'They are all experienced, sir.' He felt unreasonably irritated. With himself for sounding so defensive.
Herrick said, 'I know your record. The Algiers affair, and your fight with the renegade frigate, did you credit. But you chose to ignore your admiral's signals, to interpret them as you thought fit. As a result you carried out the rescue of a valuable merchant ship, and more to the point some very important passengers. As hostages, at best they could have brought disaster to any future bargaining with the Dey of Algiers.'
'I did what I thought was right, sir.'
Herrick glanced at the door. 'You were lucky. You would not find me quite so understanding.'
The door opened an inch but Herrick said sharply, 'Wait.' It closed.
Then he walked across the room, one shoulder hunched unconsciously, like so many veterans Adam had seen in the seaports of England.
He said quietly, 'I did not intend our meeting to be like this.' He held up his hand. 'No, hear me. Perhaps I am alone too much. I did not mean to speak of it-not here, not now. But you will know, more than anyone, what your uncle meant to me. He never forgot, and neither shall I. Like all great men, and he was a great man, although he'd be the last to admit it, he made enemies, far more cunning and treacherous than those who use powder and shot for one cause or another. So be warned. Hatred, like love, never dies.' Then, suddenly, he thrust out his remaining hand.
'I'd ask for no better captain.' He smiled. 'Adam.'
It was the saddest thing Adam had seen for a long time.
He left the darkened room without even noticing the vague figures who were waiting their turn for an audience.
Like a stranger. It would have been far better if he was. He paused by another window and touched the old sword at his hip. Herrick had once told him how he had returned to Falmouth with Bolitho, and had been present when Captain James Bolitho had given this sword to his son. A captain and his first lieutenant…
What had happened to that tough, stubborn young man?
Commodore Arthur Turnbull came out of another doorway and stood gazing at him. Adam guessed he had been waiting for this moment.
'Rough, was it?'
Adam regarded him calmly. 'He was frank with me, sir.'
Turnbull might have smiled. 'That says a lot, Bolitho.' He glanced towards the other door, where the lieutenant was already poised with another list.
'Then I shall he equally frank. RearAdmiral Herrick is here to advise us. But never forget, I command.'
Adam listened to his shoes tapping unhurriedly back along the passageway, self-assured and confident.
He picked up his hat from the table and jammed it on to his unruly hair. And ruthless.
He saw Jago by the entrance, and the same two sentries as before. Only the shadows had moved.
What would John Allday have said, had he heard Herrick just now?
Then he saw Unrivalled, swinging at her cable, a shipbuilder's dream. People changed, ships did not.
And for that, he was suddenly grateful.
Adam lay back in the deep chair and listened to that other world beyond the white-painted screen, with its ever-present sentry.
It was evening, another of the changes of colour and texture which seemed common in Freetown. An intense ochre sky, crossed with long ragged banners of dark cloud, moving even as he watched. Cristie had said there was a better chance of a favourable wind. Coming soon. Tomorrow perhaps, when Unrivalled weighed and left harbour.
Through the thick glass of the stern windows he could see the riding lights of other moored vessels, growing brighter in the shadows. Tomorrow, then.
Perhaps Cristie was right in his prediction. He thought of Tyacke's Kestrel; it had taken her hours just to work clear of the anchorage, and at one time boats had been lowered to offer a tow and give her steerage-way. Outside the approaches she had remained motionless, or so it seemed, as if becalmed. It must have been a test for every man aboard, especially James Tyacke. Commodore Turnbull had sailed earlier, without his broadpendant flying above the graceful topsail schooner Paradox. Adam had wondered how her company felt about the deaths of their fellow seamen. Galbraith had told him he had heard that another officer had already been appointed to replace the dead Finlay. It would be even harder for him, on his first passage amongst strangers.
Adam glanced at the folder on his lap: facts and figures, and three possible locations where slavers might be expected to rendezvous. Much of the intelligence had been gleaned from trading vessels, as well as the hard- worked brigs and schooners of the patrol flotilla, and he knew from frustrating experience that most of it was pure speculation. He thought of Herrick again. He had often spoken of his faith in Lady Luck. It was hard to believe now.
Ile picked up the letter, and turned it over in his hands. Well travelled, it must have left Cornwall about the same time as Unrivalled had quit Penzance.
He had already read it twice. IIe had been able to picture his Aunt Nancy writing it, pouting every so often as he had seen her do when composing a letter. Nancy… he could never think of her as Lady Roxby, as the crest on the notepaper proclaimed.
She never allowed him to forget that she was always there, in surroundings he knew so well, thinking of him. Much in the same way as she had written to her brother Richard.
She was alone now, in that other house on the estate adjoining the Bolitho land. Her husband, known affectionately or otherwise as the King of Cornwall, had died suddenly. A man who had lived a full and boisterous life, and enjoyed it to excess, he had been a local magistrate, and more than a few had paid with their lives after appearing before him. He had helped to raise the local militia, at a time when England daily expected and feared a French invasion, and he had had an eye for women, but Adam had never forgotten that he had been the first to go to Catherine's aid when she had cradled Zenorias broken body in her arms.
And the other Nancy, who had greeted him like her own son when he had walked all the way from Penzance after his mother had died. He knew Roxby had had doubts about his identity. Nancy had changed that, too.
She had written about the child Elizabeth, your cousin. He had never thought of her as that. He smiled. And hardly a child; she must be all of fourteen years old, or would be in June. The same month as his own birthday… Elizabeth was Nancy 's ward, and there could be none better. She would give her the love and care she needed. But Nancy was sharp too, and missed nothing. The girl would be in good hands.
She had written of her last visit to the Bolitho house; it must have been shortly after his own brief stop in Falmouth. She had taken Elizabeth with her, and had shown her the family portraits. Adam wondered how she had explained the painting of Catherine.
It is a tradition in the family that each shall have a portrait. It would be right and proper for you to have yours beside the others. As if sensing his reluctance, she had added, For my sake, iffor no other reason.
She had enclosed a small piece of notepaper, with Elizabeth 's writing beneath a drawing of a beach, and a sail far out at sea. There was also the figure of a girl, back turned, obviously watching the distant ship.
The handwriting was well-formed and strangely mature.
My dear Cousin,
I would so like to meet you. This is a picture of your ship.
Coming home.
It was signed Elizabeth.
Adam folded it, and was oddly moved by it. She was well cared for; Nancy and her lawyers would see to that. Otherwise, she had lost everything.
He thought of the little drawing again. It was uncanny: so many women had waited for the first sight of a homeward-bound ship, or prayed whenever one had departed.
Nancy would understand. She came of a family of sailors, and as a young girl she had been in love with a midshipman who had been Richard's best friend in his first years as a 'young gentleman.' She had come to love Roxby, but he knew she had never forgotten the young man who had visited Falmouth, and had been taken from her.
He looked at her letter again.
Catherine called upon me. She was visiting Vice-Admiral Keen and his we at Boscawen House. I h. ope and pray she may discover some fixture happiness. My heart went with her.
