Silence -
‘Joan?’
‘Oh, I don’t know what’s wrong with me.’
‘What is it, love?’
‘Just this feeling.’
‘When did it start?’
‘This afternoon. I’d had a nap and I had this nightmare…’
‘What happened?’
‘I can’t really remember. There was a girl in a bath and…’
‘What?’
‘Oh, I don’t know.’
‘A baby?’
‘No. Look, I don’t want to talk about it.’
‘I’m sorry, love.’
‘It’s OK.’
I say: ‘I’ll ring you in the morning, first thing.’
‘OK.’
‘You go to bed.’
‘OK.’
‘I love you.’
‘Me too. Night-night.’
‘Night-night,’ and I hang up thinking -
Close my eyes for ten minutes then I’ll start on Eric’s files, then remembering they’re still back in the boot of my car, thinking I’ll get them soon, my eyes too tired, my eyes too bloody tired.
Yrotcaf htaed,
at six fifteen AM today Sunday the twenty ninth of may nineteen seventy seven the body of a woman was found at the rear of sports changing rooms on soldiers field roundhay road near to west avenue leeds with severe head injuries a cut throat and stab wounds to the abdomen description twenty to thirty years five feet seven inches long dark hair medium build wearing a blue and white checked blouse brown cardigan zip up front with yellow two piece cotton suit fawn three quarter length suede coat with fur down the front brown calf length boots she was wearing tights and two pairs of panties one pair of panties had been removed her right leg was out of her tights and the panties that had been taken off had been stuffed down her tights she was struck three times on the head with a ball pein hammer with such severity that a piece of skull penetrated the brain he then stabbed her in the throat and in the abdomen with an equal severity such that her intestines spilled out the three quarter length suede coat was draped over her buttocks and thighs her brown calf length boots were draped neatly over her thighs her handbag was nearby and there was no indication that anything had been stolen from it unlike the previous bodies her brassiere had not been removed tests indicated that she had had sexual intercourse some time in the twenty four hours before her time of death was thought to be around midnight this woman has been living in the leeds area since October nineteen seventy six when she came up from london where it is believed she worked in hotels she was reported missing by her husband from blackpool in november nineteen seventy five love me e walk into the red room the numbers upside down you cannot speak no do not do that there is no need for that we have met before stretching back black nail varnish on your toes the meat no need for that we have met before stretching back black nail varnish on your toes the meat between your teeth e know this face love me the men at upstairs windows without smiles underneath her the dew and the grass this spring day on a sports field in leeds the damp dew and the flattened grass the boots to come and the boots that have been tall trees watching multiple fractures of the skull displaced clothing and mutilation of the lower abdomen and breasts with a knife or screwdriver a clear badge of identity a signature the brown cardigan blue and white checked blouse yellow jacket and skirt did not quite match what is the matter the jogger asked the woman on the ground at the rear of the sports pavilion when they removed my suede coat they saw the massive fracture of my skull from the three blows to my head with the hammer they saw me lying face down with my hands under my stomach and my head turned to the left with my brown hair of which e was always so proud my brown hair washed in my own blood my bra still in position but my skirt had been pulled up and e was wearing tights and two pairs of panties one pair of panties had been removed and my right leg was out of my tights and the panties that had been taken off had been stuffed down my tights for e had been menstruating menstruating for the last time and the coat e had been wearing was draped over my buttocks and legs in such a way as only my feet were showing and when they picked it up they saw my brown calf length boots had been taken off my feet and placed upon my thighs and then they turned me over rolled me over in the grass and they saw e had been stabbed in the neck and throat and had three stab wounds in the stomach all savage downward strokes so severe that my insides were outside the numbers upside down the rooms all red
Chapter 7
In the night, the call -
Clement Smith, Chief Constable: ‘I need you back here. Vaughan Industrial Estate, off Pottery Lane.’
‘What is it?’
‘A bad one.’
‘You going to tell me anything more?’
‘Roger Hook asked for you. That’s all I know.’
‘Now?’
‘Now.’
‘I’ll see you there then.’
‘See you there.’
Another black drive through another black night -
Over the Moors -
The murder and the lies -
The cries and the whispers -
Of children.
Here always their cries, always their whispers -
Always murder and always lies -
Always the Moors -
Always night and always black.
Down through Prestwich, through Cheetham Hill and Collyhurst, to Ardwick and the wrong side of bloody tracks:
The Vaughan Industrial Estate, Ashburys -
Low dark buildings in the cold rain and the blue lights, police the black wraiths against the white light, their cloaks wings about a factory: