He half turned, as if unwilling to leave. His coxswain had already departed, and Verling’s shadow stood across the outer screen.
‘When you return to the ship your new orders may be waiting for you. If not, then be patient.’ He picked up his hat and visibly squared his shoulders. He was in command again.
The two midshipmen waited without speaking, listening to the shouted commands and, eventually, the calls as the side was piped and Conway’s gig pulled away. Then Dancer murmured, ‘Whatever ship I join, I’ll never forget
They left the great cabin in silence, passing the same marine sentry, their weariness, headaches and sore throats forgotten.
Bolitho considered the passage duty Conway had mentioned. Probably helping to move another ship to different moorings, for some refit or overhaul. And after that… He glanced over at Dancer. They would be parted. It was the way of the navy.
Like Conway. Saying goodbye; the hardest duty of all.
4
Martyn Dancer gripped the launch’s gunwale and pointed across the larboard bow.
‘There she is, Dick! The
Excitement, or sheer pleasure: Bolitho had not seen him like this before. Perhaps strain and uncertainty, which he had always been able to conceal, were at last giving way.
Bolitho felt it, too. The
She was lying at her anchor, and rolling evenly in the swell, showing her copper, bright in the forenoon sun, and the rake of her twin masts. A thoroughbred, and said to be new and untried, straight from her builder.
But the ensign flying from her gaff and the few uniforms moving about her deck were identical to those they had left astern in
It was difficult to accept the speed of the events which had brought them here. From the moment they had reported to the first lieutenant, their feet had barely stopped. Until now.
Verling had explained, almost curtly. They were to be part of a passage crew, not to move some hulk or ship awaiting overhaul, but to deliver
And an escape, after all the waiting and doubt, and then yesterday’s climax. Again he felt the exhilaration run through him, like his friend beside him. Dancer was pointing at the schooner again, calling something to the cutter’s coxswain. And it was the same coxswain and boat’s crew which had taken them to the flagship. He heard Dancer laugh and nudged him sharply with his elbow. This sense of light-hearted freedom and excitement would cut no ice with Verling, who was sitting silent and straight-backed by the tiller. The first lieutenant was always very strict when it came to behaviour in boats, maintaining that the ship would be judged accordingly, as every middy soon learned when he came under that disapproving eye.
But even Verling seemed different. It was something in the air, from the start of the day when the hands had been called to lash up and stow their hammocks.
Bolitho had seen the captain speaking with him just before the cutter had cast off. Maybe it was only imagination, but Conway, too, seemed altered, unlike that brief interlude in the great cabin; the mood of defeat, almost valediction, had vanished, and the old Conway had returned. Bolitho had seen him clap Verling on the shoulder this morning, had even heard him laugh.
There were rumours, of course. In a hull crammed with some six hundred sailors and marines, there were always those. But this time there was substance; the reason for the captains’ conference, they said. More trouble in the colonies, particularly in Boston, Massachusetts. Unrest fuelled by increased taxes and repressive legislation from London had taken a more aggressive form, too often clashing with the local administration and so, eventually, the military. Although the British were hardened to war and the threat of rebellion, the infamous memory of what had come to be called the Boston Massacre had left a far deeper scar on the public conscience than might have been expected; a radical press had made certain of that. Bolitho had still been serving in
But to those who lived and all too often died on the sea, it meant something else: the need for readiness. Ships to be brought out of dock and stagnation, men to be found to crew, and, if required, fight them. And perhaps officers of merit and experience, captains like Conway, would view any unrest in America as a fresh chance of personal survival. Bolitho had heard his own brother Hugh say as much during their time together in the revenue cutter
His brother had been reserved, almost unknowable, and not only because he had been in temporary command. He looked over at Dancer. It was strange; he had heard Hugh speaking earnestly and intently to him on several occasions when they had been on watch together. Two people who could have so little in common. And yet…
‘They’ve seen us at last! Thought they’d bin so long at anchor they’d forgot what they joined for!’
That was the cutter’s other passenger, ‘Tinker’ Thorne,
He shifted around on the thwart and said, ‘Let some other Jack take the strain while we’re away, eh, sir?’
Nobody else in the ship could speak so offhandedly to Verling.
Verling was still looking astern. His face was hidden, but his thoughts were clear enough.
‘I hope so, Tinker. If we’ve forgotten anything…’
‘Ah, even the cook knows what to do, sir.’
Bolitho watched them with interest. It was important that
But every pull of the oars was taking Verling away from the ship, and the life he cared about most, and like Bolitho’s brother Hugh, he had become unfamiliar. It was like meeting a stranger.
He returned his attention to the schooner, larger and heavier than he had first thought, but with a grace any true sailor would relish.
Tinker Thorne saw his eyes, and grinned.