Nini's sisters nodded eagerly. Their mother lovingly slapped the biggest piece of fried bread onto their father's plate. “That whore of Gu's is your example,” she said. “Learn the lesson.”
“Who's the whore?” asked the eight-year-old.
Nini's mother poured another cup of liquor for her husband, and a cup for herself. Nini had never seen her mother touch alcohol, but she now sipped the liquor with relish. “Nini, don't think your parents are unfair to you and make you work like a slave. Everybody has to be useful in some way. Your sisters will marry when they are old enough, and their husbands will take care of them for the rest of their lives.”
The eight-year-old grinned at Nini in a haughty way that made Nini wish she could slap the girl.
“You, however, won't find someone willing to marry you,” Nini's mother continued. “You have to make yourself useful to your father and me, do you understand?”
Nini nodded and squeezed her bad hand beneath her leg. She liked to sit on her bad hand until it fell asleep. In those moments the hand was like someone else's, and she had to touch each finger to know it was there.
“Someone has put a curse on us through you, Nini, and that's why we never get to have a boy in our family. But today, the one who has done this to us gets to see her final day. The spell is over now, and your father and I will have a son soon,” their mother said, and their father held out a hand to stroke her belly. She smiled at him before turning to the girls. “You've all heard of the denunciation ceremony today, haven't you?” she said.
The ten-year-old and the eight-year-old replied that they were going with their school, and Nini's mother seemed satisfied with the answer. “You too, Nini, take Little Fourth, Little Fifth, and Little Sixth to the East Wind Stadium.”
Nini thought about the young man Bashi in the street, and the willow tree past the birch woods by the river. “Why, Mama?” asked the eight-year-old.
“Why? Because I want all my daughters to see what happens to that whore,” her mother said, and divided her own bread into four pieces, and handed them to all of Nini's sisters but not to Nini or the baby.
Nini's father put down his cup. His face was flushed, and his eyes seemed unable to focus. “Let me tell you this story, and all of you will have to remember it from now on. Your mother and I, we grew up together in a village in Hebei Province, where your uncles and aunts still live. Your mother and I—we fell in love when we were in the fifth grade.”
The ten-year-old looked at the eight-year-old, and both giggled, the younger one bolder than the other. Nini's mother blushed. “What are you telling them these old stories for?” she said, and for a moment, Nini thought her mother looked like a different person, bashful as a young girl.
“Because I want all my children to know what you and I have gone through together,” Nini's father said. He lifted the cup and sniffed the liquor before turning to the girls. “In our village, if you go back there now, people will still tell you our love story. When we were fourteen your mother went to Inner Mongolia to visit her aunt. For the summer, your mother and I wrote to each other, and together we used more stamps than all the village would ever use in a year. The postman said he had never seen such a thing in his career.”
“Honestly, where did you find the money for the stamps?” Nini's mother said. “I took money from my aunt's drawer and never dared to ask her if she noticed the missing bills.”
“I stole copper wiring from the electric plant, remember, the one next to the Walnut Village. And I sold them.”
It must have been the first time Nini's mother had heard the story, for her eyes turned as soft and dreamlike as Nini's father's. “I'm surprised they didn't catch you,” she said. “And you didn't get yourself electrocuted.”
“Had I been electrocuted, who would give you the sparks now?” Nini's father replied with a chuckle.
Nini's mother blushed. “Don't tell these jokes in front of your children.”
He laughed and put a piece of pickled tofu into her mouth. The liquor made both of them daring, with happy oblivion. Nini watched them and then turned her eyes away, half-fascinated and half-disgusted.
“Your mother's father—your grandfather—was a tofu maker, and my father was the best farmer in the area, and earned enough with his own labor to buy land.”
“And remember,” Nini's mother said. “My father was an honest tofu maker, and never cheated a single soul in his life.”
“But this young girl, this Gu Shan, said your grandfathers were capitalists and landlords. She was a leader of the Red Guards, and she led a group of young girls to come and beat up your mother. Your mother was pregnant with Nini, and this young girl kicked your mother in the stomach. That's why Nini was born this way.”
The ten-year-old and the eight-year-old stole quiet glances at Nini; Little Sixth babbled and grabbed Nini's hand to chew on. Nini picked up Little Sixth and fed her a small bite of fried bread. “Is it why they have this denunciation ceremony for her today?” the eight-year-old asked after a long moment of silence.
“No,” Nini's mother said. “Who would care about what she did to us? Nobody remembers our misfortune, because we are unimportant people. But that's all right. Justice serves one way or another. One day you are the leader of the Red Guards, the next day you are a counterrevolutionary, waiting for a bullet. Whatever she is sentenced for, I'm just happy to see that she is paying off her debt today.”
Nini hugged the baby closer, and Little Sixth ran her hand along Nini's cheek until the small fingers got ahold of Nini's ear; she pulled at Nini's ear, a gesture comforting to both of them.
“I've been thinking,” Nini's mother said after a while, her voice calmer now. “I want to have a perm done tomorrow. Many of my colleagues have had it.”
“Will it be safe for the baby?” Nini's father asked.
“I've checked, and they say it's safe,” Nini's mother said. “It's time for me to look more like a woman than a ghost.”
“You've always been the most beautiful woman to me.”
“Who believes your drunken nonsense?” Nini's mother smiled, and raised her cup to meet the cup of her husband.
BASHI WHISTLED and walked home in long and bouncy strides. Every ten or fifteen steps he saw people gather in front of an announcement, and more were walking along the road to join their
