'Don't… don't know, sir,' Desmond meekly said, with a gulp-
'I never meant t'leave your mother… leave Soft Rabbit, but,' Lewrie began, stammering a tad. 'Your father,… Desmond, 'twas him, said it would be best. That he'd see to her, after I sailed away. I was wounded. Touch and go that I'd live, for a while, there, anyway, so… it seemed best, all round. Couldn't have taken her to London, any more than Desmond could have settled her in Charleston.'
'Was she really a princess, like he said, sir?' Desmond asked, in almost a desperate pleading. 'A Cherokee princess?' Lewrie sat up with a start, smothering the wince he felt.
'A
'But they
'She served me supper, one night,' Lewrie told him, reminiscing almost happily, despite the awkward circumstances, 'and I was lost in a trice. Unmarried Muskogee girls may choose whom they wish, and we met later down at the lake… we talked, or tried to, and… she was so
'Yet you never thought to write her, or look for her, once the war ended, sir? If you loved her as much as she…?'
'I'd barely made my lieutenantcy, and the Royal Navy distrusts junior officers who marry,' Lewrie extemporised, squirming in embarassment. 'We're to make Commander first, then marry some retired admiral's
'The lady on the bulkhead, sir? She's very pretty. Do you have… children, dare I ask, sir?' Desmond shyly probed.
'Three… two boys and a daughter,' Lewrie said, crossing his fingers over how long that situation might continue. 'And a ward, to boot. A genteel French girl, well… young woman, by now, whose kin were slain at Toulon. Promised a dying French officer I knew from the Revolution that I'd see for his cousin Sophie. You'd like her I'll wager. Unless, of course, you have a special young miss dear to your heart back in Charleston?' Lewrie thought to tease, to finagle more probing, and upsetting, questions.
'Oh… none particular, yet, sir,' the lad actually blushed, before turning a touch gloomy. 'Even as a McGilliveray, d'you see… We're a long-settled and respectable family, and all, but…'
'But people still think you not quite… the
The lad merely bobbed his head, as if in shame, seemingly more intent on nuzzling Toulon to his chin; which was just heavenly to the ram-cat.
'Well, damn their blue blood, I say!' Lewrie barked. 'Uhm this sudden revelation. How widespread d'ye wish it to be, among yer peers, and such? Would a British father make things worse for you or better? Pardons, but I ain't had much experience at… this. You've spent so much time a…' Lewrie flummoxed, hand waving for words.
'Bastard, sir?' the lad suddenly said, with too-candid heat.
'Well, d'ye want t'put it that way, aye,' Lewrie answered, with an embarrassed grimace. 'No harm in it, really. I'm a bastard myself.'
'S'truth!' Lewrie vowed. 'Little matter of hiring a false justice, 'stead of proper clergy, when my own father, Sir Hugo St. George Willoughby, took my mother, Elisabeth Lewrie, to wife. A little jape arranged by his fellow officers in the Fourth Regiment of Foot. You know… the King's Own? The drunken lot o' sots. She died, soon as I was born, and I got lost in a parish poor house nigh a year, and was lucky to live, cruel as they care for orphan gits, 'til my father came and got me out. Here, lad… does your uncle, your captain, require you back aboard any time soon, or would you care to go ashore with me and dine? I expect we've a lot of catching up to do.'
'I expect we
' 'Coz I've yet t'meet a mid who wasn't half-starved?'
'That, too, sir,' Desmond McGilliveray confessed, all smiles of a sudden. 'Er, should I call you 'sir,' or Captain Lewrie, or…?'
'Well, once you learn what a sordid family you're kin to, make up your own mind as to that,' Lewrie allowed. 'Aspinall? I'd admire did you pass the word for Cox'n Andrews, and my boat-crew. I'll dine ashore with Mister McGilliveray,' he said, springing to his feet.
'Aye aye, sir!'
'Your father's knighted, sir?' Desmond happily bubbled as they gathered hats and such. 'Is he a
'No, he ain't,' Lewrie gleefully related. 'He was knighted for bravery. A Major-General, now, though mostly retired on his estate. Nothing much, really, nothing grand. This'un's for Saint Vincent… we were in shoutin' distance of Captain Nelson, at that'un. And this'un's for Camperdown, when we trounced the Dutch, under Duncan the wild Scot. Oh, he's a
'And you wear a hanger, instead of a smallsword?'
'Best for boarding-party brawls, don't ye know! Cut and slash, as well as skewer, and short enough to whip about when it's shoulder-to-shoulder… Desmond.'
To which use of his Christian name, the lad beamed so widely his face threatened to split in half, as Lewrie laid a tentative, claiming, hand atop his shoulder lightly-ostensibly to steer him ahead of him on the way out past the Marine sentry to the gun-deck.
'Signal from the
'Does she propose to order a Royal Navy frigate to escort her to Dominica, that's another matter,' Lewrie heard Lt. Catterall gravel.
'Spell out 'Best of Fortune' to her, best you may, lad,' Lewrie told Grace. 'Mister Windwood?'
'Aye, sir?' the Sailing Master answered, stepping closer.
'We've enough sea-room to come about and run betwixt Guadeloupe and Montserrat, Mister Winwood?' Lewrie asked him.
'More than sufficient, Captain,' Winwood soberly assured him.
'Very well, sir, and thankee,' Lewrie replied. 'We'll let the
As for HMS