you can live with yourself.'
'You weren't supposed to come back.' He'd figured his twin brother was gone for good, the seed split for a final time. But the bond was stronger than flesh and ran deeper than blood.
Or maybe only exactly as deep as blood.
'Get in,' Joshua said. Not a command, not an invitation. Just words.
Jacob hesitated as the man in the hard hat took off his gloves and punched at the numbers on a cell phone. The tiny electronic box looked out of place in those thick, scarred hands, as if a Neanderthal had come upon the controls of a time machine. But this machine would summon the police, and Jacob didn't want to be thrust under their gaze any more than he already was. He might be guilty of crimes he couldn't remember.
Jacob crossed to the passenger side of the decrepit automobile. The handle didn't work, so he waited for Joshua to open the door. Foam chunks dribbled from a split in the vinyl as he settled into the seat. The man in the hard hat held the phone to his ear. Joshua backed up in an arc so that the man could get a good look at the license plate, then punched the accelerator and threw up a cloud of dust and gravel. The Chevy had a four-on-the-floor gear shift, and as they exited the construction site and hit the street, Joshua grabbed second and tore a long shriek from the rear tires.
'You haven't changed a bit, either,' Jacob said.
'I'm as ugly as I ever was.'
Lunch hour had just ended, so the traffic wasn't heavy. But Joshua's driving tactics made the street seem crowded and narrow. The speedometer needle bounced at fifty-five as the car wove through the thirty-five-mile per hour zone. They passed an old man in a Mercedes SUV who mouthed a curse at them, but Joshua had already cut the SUV off before the driver reached the horn.
'Where are we going?' Jacob asked.
'Where else? There's only one place good enough for the two of us. That place we said we'd never go.'
Jacob had the sensation that the car itself was stationary, that instead the world was whirring by in an insane and jumbled blur of color. The business district was brick red and concrete gray, glass green and power-pole brown. The road was a hard river that flowed backward to a black underground source. This moment had always existed, this now was forever, this vehicle was an embryo in which the two of them were bound. He would never escape the creature that had stolen half of his genetic material.
Joshua slid a cassette into the tape deck. Vintage Johnny Cash, falling into a ring of fire. Joshua joined in the chorus: 'Burns, burns, burns.'
'You're a sorry son of a bitch,' Jacob said.
'I wish I could have been there when it happened. Remember in the old days, when we used to share everything? I'm jealous, Jake.'
'No, you're not. And my life is mine. Even when it turns to hell.'
'A million dollars. Plus the house, what's that, another three-quarters? You make the old man look like a piker. At least when he played the system, he tried to slip under the radar. You laugh in its fucking face and dare God to catch you.'
'You don't know anything about it.'
'They got newspapers, even where I been living. I've always managed to scrape up enough to subscribe to the old Times-Herald. A man's got to stay up on things if he wants to better himself. But all I read about was how Jacob Wells did this, Jacob Wells did that.'
Here Joshua shifted out of his rural accent so easily that he might have been a drama professor. ''Upholding the heritage of community service started by one of Kingsboro's early patriarchs.' I started to wonder if they was really talking about my older brother, or if some imposter had done took his place.'
'I'm only older than you by seventeen minutes.'
'Still, that was good enough for the old man to make you the Number One Son.'
'Lucky fucking me.'
They reached the outskirts, heading west toward soft, rolling farmland. In the pastures, cattle bent their brown necks for the new growth. Barns stood peeling red paint against the breeze. Here and there a tractor bit steel teeth into the earth, demanding a future harvest of the dark soil. Along the highway, shadows filled the inside of an abandoned produce stand, a forlorn stack of wooden board bones and chicken wire skin that had been around since the days of sharecropping.
The Johnny Cash song ended, gave way to 'Walls of a Prison.'
'You're a clever bastard, Jake. First, you pulled the wool over the old man's eyes, fed him that line about how you wanted to carry on his life's work. Stepped into M amp; W like it was a pair of broken-in shoes. Played that 'settling down' role so good you could have put Tom Hanks to shame.'
'It wasn't a game, Josh. I was… confused, that's all. I tried to get away, pretend I was somebody I could never be. But you can't escape who you are, can you? When I came back here, I was facing up to it.'
'Confused, huh? Is that what Daddy paid all those doctors for? To get you unconfused, fill you full of his brainless bullshit?'
'You'd just as soon piss on his grave as cut the grass. But you bailed out. You never got to know him.'
'I took my hand out of his pocket. No matter how many millions, it wasn't worth the price. Even the devil offers a better deal than that. The pointy-tailed son of a bitch with the pitchfork only asks for one soul. Warren Wells wanted two.'
'You haven't answered me yet. Why did you come back?'
Joshua took his eyes from the highway and tapped the shrunken heads that hung from the mirror. The taut- skinned plastic skulls seemed to sway and dance in delight, clacking against one another in a noise that resembled chuckling. 'Haven't you heard the old saying? Two heads are better than one, Jakie Boy?'
Now Johnny Cash was singing 'I Don't Like It, But I Guess Things Happen That Way.'
'How's Carlita?' Jacob asked, his gut in knots.
'Fine as ever.'
'Where is she?'
'You want to see her?'
'Yeah.'
Joshua reached up and squeezed one of the rubber mirror ornaments, making its face distort into a leer. 'Wish me.'
'We don't play that game anymore.'
'Wish me.'
Jacob felt the years fall away. 'Wish me a kingdom and make me a king.'
Joshua's crazed cackle drowned out the rumbling muffler.
They reached White River Road and drove parallel to the water for several miles, then crossed an old wooden bridge. Jacob looked at the cold currents passing below them. The water was up, fed by the melting snows that had seeped from the granite slopes weeks before. The banks were lush and verdant, the saplings arching toward the sun, fighting toward the canopy of the established oak, wild cherry, honey locust, and sugar maple. The land across the river was changed in a subtle way, as if its skin were somehow more vibrant, its dirt thicker, its trees more commanding and stark. The hills hinted at old secrets, a land thrust up by the pressure of hell's forge and then worn down over the eons by heaven's rain.
This was home.
Jacob hadn't been here in years, not since the afternoon call that informed him of their father's death and then during the burial that followed. The man-made aspects of the landscape were unchanged: the long barn with its tin roof catching the sunlight, the split-rail fence running along the sweeping curve of the drive, the two-story white Colonial that perched on the hill like a military command post. It was the property itself that was different, possessed of some unseen aura of menace. Or maybe Jacob himself had changed, and the memory of his past came rushing at him like a ghost wind.
'What do you think, Jake? Daddy would be proud, wouldn't he?'
Jacob glared up at the window on the second floor, the room that he had once shared with his twin brother.
'Hey, now, don't go frowny-face on me,' Joshua said. 'Daddy gave me the keys to the kingdom. Since I can't sell it, it's a hundred-and-forty-acre pain in the ass. A patch of hell with back taxes.'
