Shadow Country

dollars in advance. I got no choice but to give that man a chance.”

“It’s your friendship he has paid for, Mr. Smallwood. Paid in advance. He thinks if he’s got the postmaster on his side and the House clan, too, Chokoloskee won’t give him any trouble. Well, he hasn’t got the House clan. He hasn’t got Daddy nor my brother Bill, nor young Dan neither, only Mr. Smallwood.”

“And Smallwood’s wife? You always liked him, Mamie.”

Ted rolled over with his back to me when I didn’t answer. We lay awake for quite a while. I wanted to holler in his ear. “Where does his money come from? You said yourself, If E. J. had no money, he’d be on the chain gang to this day for the attempted murder of Adolphus Santini.” But Ted would assume that E. J. had made money on his farm crop in north Florida and tell me to hush up and go to sleep.

Ted’s esteem for E. J. was sincere, of course. Even Daddy House admired the man’s enterprise and plain hard work. And because folks liked him, our local families were all set to give him the benefit of any doubt. “E. J. Watson ain’t the only one who makes his own law in south Florida,” Ted always said. “Those plume hunters and moonshiners will take and shoot at anyone who messes near their territory! Look what they done to young Bradley!”

It was Gene Roberts visiting from Flamingo who notified our community all about that murder. The Florida frontier is far behind the nation’s progress, Mr. Roberts said, because men continue to settle their accounts with knives and pistols. But when I asked Ted if that included his friend Watson, who was suspected in the Bradley case, Ted rolled away again with that big sigh that said, There’s no sense talking no sense to a woman.

With Ed Watson’s return, folks would be waiting to see what my menfolk would do. Ted and Daddy were leaders in our community and my brother Bill was thought to have good sense. If these three men made up their minds to give Ed Watson a fresh start, the rest would go along. Charlie Boggess, Wigginses, and Willie Browns were already on E. J.’s side, and that was close to half the Island families.

I gave in to Ted after a while. I had to admit that once they got used to the idea, most folks were content to have Ed Watson back: he took some interest in our common lives, which we had thought so dreary. He was full of curiosity, he kept things lively, and his great plans for the Islands gave us hope that the Twentieth Century progress we had heard about might come our way. Maybe we weren’t so backward as we thought if a man as able and ambitious as Ed Watson chose to live here.

CARRIE LANGFORD’S DIARY

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CHRISTMAS, 1908

When Walter and Eddie and Captain Cole came back from Papa’s trial in Madison County, Jim Cole was the only one who even mentioned it. Was your daddy innocent, Mis Carrie? Well, we got him acquitted, didn’t we? If I frowned, I knew, he’d guffaw even louder, thinking I’m charmed by him. The man’s so stuck on himself and so insensitive! “That old piney-woods rooter,” that’s what Mama called him.

Papa will sell his Fort White farm to pay his lawyers and return to southwest Florida for good, so Walter says. This evening I asked Mr. John Roach in front of Walter if a position could be found for Papa at Deep Lake. Mr. Roach’s tactful answer was, “Well, your dad has some excellent qualifications, we all agree.” But my own husband, interrupting, burst out, “Absolutely not!”

Walter never speaks to me so sharply. “It’s not as if my father were a criminal,” I protested later. “He was acquitted!”

That may be, Walter insisted, in that measured voice that warns me he is digging in his heels, but if Captain Jim had not pulled a lot of strings, it might have been a very different story. “Was he guilty, then? Is that what you were trying to say in front of Yankee strangers?” “If John Roach was a stranger,” Walter reproved me, “why did we name our little boy for him?” At the mention of our lost little John, I wept. Walter took me in his arms, patting my shoulder blade, that brisk little pat-pat-pat that has no warmth in it and precious little patience. “I don’t claim to know about your daddy’s guilt or innocence. All I know is, you are very cold with Captain Jim, considering all he done for Mr. Watson.”

“Did,” I said, picking the wrong moment to correct his grammar. Walter took a deep breath and let me go. For the first time in our married life, I cannot sway him. He says, “I perjured myself for your sake, Carrie. That don’t mean he’s welcome in my house.” Walter wants nothing more to do with Papa. And though I flew at him, said hurtful things-“You’re just scared your bank partners won’t like it!”-he would not relent. He went off to the bank as miserable as I was.

DECEMBER 30, 1908

Papa showed up on a Tuesday with Edna and her two little ones. Faith and Betsy shrilled Grandpapa! from an upstairs window; I heard them come thumping down the stairs. I cut them off as they rushed toward the front door and made them cry by shooing them back upstairs to their uncle Eddie, who is living here until the boardinghouse has a free room. Eddie had testified for the defense that one of the slain men had tried to ambush Papa at Fort White, but now he only parrots Walter, saying perjury was as far as he aimed to go. He did not come out to greet his father and Lucius, of course, was away at Chatham Bend.

Through the curtains I watched Papa give the knocker a sharp rap. The others hung back, out in the street. His darkie was a sullen-looking man in dirty overalls. In a cart behind them, dragged from the railroad station, was their sad heap of worldly goods, right down to the bedsteads and the burlap sacks of tools; I thought of those desperate homesteaders we felt so sorry for during the land rush into Oklahoma Territory.

Papa was unshaven and pasty-white from months in jail, his teeth were bad. His Edna looked holloweyed, drained of her color, and their sallow children too worn out to whine. It’s hard to think of these forlorn creatures as my brother and sister when they’re even younger than my little daughters.

The girl asked if she should show them in. I shook my head. Just bring some milk, I whispered, and a plate of cookies. I went to the door and opened it and we all faced each other. I was trying not to witness my father’s humiliation. Then I realized that humiliation was not what he was feeling; was it only my imagination or was there something haunted in his gaze? “Oh, Papa,” I said, taking his hands, “I’m so relieved about that awful trial!”

My voice sounded false and faraway. He saw right through me. Though he mustered a smile, there was no spark in his eyes, and the smile turned sardonic as he waited to see if I would ask them in. He made no attempt to hug me, which was most unusual; was he afraid I might not hug him back?

“Happy New Year, Carrie,” Papa said. “Where are the children? Are those sweet things hiding from their bad old grandpa?” Because they adore him and have fun with him and always fly to the sound of his growly voice, he was stung that Faith and Betsy had not even called out. How shameful to make my father feel unwelcome just when he needs his family most!

A dreadful pause-where oh where were the milk and cookies? Because Papa was trying to be cheerful, I tried not to weep.

Then his face closed. He said abruptly that they would not come in, having only stopped by to say hello on their way to the dock to catch Captain Bill Collier and the Falcon. As he spoke, the girl appeared with milk and cookies. She set the tray down too quickly on the steps, everything sliding and askew. The silly thing was deathly scared of Papa, all the darkies are, though how they hear those dreadful rumors I don’t know.

I came forward and hugged his gloomy kids and pecked the wan cheek of my stepmother. After days of hard