television hidden behind some shack…
On an instinct she checked her cellphone. And there it was. A signal. She actually had a reasonable signal in the depths of the supposedly pristine Peruvian Amazon!
Quietly she showed her phone to Adam, as the others walked on. He gazed at it, then at her, perplexed.
They rejoined Boris and Nina. The Pankarama man led them to the chief’s hut. Jessica flashed a dark, urgent glance at Boris. He shrugged. ‘ Believe me. It’s all changed,’ he said very quietly. ‘Came here four years ago and they were the real McCoy. Untouched. Someone’s got to them in the meantime. Drug-dealers? But the climate’s really no good for growing cocaine…’
‘I got a signal on the cell.’
‘Then it’s definitely loggers. Illegal loggers. Fuckers. Putting up a mast. Don’t know which is worse. Gilipolas! I hate this, Jess, it’s tragic. Bet they’ve killed all the caimans too, shot all the tapirs.’
She looked at him, and the suspicions flared. ‘I know how it works, Boris. They pay off the tribesmen. Here, have a plasma TV in return for us raping and plundering all your ancestral lands. Question is: what are we doing here now? What’s the point?’
He hushed her with a finger, and whispered, as they ducked inside the chief’s hovel, ‘They may still have ulluchu!’
Jessica doubted their chances of success. The loggers — armed, violent, Peruvians or Brazilians no doubt — would have pressed the Pankarama to reveal all the natural resources hereabouts. An incredible wonder drug? The Pankarama would have offered it up immediately. In return for some liquor, and maybe a two-stroke Suzuki motorcycle.
Jess wondered whether it was time to make a call, to use this precious signal. How long did she have left? It was a fine judgment. She looked at her colleagues. Had Boris deliberately led them down a cul-de-sac? Why would he do that? Did she really trust him? Perhaps it had been a mistake to involve this famously greedy and ambitious man.
One by one they ducked under a wooden lintel. The chief’s shack was dark and aromatic, and it was decorated with caiman skulls and orchids. The skin of a jaguarundi hung from one wall. Several tiny, mouldering human heads hung from an elaborate bone hook on the opposite wall, obscene and sinister, yet speaking honestly of the culture. But the Sony TV in the corner detracted from this impression.
Pleasantries were exchanged. The chief was a tired-looking, bare-chested man in his fifties, with stingray spines through his ears and a piranha-tooth necklace. Jess wondered if he had quickly taken off his Chinese shorts and Barcelona soccer shirt when he heard they were coming.
‘ Buenas… ’
‘ Ola, gran jefe… ’
He spoke good Spanish. Another sign of inauthenticity.
One by one they bowed before the chief, seated on his throne of bones and wood and clumsy nails.
Boris asked straight out, ‘Do you have ulluchu, the drug of the flower, the drug of the ancients, the drug of the dead?’
That was what the woman at Belen market had called it. The drug of the dead.
The chief smiled a weary smile, and said nothing, prolonging the moment. Despite her doubts, Jessica felt a helpless surge of excitement. Say yes. Please say yes. Maybe they did have it, maybe it would be here, why not? Would the loggers care about a strange and dangerous hallucinogen?
‘Si, tenemos la droga. Ulluchu.’
They had it. She experienced a foolish but giddy relief.
The chief clapped his hands — ceremoniously — and a younger man rushed in. The two Pankarama men talked quickly in their own language. Then the man stepped out and moments later returned with a small, hollowed-out gourd. Jessica recognized the type: a lime gourd called yoburu — or in Spanish a mujercita. The little vagina.
That was definitely the real deal. The locals certainly honoured this drug, whatever it was.
The chief bade them squat on the floor. The younger Pankarama warrior also had a snorting pipe, made apparently from the windpipe of a toucan, and an elegant, ancient, intricately carved walnut snuffing dish. The man poured some fine powder on to the rectangular dish — the powdered seeds of the ulluchu?
Jess hissed at Boris. ‘Tell them we want to see the flower, and the seeds, before they are ground up.’
Boris gravely nodded, and turned to the chief.
‘ Gran jefe…’
Two minutes later the young Pankarama warrior was back in the chief’s shack with a plastic shopping bag. He opened it and several golden-yellow petals fell on to the floor. Jessica eyed them, excitedly. They were morning glories, without question; they were a beautiful pale sun-gold — the gold of the Aztecs? Next, the young man took a leather pouch, and poured the seeds on to the matting. The seeds were shaped like commas. But then nearly all morning glory seeds looked like commas. They were so very close; but were they close enough? Was this it? Was this, finally, the terrible drug of the Moche? The ur-drug of all ancient America?
‘Boris?’
‘Could be, Jessica, could be — right colour, a species I cannot identify, I believe them, I certainly believe they believe this is ulluchu — but the ulluchu we want — ahh…’
They were all crouched around the petals, and the seeds, and the toucan-bone tooting pipe.
Adam said, ‘So… we take it back to a lab, or what?’
Nina spoke up. ‘Boris? We need confirmation. Ask him. Do they remember my father? If this is where he came surely they would remember. I have a photo on my phone.’
Boris, his Hawaiian shirt dark with sweat, turned again to the chief. He spoke quickly, gesturing at Nina, then at the photo on the phone. The chief examined the image, and answered, in very fast and very accented Spanish. Boris nodded and made a slight bow.
‘Yes they remember him: a tall old white man. A year and a half ago. He came looking for the same drug, and they gave him this. Heck. Therefore this must be ulluchu.’
Was this final confirmation? Jess pondered and decided. No, it wasn’t. They still needed a test. They couldn’t know for sure. There was only one way to find out right now. What did it matter any more? Exhilaratingly, it didn’t matter at all.
She reached out and took a pair of the seeds. And swallowed them.
‘Jessica! Are you mad?’ Boris had his hands on her shoulders, remonstrating. Fiercely. ‘What the fuck are you doing?’
She smiled back at him; she felt quite in control. Perhaps more in command of her destiny than she had ever felt before. She didn’t care, not any more. No way was she going to die like her father. Thrashing and flailing. ‘Are we really going to go all the way back to Iquitos, do loads of tests? It’ll take days, weeks… This is the only way. The drug is meant to work quickly: just watch over me!’ She smiled sadly at Boris. ‘If I try to cut my own feet off, intervene. Swiftly.’
No one laughed. Jessica reached in her jeans pocket and handed over her pocket knife. ‘Seriously. Just in case.’ Then she stood and exited the shack, the others followed, shocked and gaping.
A short stroll brought Jess through a copse of enormous ceiba trees to the banks of the mighty Ucayali, almost as broad as the Amazon. She sat on a log and gazed at the river. Waiting for the drug to work. She sat for an hour. Colours drifted through her mind; she thought of her father and her mother and Dan Kossoy; she thought of the dead, smiling and waiting for her. The sky was green and the earth was blue.
She wondered if she could live here. In the jungle. For the rest of her shortened life. Eating melastom fruits, drinking medicinal teas brewed from sacha ajo, and chicha beer from the fruit of the miriti, and all the other regal palms. At night she would drink chuchuhuasi and rum, and stare at the electric eels in the river, glowing like slenderly curved neon lights.
A noise. A colour. Noises and colours. The caw caw of bamboo rats.
What was it? Death? It was just the immense, Amazonian delta of life. Nothing more. So many had already died out here, after the Spanish came: she remembered the terrible statistics. Three million Arawakans died between 1494 and 1508. Within a hundred and fifty years of Columbus the aboriginal population had been reduced from seventy million to three and a half million. In the Andes of Bolivia seventy-five Indians died every day for three hundred years; and yet — and yet the jungle survived. The world went on. The forest ate the sunlight.
