are down here. And they’re all on my side.”

Trey was silently cheering Mark on, grinning over the bravado in Mark’s voice. Mark sounded so confident, Trey almost felt like looking around for compatriots. Too late, the fear struck: What would Trey do if the guard stalked up the stairs and came back with a horde of Population Police officers?

But the guard didn’t do that. He didn’t move at all.

“Shh,” he said. “What do you want?”

“To be free,” Trey answered, before Mark could.

“You think yelling about it in the basement of the Population Police headquarters will do any good?” the guard asked.

“It got you down here, didn’t it?” Mark asked.

The guard swept his beam of light all along the boxes. Was it just Trey’s imagination, or did the guard let the light linger longest on the exact spot where Trey was hiding?

“If you’ve got a whole legion of friends down here with you, why do you need me?” the guard countered.

Mark didn’t answer, and Trey was afraid to.

“Why did you come here?” the guard asked. “You and your friend?”

“We were looking for my brother,” Mark said. Tey inhaled sharply. If he’d been Mark, he wouldn’t have answered that question.

“Is your brother a new recruit?” the guard asked. “No,” Mark said. “He was here before the Population Police took over. Do you know what might have happened to him?”