put her head on his shoulder and slid her arms around him, holding him softly, as if he were so physically hurt that she might cause him pain.
It did comfort him, but the pain was too deep inside to be touched. That she should love him was so infinitely precious that he would give anything he owned not to lose it, but there was nothing to give it to, no bargain to make. He lifted his hands and stroked her hair, her neck, and held her.
Monk slept late. It was a long time since he had lain in his own bed with Hester beside him and any kind of peace in his mind, even if it were only the peace of exhaustion, and the knowledge that he could do nothing more to help Katrina Harcus. Avenging her was a different matter. It was important, but he was not alone in it. Runcorn would not let go. Monk could and would help him as the occasion arose.
When he got up in the morning he offered to riddle the kitchen stove and get it going well enough for breakfast. Hester accepted with slight surprise. Monk carried heavy things willingly enough for her, but he was not naturally domestic. He was used to being cared for and accepted it without question, barely noticing the detail.
When he was alone in the kitchen he worked hard at shaking loose the old ash, then took it out on the shovel and put it in the ash can. He brought in a little kindling to get the flames going quickly, then light coal, and as soon as he had the fire burning well enough, he pulled the papers out of his shirtfront, where he had concealed them when dressing, and poked them into the fire. Within moments they were consumed, but they were only two letters, and obviously there had been others. Who was Emma? How could he find her? Where could he even begin to look? He closed the stove door and stood up just as Hester came back from the dining room.
“It’s going well,” he said with a smile.
“That was quick!” She regarded him with surprise. “If you are so good at it, perhaps I should have you do it every day.”
It was meant as teasing, and he relaxed at the ease of it, the old banter returned. “Chance,” he said airily. “Just good luck. Might never happen again.”
“Don’t be so modest!” she retorted with a sideways look at him.
The papers were burnt. He felt guilty about it, they were evidence, but he also felt a wave of relief, at least for the moment. It gave him time. He did not yet know what he would do about the jacket and its missing button. “I thought you admired modesty,” he said, raising his eyebrows.
She rolled her eyes, but she was smiling.
They had only just finished breakfast when Runcorn arrived. He looked tense and angry. At first he refused Hester’s offer of tea, then almost straightaway changed his mind and sat down heavily at the table while she went to brew a fresh pot.
“The man’s a swine!” he said savagely. He had not even removed his coat, as if he were too knotted up to relax sufficiently. “I’ll see him hang for this if it’s the last thing I do!” He glared at Monk. “He’s a liar of the worst sort. He says he never had any intention of marrying Katrina Harcus. Can you believe that?”
“No,” Monk said coldly. “But I can believe that when he found he had a chance to marry Baltimore’s only daughter he seized it with both hands, and suddenly found Katrina something of an embarrassment.”
Runcorn stiffened. “You knew!” he accused him. “You lied. For God’s sake, Monk, what were you thinking of? Trying to protect her feelings or her dignity? She’s dead! And a pound to a penny Dalgarno killed her! It-”
“I only found out last night after I got home!” Monk cut across him, his voice sharp with anger at Runcorn for prejudging him, at Dalgarno for being greedy, dishonest and cruel, and at Katrina for loving so passionately a man unworthy of her, or of anyone.
Runcorn was regarding him with disbelief.
“Hester told me,” Monk snapped at him. Then, seeing Runcorn’s continued doubt, he went on. “She knew something was wrong. I told her Katrina Harcus was dead and that it looked as if Dalgarno had killed her. When she heard his name she said that she had been to see Livia Baltimore-”
“Why?” Runcorn interrupted.
“Because Livia Baltimore’s father was murdered in Leather Lane, everyone assumes by a prostitute,” Monk replied curtly. “You knew that. Hester has set up a house in Coldbath Square where injured women can get some medical help.” He felt a certain satisfaction at seeing the amazement, and then the admiration, in Runcorn’s face. He remembered the deep and powerful change of heart he had seen in him over the women driven to prostitution when they had investigated the death of the artist’s model together. It was the moment when Monk had been obliged, intensely against his will, to see a goodness in Runcorn that he could not ignore, or disdain. He had liked him for it, genuinely.
“So she went to see Miss Baltimore…” Runcorn prompted.
Hester came back with a fresh pot of tea and without speaking poured for Runcorn and passed the cup to him. He nodded his appreciation, but his eyes were on Monk.
“Yes,” Monk answered the question. “Dalgarno was there, and their feelings for each other were quite open.”
They both glanced at Hester and she nodded.
Runcorn made a noise of disgust in the back of his throat, wordless and eloquent of his fury and contempt.
“Where was he last night?” Monk asked, knowing Runcorn would have found out.
Runcorn’s face split into a sudden smile. “Alone in his rooms,” he said with profound satisfaction. “Or so he claims. But he can’t prove it. Manservant out, no porter, no callers.”
“So he could have been in Cuthbert Street?” Monk was surprised at the mixture of emotions that awoke in him. Had Dalgarno been able to account for his time it would mean he could not be guilty, at least not in person, and that would have thrown the whole question wide open. Monk knew of no one else with any reason to harm Katrina. But it also caused him more distress than he would have imagined, because he thought of her facing the man she had loved so deeply, and seeing in his eyes that he meant to kill her. Had she known it immediately? Or had she waited, standing in the room, or out on the balcony, even until the last moment unable to believe he would, and then she had felt his hands on her and his strength, and knew she was pitching backward, falling?
“Monk!” Runcorn’s voice broke into his thoughts.
“Yes…” he said sharply. “What else did he say? How did he react?”
“To her death?” Runcorn’s loathing was quite open. “With affected surprise-and indifference. He’s the coldest swine I’ve ever dealt with. One would have judged from his manner that the whole thing was a tragedy that barely touched on his life, a matter of regret for decency’s sake, but in reality of complete indifference. He’s got his eye on being part of the Baltimore company, and that’s all he cares about. I’ll get him, Monk, I swear it!”
“We’ve got to prove his motive,” Monk said, concentrating his mind on the issue. Fury, outrage, and pity were all understandable emotions, but they accomplished nothing now.
“Greed,” Runcorn said simply, as if the one word were damnation in itself. He picked up his tea and sipped it gingerly, afraid of burning himself.
“That doesn’t prove he killed her,” Monk pointed out with controlled patience. “Lots of people are greedy. He wouldn’t be the first man to have broken his promise to a woman of little means in favor of an heiress, once he realized he had the chance. It’s despicable, but it’s not a crime.”
“He has no proof where he was.” Runcorn put down his cup and touched the points off on his fingers. “He had the opportunity to have been in Cuthbert Street. He resembles the figure seen on the roof by the witnesses. Only an impression, but elegant, dark, taller than she was, but not by a great deal. But she was quite a tall woman.” Runcorn held up his second finger. “He needed nothing to kill her with except his own weight and strength. And of course there was the man’s coat button we found in her hand. We’ll look at all his clothes.”
Monk felt the chill run through him and then the sweat break out on his body. He prayed Runcorn did not notice it. The jacket with the missing button was in his wardrobe in the bedroom. Thank God he had not stuffed it into the stove with the paper. He had thought about it!
“Hope he hasn’t destroyed it,” Runcorn went on. “But even if he has, people will know he had another coat, and how will he explain its disappearance?”
Monk said nothing. His mouth was dry. Where could he find another button and replace it? If he went to a tailor Runcorn might find out.
Runcorn held up a third finger. “And she had accused him of being involved in fraud; we know that she hired you to prove it!”