Bolitho sat in a straight-backed chair and tried not to reach down to his thigh.
It had been a long drive from Swinburne's fine house on the Hampshire/Surrey border. Browne had, for once, been poor company, and had been unable to prevent himself from groaning or retching each time one of the wheels had lurched into a deep rut.
When they had paused at an inn in Guildford, Allday had whispered cheerfully, `Your plan must have been a great success, sir. He looks like death!'
Bolitho had been ushered into this room with some haste, and he had seen an unfortunate officer turned away from an appointment even as he had topped the stairs.
Beauchamp had shaken his hand stiffly, his eyes examining Bolitho's face and general condition, much as a good horseman will study a badly used mount.
Then, with his wizened fingers pressed together, he had sat dwarfed in his big chair while Bolitho had explained his actions, the attack on the French frigate, and the following encounter with Ropars' squadron.
Occasionally, Beauchamp would lean forward to check something or relate it to a note or part of Bolitho's despatches, but he made no interruption.
Bolitho had finished his report by saying, `I would like to emphasize that every incident which led to any success was due to the initiative and skill of my captains.'
Beauchamp turned from his place at the window. He had gone there as Bolitho completed his summing up, as if it were a signal or to give him time to form an opinion.
He said suddenly, `I have heard from your friend Inskip. Your action seems to have been somewhat at odds with his ideas of diplomacy.' He gave a wry smile. `There are more rumours going through the corridors of St James's and the Admiralty than when the French beheaded their king!' He pursed his lips. 'Some aree saying that your attack on the Ajax was an act of aggression in neutral waters. Tsar Paul of Russia has certainly used it to gather more strength for his plan to become Bonaparte's ally. Had the Danish batteries fired on Styx when you sailed into Copenhagen, it would have been war in an instant, and one which we would have had little hope of containing, let alone winning, with, all our other commitments. No, Bolitho, there are some who are hinting my choice for command of the Inshore Squadron was hasty, even foolish.'
Bolitho stared at the window above the admiral's chair, the long rivulets of rain running down each pane.
He recalled starkly the marine officer with his bloodied hands to his face. Benbow's junior lieutenant with his jaw shot away. Other faces, inflamed with the hate and terror of battle, swept through his mind like souls in torment. It had all been for nothing. Tsar Paul had lost six prize-ships which he had unlawfully seized, but Styx 's swift vengeance had given him the lever he required just the same.
`Turning for a moment to your encounter with Ropars' squadron.'
Beauchamp's precise tones brought Bolitho back to the room again.
`Our intelligence sources tell me that the French transport was indeed carrying soldiers to aid and train the Tsar's army. Your action, particularly the destruction of the enemy seventy-four, scattered Ropars' ships, and he also lost a frigate to the blockading squadron in the Channel.'
'So that was approved, sir?' Bolitho could not hide the bitterness he felt.
Beauchamp snapped, 'Do not act like a junior lieutenant, Bolitho! I am dealing with hearsay as well as the facts. As a flag officer you would do well to follow my example!' He was calm again. 'Of course it was approved, dammit! The story, largely exaggerated and distorted by the people who write such things, went through London like a lion. If Ropars had got into the Baltic it would have taken an act of God to force him out again. With French soldiers, no matter how few, and all those ships, Tsar Paul's unholy alliance would have been at our throats. I am told with equal authority that plans were in readiness to launch an invasion from the Channel ports to coincide with the big thrust from the Baltic. Now, whatever the outcome later on, your victory has given us time. Before the ice melts around Paul's ports and bases, we must be ready!'
Bolitho wondered what would have happened if another admiral had been facing him across this desk. Beauchamp was ruthless when he needed to be, but he was known for his fairness, too.
The little admiral continued, `Even so, there are the critics who ask why your flag captain failed to act on the courier brig's report that Ropars was making for Ireland. It would make good sense to many. The King has only recently approved the alteration of the Union Flag to conform with our union with Ireland. From January the first, that is next week, it would outwardly appear less simple to rouse a rebellion there.'
`Captain Herrick acted wisely as it turned out, sir. Had he done as you suggest, there would have been nothing to stop Ropars.’
'Possibly. But I did warn you when you accepted the appointment. Envy is never far away.'
Beyond the tall doors someone coughed discreetly, and Beauchamp peered at the dock.
`You will be tired after your journey.'
The interview was over.
Bolitho stood up and tested his weight on his leg. His thigh felt as if it was asleep, lifeless. He waited for the first tingling stab to move through it and asked, `Will you be requiring my presence again, sir?'
'It is possible. I took the liberty of arranging some comfortable quarters for you. My secretary will give the address to your flag lieutenant. How is he, by the way?'
Bolitho walked with him to the door. He still could not determine whether the admiral was supporting his actions or merely preparing judgement on them.
'I can't imagine how I managed without him, sir.' He looked him in the eyes. 'He is extremely competent.'
Beauchamp grimaced. 'Impertinent, too, when the mood takes him.'
With one hand resting on the door Beauchamp said quietly, 'The next months are going to be demanding, even critical. We shall need every good officer, every loyal hand if we are to survive, let alone win through.' He studied Bolitho's impassive features and added, 'You know about Sir Samuel Damerum, of course. I can see it on your face as plain as a pikestaff. My spies told me that Browne had been ferreting around for information, and the rest was simple reasoning.
'I have no intention of involving you or my appointment, sir.' He got no further.
Beauchamp said, 'I like you, Bolitho, and I admire your courage as well as your humanity. But you involve anyone and there will be no appointment, do I make myself clear? You are above it now. Remain so.'
He opened the door and about six officers who had been waiting moved hopefully towards it.
Browne got to his feet from a bench seat and groaned. His face was ashen.
'I have the address, sir.' He quickened his pace to keep up with Bolitho. 'Was everything satisfactory, sir?'
'If you call being made to feel like a grubby schoolboy satisfactory, then yes, it was. If you imagine that obeying every order, even if written by a blindfolded donkey, and no matter what you know to be the truth, then again I must say yes!'
Browne said shakily. 'It was not a success then, sir.'
No.' Bolitho turned at the foot of the stairs. 'Do you still wish to serve with the squadron?'
He could not help smiling at Browne's crest fallen expression, his appearance of complete exhaustion. His companion at dinner must have roused herself enough to torment Browne to the point of collapse.
Browne straightened up. 'I do, sir.' He squinted at a piece of paper. 'The residence is not too far away. I know Cavendish
Square quite well, sir.' He added in a pained voice, 'We shall not be on the fashionable side of it, I'm afraid.'
Allday was waiting outside by the carriage, patting the horses and chatting with the coachman.
Bolitho climbed into the carriage and drew his cloak around him, remembering the girl lolling against his body as they had headed off the road to Lord Swinburne's estate.
The carriage rocked on its fine springs as Browne clambered
up beside him.
'You remember the young lady, Browne?' Browne stared at him blankly. 'Mrs Laidlaw, sir?'
'Yes.' He almost said, o f course. 'Did you discover where she
is staying?'
The house belongs to an elderly judge, sir. He has, I under=
stand, an equally old wife, who is also disagreeable to boot.'
`Well?'
Browne was obviously getting his own back.
