There were, too, the reactions of his fellow midshipmen to go by.
There was Ashburn's bemused acceptance, Shirke and Bascombe's sullen scowls of disdain at his progress. There were Chapman's heavy sighs as he realized that he was being surpassed by yet one more contender for commission, and that his own chances were flying farther from his poor grasp every day. And there was the unspoken deference of the younger boys like Beckett and Striplin, who were already cowed by his size and seeming maturity, and now by his knowledge which had accrued faster than theirs.
Most especially, there was the hot glow of dislike that Lewrie felt whenever he was around Rolston that was so warming that he thought he could easily toast cheese on it. Ashburn had been the top dog in a blue coat, then Rolston, in the officers' estimations. It was only natural that an older boy such as Lewrie, once he had attained Rolston's level in skill and sea-lore, would be thought of as more competent by those worthies, which would automatically force their opinion of young Rolston down to third place, perhaps lower.
Much as it galled him, Lewrie realized his life had become more tolerable since he had, in the parlance, taken a round turn and two half hitches.
But that is not to say that he did not secretly loathe every bloody minute of it.
Chapter 5
By the Grace of God, and the pleasure of the Admiralty,
Four bells chimed from the forecastle belfry-6:00 P.M. and the end of the First Dog Watch. Soon, unless sail had to be reduced for the night, they would stand to evening Quarters at the great guns. Then he could go below out of the harsh winds for more of the smell and the damp and the evil motion of the ship. Lewrie sighed in frustration… about the women, or the lack of them, about the irritating
Captain Bales strode the quarterdeck deep in thought, and the sailing master Mr. Ellison leaned on the waist- high bulwarks about the wheel and binnacle, squinting at the sails. Lieutenant Swift loafed by the mizzen shrouds on the lee side with the watch officer, Lieutenant Church. Bales would peer aloft, at the seas astern, and sniff the air heavily. Alan grimaced as he knew what was coming; they would have to take in the courses and take a third reef in the tops'ls for the night. He was halfway to the weather shrouds before Captain Bales shared a silent eye conference with the sailing master and made his decision. ’All hands!' Swift bellowed as the bosun's pipes shrilled. 'Hands aloft to shorten sail.’
To ease the wind aloft,
Lewrie left his hat on deck, not wanting it to disappear in the harsh wind. Going aloft had not gotten any easier for him. It still brought his scrotum up to his navel each time. ’Go, lads, go,' Captain Bales shouted from below as they passed onto the futtock shrouds. 'Crack on, Mister Lewrie, speed 'em on.’
Fine day to get singled out by the old fart, he thought miserably; now I'll have to be all keen with him watching.
The wind was a brutal live force aloft, buffeting him and setting his clothing rattling, and the higher he went, the harder it was to breathe as the wind made his cheeks flutter. They assembled in the main crosstrees. Once the yards were braced to satisfaction, and the preventers and parrels rigged, it was time to layout on the yard. The top captain went out to the weather side first, Lewrie following. Rolston went to the lee side after the number two man. The yard had been lowered slightly and was drumming like a pigeon's wing as the top captain prepared to pass the weather earring to the third reef line. ’Haul to weather!' Facing inboard on the yard and footrope, they hauled with all their might to shift the weight of the sail as it was clewed up. Once hauled up, it was Lewrie's 'honor' to duck below the yard and pass the earring through the reef cringle to the third man seated astride the yardarm. Once secured, and hugging the spar for dear life, it was the lee arm's turn to perform that dangerous duty. Then it was nail-breaking, herniating exertion to reach forward and haul in the flogging sail, tucking the folds under one's chest, until the third reef was gathered snug.
Then came another dangerous chore, no less so now that the sail was under control and the reef-tackles had tautened. One had to
The first and second top captains surveyed their handiwork and found it good. Below them, other men were still tidying up, taking in the main course. The forecourse would be left at three reefs, since it was a lifting effect on the bows. ’Lay in from the yard!' Thank Christ, Lewrie thought, glad to have survived once more.
They gathered in the top and began making their way down to the deck. Lewrie took hold of the preventer backstay that was already twanging with the weight of the men who had preceded him and began to descend, after glancing over to sting Rolston with a smug look. He lowered himself away quickly and neatly, hand over hand, smearing his clothing with tar and tallow. Then there was a shrill scream…
He took a death grip on the preventer backstay and locked his legs about it tighter than a virgin, without a further bit of thought. It definitely saved his life. He glanced up, and the whole world was filled by a dirty blue- and-white-checked shirt and a man's mouth open in a toothy rictus of terror. Horny fingers raked like talons on the sleeve of his jacket, ripping one hand from his grip, and unconsciously he clenched his hand, as though to grab back, though it would have been his own death to have tried. The desperate hand caught on the white turnback cuff of his left sleeve and ripped it loose. Then the man fell past him, and Lewrie watched him with dumb amazement as he performed a lazy spin face-upwards and limbs flailing, to smack spine first onto the inner edge of the starboard gangway. Lewrie could hear the man's spine snap over the harsh, final thump of the impact. And then Gibbs, late maintopman in the starboard watch, dribbled off the edge of the gangway and fell to the upper gun deck like a limp sack of grain.
His bowels turned to water and his own limbs began to so tremble, he was himself lucky to reach the deck without accident. But he had to satisfy his morbid curiosity, so he made his way forward until he had a good view, after the bosun's mates had shooed away the hands. Captain Bales was standing over the man sadly while the surgeon tried to discover some sign of life. The surgeon stood up to signify that it was hopeless. Gibbs would be commented upon in the log and the ship's books with a very final 'DD,’
‘Discharged, Dead,' washed by the surgeon's mates and sewn up for burial in the morning by the sailmaker and his crew. ’A brave attempt, sir,' Bales said to Lewrie, showing the scrap of white cuff he held in his hand. 'Sir?' Lewrie asked in shock. Does he actually think I tried to save the poor bastard? Alan gawped to himself. 'Hawkes,' Bales said to 1he second top captain who had been on the lee yardarm, and who was now weeping openly for his dead friend. ' You must keep a better control of your people aloft. I'll not have them skylarking in the rigging.’
’Aye, sir,' Hawkes said, cutting a black glance at Rolston, who, Lewrie observed, was standing near and eyeing