ladder up from the waist, he had been the first man struck by a load of grape-shot from a swivel gun. His heels still rested over his head on the ladder, the rest sprawled awkwardly… brokenly… at its foot. His head below his trunk, perhaps, was all that kept him conscious.
'Alain…' he muttered weakly, clawing at the deck in agony, as the shock wore off and the pain of his ravaged lower body sank in. His legs were both broken, almost amputated, his belly plumbed by shot.
'Here, Charles,' Alan groaned when he saw him. He could not help sinking to his knees beside him. De Crillart reached out blindly, eyes wavering back and forth as if his sight was already slipping, and Alan took his hand.
'Maman… et, ahahh!' he flinched, trying not to writhe to his intense pain, yet having to, which caused even more. 'Maman et Sophie, Alain. I am going, I canno' aid… ahhh!'
He had to bite his lip so hard to keep from crying out, and unmanning himself, that he drew blood.
'Alain, promesse… Louis…' de Crillart grunted.
'Louis is…' Alan said, wondering if he could lie to ease him.
'I
Cony gave his head a negative shake as Lewrie looked up at him.
'Charles, your brother… il nous a quittй. He is gone. I'm sorry.'
'Maman et Sophie, zey alone now… you mus' promesse…' Lieutenant de Crillart insisted, squeezing Lewrie's hand so hard he felt his bones grate. He relaxed his grip as the spasm eased, his grip went flaccid, almost slipped from Alan's grasp for a moment, as his flesh greyed and his lips blued. 'See zem to America… tak' care of zem for me… I beg you, Alain, plais? Promesse?' he demanded a little stronger, digging into his last reserve.
'I promise you, Charles,' Alan intoned.
'Promesse, on… votre honneur!'
'On my honour, Charles, as an English gentleman… as a commission officer in the Royal Navy, I swear to you, I'll take care of them. I'll see them someplace safe,' he croaked, blinking back tears.
'Bon,' de Crillart sighed, shrinking away. His hand, as cold as ice, slipped from Lewrie's hand. 'Bon,' he said again, the breath his last, hissing out to rattle in his throat as his eyes glazed over. Alan closed them for him, crossed his arms upon his breast.
'Goddamn,' he whispered, sitting back on his heels.
'Good feller, 'e waz, sir,' Cony said in sympathy.
'So were a lot of men, just died,' Lewrie grunted, chin on his chest. 'God help me, Cony, I'm so weak, I…'
'Alluz are, sir, after th' battle's done. Help ya up, sir?'
'Yes, thankee, Cony.' He got to his feet, swabbing his face on his sleeve. 'Many others?'
'Fair number, sir. Mister Porter an' me, we're makin' th' list.' They began to walk forward through the carnage, making a quick inspection.
There were bodies everywhere one looked, pulped, halved, broken and punctured, flopping in death throes, half-buried beneath overturned guns. There the doughty Major de Mariel, then another French soldier. A pair of the 18th, almost arm in arm as they died. A cavalryman hung over the starboard gangway. Men in civilian clothing, with their white armbands, strewn about like slaughtered game birds. But mostly French Republican sailors, thank God- hewn down, hacked down, scythed down by musketry, double-shotted iron, and cutlasses. Moaning, empty-eyed wounded clutching their hurts, sitting on the decks in shock.
There was a cannon shot, a deep-bellied roar.
'Oh, God, no!' Lewrie wailed, losing his rigidly enforced calm. 'That bloody frigate!'
He and Cony dashed forward, leaping over obstacles, to ascend to the foredeck where they might have a view. There, close-aboard, was a warship, her pristine masts and yards towering over the two entangled ships. Flying a White ensign and 'Do You Require Assistance.' Lewrie waved to her, both arms wide. She was huge, bluff and tall, a massive two-decker 64. Where had
'Sir!' Spendlove shouted from
'Send her 'Affirmative,' Mister Spendlove,' Lewrie shouted back. 'And damned glad I am to see you alive, by the way, lad!'
'Makes two of us, sir!' the imp grinned, bloodied but whole. 'I have her private number, sir. She's
'Sir!' Bittfield, the senior gunner, was yelling, too, trying to draw his attention. 'Takin' on water bad, she is, sir. Hadda get all the dependents up t'th' weather-deck, sir. Best we get our people back aboard soon, we don't wish t'lose 'er, sir.'
'Cony, fetch Mister Porter and all the men he can gather up,' Lewrie ordered. 'Patch what you can, until
'Aye, aye, sir.'
Lewrie crossed over to
He gained the larboard gangway and looked down into the waist. Women and children milled about down there, weeping and wailing, crying to heaven. Surgeons moved among them, loblolly boys were fetching up more from below, on the orlop. Wounded women! Dead, lolling children!
Dear God, that last broadside she got off, just before we went up in-irons, he quailed. The collision, everything come adrift below…! I killed 'em, winnin' my damned… victory!
He was at the head of the larboard quarter-deck ladder, about to descend, when Phoebe came rushing from the press to its foot, came up to throw herself upon him, laughing and weeping at the same time.
Thankee, Jesus, she's alive! Thankee! he thought, hugging her no matter who saw them. Stroking her hair as she babbled, one minute trembling and bubbling over with joy, the next instant bawling fit to bust-all punctuated by hiccoughy French tripped off so fast he couldn't catch a word in twenty.
'Calm, Phoebe, calm… I'm alright now. Calm,' he Shusshed.
'Oh, Alain, merde alors, ze canon…! Beaucoup de femmes et d'enfants, zey tuer. Keel! Si
'Charles!' came a scream from below them. Sophie de Maubeuge scrambled up the quarter-deck ladder, blood on her gown. 'M'sieur Lieutenant Luray, Charles…?'
He let go of Phoebe, extended his arms to her. But she did not accept his embrace, but stopped short, paling, as she realised what he was about to say, by the expression of grief and sympathy on his face.
'Non, non, mon Dieu, «on!'
'Mademoiselle vicomtesse, je regrette…' he said gently, taking her hands instead. 'Charles Auguste, Baron de Crillart… il nous a quittй.' Before she had time to take a breath for another hysterical scream, he told her the rest. 'Aussi, Chevalier Louis de Crillart, il nous a quittй.'
God, how I hate that bloody phrase, he thought; nous a quittй… left us, gone away from us. Like it was
Sophie let go of his hands, put them to either side of her head as if to tear her hair out by the roots, and screamed and screamed, as she sank to her knees. Had not Phoebe gone down to her, she would have tumbled to the base of the ladder, broken her neck. Phoebe cradled her head upon her breast, crooning to her, gentling her, while Alan stood, embarrassed by his role and his slowness… his uselessness.
'Charles… Louis…!' Sophie wailed, gone white, with her eyes ready to roll back into her head in a faint. 'Madame!'
'What?' Lewrie started, finally noticing the blood on her gown.
'Oui, Alain,' Phoebe whispered as he went down to them, looking up with tears running free on her face, as