follow, sir?'
'Aye, sir.' Lewrie nodded hopefully. Hotham had trouble with recalling what he had for breakfast, his bloody hat size; or dither so long in making up what passed for his mind, he'd soon forget it.
'In the meantime, I may perfectly justify sending you away, then. Though I am already badly in need of reinforcement,' Nelson stated.
'Sent away, sir. I see,' Lewrie stammered.
'Your ship took damage, sir,' Nelson said, brightening a trifle. 'I believe you've been eighteen months without a rent, as well. Leghorn is the place for you, Lewrie. With
'I see, sir,' Lewrie said, even more gloomily. 'Well, I'd best be about it, then. Was that all, sir? You said three…?'
'Ah.' Nelson frowned sternly again, getting to his feet, with his hands in the small of his back. 'Yes. There was.'
God what bloody
'It is Captain Cockburn's complaint, sir… that you impeded his pursuit of Choundas's vessel… an enemy then flying… by the placement of your ship, by not obeying his flag signals to give him way seaward. Further, that your replies were preemptory and unsuitable for a junior to send to a senior officer.'
'Well, damme…' Lewrie muttered, quite nonplussed.
'A close-run thing already, I warn you, sir,' Nelson rejoined.
'He asked 'Do You Require Assistance?' sir,' Lewrie explained, feeling like he'd been doing so his entire bloody life! 'My signals midshipman Mister Hyde's deck log will show that, sir. To which I sent 'Affirmative,' taking it to mean did I need
He laid out his crippled state, barely under control and unable to steer clear, barely underway and almost dead in the water. How he had sent 'Submit,' meaning that Cockburn should cut inshore, cutting a corner off the pursuit.
'We did
Nelson cut off his blathering with a chop of his hand.
'I've already sensed animosity between you before, sir. And did I not warn you both that I wished my captains to work together? Did I not make that plain enough, sir?' Nelson intoned harshly. 'I cannot tolerate officers under me who can't put aside personal grudges so the greater good is achieved. With due deference, and mutual respect.'
'But I was trying to communicate to him how best my situation, and his desire for a fight, might coincide, sir.'
'He may be young, to your lights, Lewrie,' Nelson pointed out. 'May have attained a great deal, perhaps an unseemly great deal in so short a time. But I find him to be one of the ablest, most honest and courageous officers it has ever been my pleasure to meet. Intelligent, with steel in his hand, and aggressive, with a burning desire to close with, and destroy the foe.'
'Well, of course, sir,' Alan wriggled.
'How many battles has England lost, sir?' Nelson sighed, gazing off in the middle distance, half turned away from him. 'How many opportunities have we let slip, because of bickering and rancor, when they might have resulted in stupendous, crushing victories? All due to the spite and jealousy of our leaders, I tell you. You were at the Battle of the Chesapeake in eighty-one, I believe, sir?' Nelson snapped, turning to face him again. 'Hood and Graves, sir, confusing signals? I doubt it. There was lingering animosity 'tween them, and Hood disgusted that his superior allowed de Grasse to stand out and exit the capes in good order, so he held his division back from engaging, and Graves left unable to prevail, unsupported. Hard as it pains me to say about our mutual patron, and as fine a sailor, a gentleman, and officer as we may ever know, he is not free of human failings. There
'Aye, sir,' Lewrie replied, cowed by the vehemence with which Nelson spoke, his stubborn enthusiasm.
'You will write Cockburn and make amends to him,' Nelson told him; ordered him. 'Explain yourself, and your signals, and the spirit in which they were intended. You might also thank him, even though you have already done so, for rescuing you at your weakest moment. Quarter-hour more, and you'd have been forced to strike, no matter how doughty a defense you presented, isn't that what you wrote in your report? It would not hurt to tell Cockburn that.'
'Perhaps it may mollify him, were I to offer him my tender, sir? Little
'I should think that would be received as a most welcome, and a most gracious gift, Lewrie,' Nelson replied with a tiny smile; a first of a gruesome half-hour's cobbing. He offered his hand.
Now there's a wonder, Lewrie thought, rising to shake it, taking it for dismissal, at last, thank God.
'I will make the strongest representation to Admiral Hotham that we've been hoodwinked by a clever and malicious French plot. A letter from that fellow Silberberg of yours, may be of aid, as well. That is, should your logs and journals satisfy me,' Nelson stated levelly.
'Aye, sir,' Lewrie flummoxed, seeing escape from Nelson's ire, and his predicament. 'Assuming that Mister Silberberg is of a mind to be forgiving, since I didn't kill Choundas for him.'
'That was his intent?' Nelson frowned, pulling at his nose.
'For someone to do it, sir, didn't matter whom. I was the bait to get at him. Just didn't expect him to pop up where he did, and so quickly. Crippling his squadron as we did, sir, that was only a part of it. Same with scooping up his convoy to Alassio.'
And, barring the fight with Choundas, it
'Now we've bested him, sir,' Lewrie dared to suggest, with
'This Choundas may be a wily foe, Lewrie,' Nelson objected with revulsion, 'as large a monster as he is painted, aye… but I doubt that anyone is so vital to the French, nor our fortunes grown so bleak, that we would ever sanction cold-blooded murder. To bring him to book, gun-to-gun, or with crossed steel is one thing, but… that's repugnant to me, to any honorable gentleman or Christian.'
'War to the knife, sir. As Mister Silberberg put it, long ago.'
'You associate with the wrong sort of people, sir,' Nelson said with a sniff of disdain.