King`s Captain

organisations and the penny-tract writers were making to tack onto the settlement with the Fleet were inciting even more truculence and resistance to taking the Joining Bounty, when it might be worth more in a fortnight, when shipboard conditions and rations might be better!

There was nothing for it but to work what few they had into the basic stages of 'River Discipline' and hope for the best. The Impress Service could not help them, and Lewrie's old captain, Lilycrop, wasn't the Reg. ulating Captain of the Deptford recruiting district any longer, so Lewrie was reduced to shaking the staleness off his few experienced hands and drilling a semblance of nautical lore into his wooly-headed new-comers so they could get downriver to Sheerness in one piece.

Sheerness and the Nore was where they'd find sailors; at least more warm bodies who could be driven or bullied into something nigh to sailors The receiving hulks and out-dated, line-of-battle ships there were crammed full of them. Admiral Buckner, the officer commanding at the Nore, had written back claiming that his static flagship, Sandwich, had a crew of nine hundred with an additional five hundred 'volunteers' aboard. As soon as Proteus arrived, he'd be more than happy to ease his over-crowding.

Getting there to lay hold of them though…!

Proteus would have to work her way down the crowded, teeming, bendy Medway, a river simply heaving with brisk tidal flows, cross-swept by perverse winds from over marshes and lowlands, flanked by reeking mudflats and shoals, and the navigable channel reduced to a cart-path by the rapid ebbs, which narrow navigable channel was then even more crowded by a myriad of sailing barges, scows, fishing boats and coasters, tenders, merchant vessels, and other warships, all seeking the same precious, safe, and scant ribbon of deep water.

Proteus could run ashore, take the ground and be stuck for days on the shoals or mudflats, or half-wreck herself in collision with some other vessel, most especially one of those bastardly civilian captains of a towing scow with a long string of barges astern of him, who seemed to derive their sole pleasure in life from making things difficult for everybody else. Or collecting high damages from the smash-ups!

Lewrie dreaded the necessity, but finally had to admit that he had no other choice. It was sail-and risk his ship and career upon the vagaries of the river and its traffic-or admit defeat.

He had his Sailing Master in and swotted up every text he possessed which might offer a clue as to how he might pull this off without that career-ending disaster he feared so much.

'Nought to fear, sir,' Mr. Winwood assured him, though looking a trifle askance at just how tarry-handed his new captain really was… 'Know the Nore like the back o' me hand. And the river pilotsil see us safe, sir.'

A last supper aboard, with his officers invited to dine in the great-cabins with his wife, children, and ward; he'd borrowed furniture from the officers' gunroom to seat everyone.

And for a man nigh to sweating pistol-balls (or at least fine buckshot by then!) it had turned off quite convivial and a most musical evening. He'd learned by then in his life how to disguise his trepidations and sure-to-God knew how to be witty and amusing. With Caroline and her flute, he and his more-modest flageolet, they had had a round of tunes with their after-supper brandy, and Lieutenant Wyman had produced his violin, at which he was better than passing-fair. Lieutenant Langlie of the romantic locks also proved himself to be a vocalist of some ability. And while Sophie was deprived of her harpsichord, she had sung along in an angelically high voice. With her eyes ashine in admiration of someone other than the beastly Harry Embleton for once, for several, in point of fact. Young Lieutenant Wyman's musical ability and his infectiously amusing air; Lieutenant Langlie's voice and his bronzed features-even a brace of the older midshipmen! For their last time together, it had really been quite gay, and Lewrie and Caroline had shared pleased glances that things had gone so well regarding Sophie and her brief exposure to a wider world and the variety of young men her age in it! Sewallis, Hugh, and Charlotte had even (mostly) behaved well!

Though, Lewrie felt like gritting his teeth and at times allowing himself a snarl or two, it was mostly pleasant. Even with all his professional concerns weighing on him, the new ship and crew so demanding of his time and interest, Lewrie had reached that moment he always reached, the one which always made him feel so inhuman, so disconnected from what real people should feel… and so guilty for his lack.

The children, no matter how delightful or loving, had grown to be irksome, and he wished for a respite from them and their ados. His lovely, ^: accomplished wife, so graceful and gracious, so loving, sensible, and affectionate-a woman most men would kill for as a mate!-was becoming an intrusion into his thoughts, his fretting over manoeuvring Proteus seaward, of stocking her, manning her, readying her…! 'Twas her needs her desires took precedence; and her faults and lacks-and her foreboding-reputation!-which rilled his waking thoughts and made him squirm with desperation to be off and free!

It didn't help that Caroline sensed this, as she did so many of his moods by then, and could feel the stand-offish apartness of a driven man beneath his cheerful exterior sham. He was becoming that feckless, uncaring, and ungrateful boor she'd wept about back in Anglesgreen, the one who'd throw off every tie to land and family to dash off at the slightest whiff of tar and salt!

And it really didn't help his feelings of inhuman boorishness that she was so very bloody… good about it! Not so much accepting their separation, or his eagerness for it, really, as she was 'bearing up'-like a Christian martyr whose immolation depended on the timely arrival of a waggon-load of kindling. Saintly! She was long suffering, sweet-natured, temperate, and patient to the very end, and not letting her true feelings show even for an instant-for the children's sake, for his sake, and his career's. Though she could put more import into a faint sigh than most people could cram down the muzzle of a 42-pounder fortress gun…!

Her silent patience irked him by then about as much as the antics of the children. 'Go on,' she as much as said to him, 'be a heartless monster. I'll grin and bear it, no matter how sore you hurt me… us. But don't you feel the slightest pangs of guilt?'

Aye, he did, which only made him wish that he could fly away-even sooner or quicker!

Marriages, Lewrie thought, most melancholic, as he waved shoreward at them as they stood forlorn but brave atop the King's Stairs to watch his departure. Christ, who thought them up? Had to've been some hermit in a hair shirt… his little joke on the rest o' mankind/ Or God's more a cynic than we think Him!

The night before, they'd said their goodbyes in a final hour of privacy in his quarters. He'd hugged them all, cajoled them all, and dried more than one set of tears. Now, once Proteus was well on her way downriver, Caroline would take them all back to London for a last round of sights, shows, and shopping before returning to Anglesgreen, their adventures over. His, however, were just beginning. And in a most perilous way too.

The high tide had just begun to ebb, and turn from slackwater. Even though it was an ungodly hour to be up and stirring, he had to make the most of that tide. It was nippy and cool, and the faint hint of sunrise promised a bleak, overcast day, with a whiff of rain on the light breezes, breezes which, unfortunately, stood from out of the Nor'east. The hands stood at sail-handling posts or about the capstan head, their few ship's boys and boy servants ready with the nippers to serve the messenger cable to the thigh-thick mooring hawser. A Medway river pilot stood by the quartermasters on the wheel, clapping his hands for warmth and chatting quite gaily with Mr. Winwood. With impatience, Lewrie could imagine, as he listened to those mittened paws slapping together now and again.

Proteus tried to stream downriver with the turning tidal flow, her stern pointing something near to Nor'east; the direction the Medway ran from Chatham until it got to Gillingham Reach and the sharp bend to the Sou'east. The wind, however, had just enough force to it to shove her down, even under bare poles, so that her bows pointed about due West. Directly against the tide, that wind. It promised to be an eventful morning!

Dear Lord in Heaven, Lewrie thought, deciding that prayers might not go too far amiss; let me get her down to Sheerness… safe. Lady, do you have a soul, remember I ain 't yer enemy? You 're a ship, born and bred, and yer proper place is the sea… so let's get down there. Be perverse as ya wish once there, but… it's me or ya get a real bastard for a captain next time! Christ, I'm daft…

'Very well, sirs,' he announced in a voice he thought much too chipper and loud, as he turned away from the bulwarks and the sight of his family and wished Royal Navy captains could cross their fingers for luck in public. 'Let