The King`s Commission

fifteen miles for the coast that afternoon. 'Based on sound military reasoning, and on Captain Cashman's long experience, with which I concur totally.'

'I'll send a letter to your captain before the night's out, I will!' Cowell went on. 'And a despatch to Sir Joshua. If the sloop is no longer germane to our enterprise, she may serve to inform your superiors of my extreme displeasure with your conduct, sir!'

'Do what you like, sir,' Alan replied with a genial tone.

'Mister Cowell, I must warn you to keep your voice down, sir,' McGilliveray hissed, coming to their side. 'Sound carries a long way at night, and you may be sure someone is watching and listening to every word you say, every action we do, this very minute.'

It was hard to think of him any longer as young Mister Desmond McGilliveray, since he had shed his poor suitings for a snuff-brown linen shirt with the sleeves cropped off, a breech-clout tied about his waist with a hank of learner thong, a yellow waist sash, and deerskin leggings and moccasins. The bare coppery flesh of his legs, arms and chest revealed intricate tattoos that had been concealed by a European's togs.

'Do you know what this impudent… puppy… has done, sir?' Cowell raged. 'Him and that jack-a-napes, jumped-up gutter-snipe Cashman?'

'Please discuss this below decks, and quietly,' Alan cautioned. 'And let me get on with the loading, if you please, gentlemen.'

McGilliveray almost dragged Cowell to the hatch-way and led him below, where they stumbled down the darkened ladder to the lower deck.

'Gig iss in der vater, zir,' Svensen told him. 'Vater butt, biscuit box, zalt meat barricoe, der mast, zails und oars, zir.'

'Good, Svensen. Andrews shall take her as cox'n, and the soldiers shall do the rowing. Get the hands started on loading her with the smaller pile of goods yonder. As much as you think best. If we can't get it all aboard, sort out as many different kinds of things.'

'Zir?' Svensen begged, unwilling to take responsibility with items unfamiliar to him.

'Then we'll let Mister Cowell or Mister McGilliveray see to that. You'll not keep this ship hidden here, as I first told you. Take her out to sea as soon as we're on our way. Meet up with Shrike and tell the captain we didn't think it was safe to leave her here.'

'Aye, zir, t'ank Gott, me neider!'

'Give him this letter telling him the reasons for my decision. And I expect Mister Cowell shall have one for you, too,' Alan said, smiling. 'I shall go below and change.'

Alan stumbled down to the hold accommodation deck of the small sloop, and stripped out of his uniform as men bustled about past curtains that served as light traps from the hold where they could at least see what they were doing in carrying goods and weapons to the spar deck.

'This is so damned daft!' he grumbled as he exchanged white slop trousers for an old pair of buff breeches reinforced with leather on the seat and inner thighs, some cavalryman's castoffs. They were much too big for him, but they would serve. A forest-green linen shirt went on over those, a faded blue sash about his waist outside the shirt, in which he stuck a boarding axe, much the size of an Indian's tomahawk, a pair of dragoon pistols he had kept as mementos from Yorktown, and a short dagger. Then came cartouche pouch and musket implements slung over his shoulders, and a baldric for a sword.

He eyed his hanger, the lovely Gill's in its dark blue leather sheath with the sterling silver fittings, the sea-shell design on the hilt and guard, and the gilt pommel of a lion's head. It was too precious to him to traipse about before sticky-fingered Indians, or lose, along with his life, if this expedition went sour. With a sigh, he put it down and exchanged it for one of the cheap Spanish cutlasses from the ship's weapons tub. He went aft to his quarters in the stern and wrote a short note which he wrapped about the scabbard, instructing that if he did not return, it should be sent to his grandmother in Devon whom he had never laid eyes on.

That act convinced him, if nothing else did, that there was more than usual danger in what they were about to do, and he regretted that he had not taken the time to write a few letters. There was Lucy, whom he had been forbidden from seeing since his disastrous actions of the months before. There was his maternal grandmother, who had rescued him from ignominy and poverty. There was Caroline Chiswick, now safely in the arms of her family in Charleston, if they had not already sailed for England by now. Poverty-stricken she might be, but she had been such a sweet and lovely girl, a little too tall and gawky for fashionable beauty, but damned handsome nonetheless, and devilish smart and delightful to converse with. God help him, he felt a pang for Dolly Fenton, and wished that he were back in her bed that instant. She at least had for a time loved him as well as she was able, and that was damned fine. He still regretted that last hour or so with her, when he had to tell her he was sailing away for good, and that her dreams of a little love-nest for just the two of them could not be. She had wept as quietly as she could, clung to him, given him passionate love once more, saving her real tears and squawls for total privacy. She had been so sweet, too, so dependent, yet good of heart, and, thank God, nowhere near as dumb as Lucy.

'Might as well write my fucking will while I'm at it!' he muttered, suffering a premonitory chill even as he said it. His insides cooled noticeably, and his stomach got a touch queasy as he finished gathering up a change of clothes and a few personal items in a sea-bag.

Damnit, this was a bloody undertaking, not like a sea-battle at all, which was gory enough for anyone's tastes. With Mc-Gilliveray to lead them and negotiate, they might be safe as houses, or they could end up tortured to death, screaming for death, and painted savages dancing about waving their own hair and their privates at them in glee!

'Jesus, I'm scared witless!' he whispered soft as he could in the privacy of his quarters, the temporary luxury of untold space in the former master's cabin. He had been frightened before. Any time he had to scale the masts. Before battle was joined, when he had time to think about how he could be mangled. The two duels he had fought in his short life. The shelling at Yorktown, or the horrible battle they had fought with Lauzun's Legion and the Virginia Militia on Guinea Neck before they could escape. Even the first few weeks under Lieutenant Lilycrop's pitiless eyes as he fumbled his way to competence had tied his plumbing into hot knots, but nothing like this icy dread.

'Damn the Navy, damn King George, damn everybody!' he spat, within a touch of begging off at the last minute. It was all he could do to walk to the cabin door and think about joining his party.

There was a knock on the door, which almost loosed his bowels.

'Enter,' he bade from a dreadfully dry mouth.

Cashman stepped inside, clad in pretty much the same rig as Alan, but with the addition of a scarlet officer's sash.

'You look like death's head on a mop-stick,' Cashman said with a quirky little cock of his brows.

'How I look is nothing on how I feel,' Alan grumbled.

'Then let's liquor our boots,' Cashman suggested, crossing to the former captain's wine-cabinet. He drew out a wine bottle and took a swig from the neck, then handed the bottle to Lewrie.

'Ah, that's the ticket,' Alan sighed. 'Incredibly foul vin rouge, my last taste of civilization.'

'I hope you've remembered rum for my troops?' Cashman asked. 'God knows how anyone could do what we're about to do sober.'

'Aye, rum enough for everyone for three weeks, though not the usual sailor's measure. A sip, no more.'

'It's beginning to feel a touch insane about now, ain't it?'

'Insane ain't the word for it, sir.' Alan shuddered.

'Call me Christopher,' Cashman told him. 'Growl we may, but go we must, you know. Give me that bottle, if you've had enough. I feel the need for a generous libation to put me numb enough to get on with the business.'

'Feeling daunted yourself, hey?'

'Bloody terrified,' Cashman admitted easily. 'You?'

'I was wondering if I could break a leg or something at the last minute.' Alan grinned back at him. Cashman tipped him a wink.

'Either way, it's bloody daft, the way we leap at chances for honor and glory,' Cashman said with a belch, and handed the bottle back, which bottle had diminished in contents remarkably in a very short span of time. 'Personally, I think it's a lot of balls, but that's what they pay us for. This is the worst time, when one steps out into