mood of uncertainty. He had sent Bankart with Ozzard by coach with their chests and bags.
Until the next time. Allday sensed that he needed to be alone on this particular day.
Bolitho said, 'It will always be like this, Adam. Brief farewells, even shorter greetings.' He glanced around the neat deck. It was hard to believe that this vessel had been within a stone's throw of a powerful seventy-four and had survived. Rapid too, although Quarrell had pleaded for the borrowed guns to be removed. Their recoil had done more damage than the enemy.
Adam said, 'I wish I could step ashore with you, Uncle.'
Bolitho put his arm round his shoulders. 'It will keep. I am glad for you.' He looked up at the impatient masthead pendant. 'Your father would have been pleased, I know that.'
Then he strode to the side where the first lieutenant, his arm in a sling, stood with the boatswain's mates for a last farewell.
In the gig Allday watched Bolitho without speaking, saw him look astern once and wave back and forth to his nephew.
The brig was already shortening her cable and, once the gig had been hoisted, would be on her way. Allday found that he could watch her like a mere onlooker.
He thought of his son, on his way overland to the Bolitho house. Would he ever return to the sea? Surprisingly that decision no longer counted. My son, even thinking the words made him feel happy and grateful. He had saved his life, would have died for him but for the middy's pistol.
He glanced at Bolitho's impassive features and knew he was worried about his eyes. Lady Belinda would be up there at the house, fretting and waiting for him. That might make all the difference.
Tonight Allday would slip away to the inn. To see if the landlord's daughter was still as smart as paint.
They climbed onto the hot stones and Bolitho thanked the boat's coxswain and put two guineas in his hard hand.
The man gaped at him. 'Us'll drink to 'e, zur!'
They pulled away, one of them whistling cheerfully until they reached hearing distance of their ship.
Bolitho walked towards the town where he would take the narrow road to the house. He looked up and tried not to blink, to lose his balance as he had that day when he had faced Jobert for the last time.
He heard Allday's heavy tread behind him; it was a strange feeling. There were few people about. They were either in the fields or away fishing. Falmouth existed on earth and sea alike. He saw a weary woman carrying a huge basket of vegetables as she made her way towards a narrow lane.
She stopped and straightened her back and saw him. She smiled and attempted an awkward curtsy.
Bolitho called, 'A fine morning, Mrs Noonan.'
She watched them until they turned the corner.
Poor woman, Bolitho thought. He recalled seeing her husband die violently aboard his Lysander, it seemed a thousand years back, and yet like yesterday.
A long shadow crossed the square and Bolitho looked up at the tower of the Church of King Charles the Martyr, where twice he had been married. He wanted to walk past, but felt unable to move. It was as if he was being held, then guided towards those familiar old doors. Allday followed him with something like relief. In his heart he had known this was why Bolitho had not taken the coach from Plymouth.
Bolitho walked uncertainly into the cool shadows of the church. It was empty, and yet so full of memories, and of hopes. He paused and looked at the fine windows beyond the altar and remembered that first time, the sunlight streaming through the door.
He felt his heart pound until he thought he would hear it.
He must go, discover his feelings, explain to Belinda, learn to put right his mistakes.
Instead he walked to the wall where the Bolitho tablets stood out from all the others.
He reached up and touched the one which was slightly apart from the men. Cheney Bolitho.
He knew Allday was in the main aisle, watching him, wanting to help when there was none to give.
Bolitho moved back very slowly to the altar and stood looking at it for several minutes.
This was the day of their marriage, when they had joined hands here. He spoke her name aloud, very quietly. Then he turned on his heel and walked down to where Allday waited for him.
Allday asked, 'Home now, Sir Richard?'
Bolitho hesitated and then looked back at the small tablet.
'Aye, old friend. It will always be that!'
