“If not that day, what day?”
“That’s right. So I was wondering, I was hoping, you’d give me away.”
“What?” David’s face went utterly blank. “Me?”
“I know you’re not old enough to be my daddy, or anything. But I wasn’t thinking about it that way. I was thinking how you’re one of my best friends, and Harper’s, too. How we’re like family. And how a day like that’s about family. I don’t have my daddy, or any blood kin I love the way I love you. So I want you to walk me down the aisle—so to speak—and give me to Harper. It would mean a lot to me.”
His eyes went misty as he wrapped his arms around her. “That’s the sweetest thing,” he crooned. “The damnedest sweetest thing.”
“Will you?”
He drew back. “I would be honored.” Taking both her hands, he turned them over, kissed her palms. “Extremely.”
“Whew. I thought you might think it was silly.”
“Not even close. I’m so proud, and touched. And, honey, if you don’t go on now, I’m going to embarrass myself in front of my troops.”
“Me, too.” She sniffled. “Okay. We’ll talk about all of it later on.” She crouched down to kiss Lily’s head, and was largely ignored. “You be good, baby girl.”
“Hayley.” David drew a breath as she stopped at the door. “Your daddy? He’d be proud, too.”
The best she could manage was a nod as she left him.
She brushed away tears as she followed the voices in the parlor, then paused when she heard the temper in Harper’s.
“I don’t like this idea, not one bit. And I like less the fact that the three of you were off plotting this on your own.”
“We womenfolk,” Roz said with a sarcasm that dripped so heavy Hayley could feel its weight outside the room.
“The fact that you are women isn’t any of my doing,” he shot back. “But the fact that
“All right, you have a valid point. But what do you intend to do with her for the next seven, eight months, honey?”
“Protect her.”
“You do make it hard to argue.”
“Arguing isn’t going to help.” Mitch’s voice of reason cut between them. “We can discuss and debate, and we’re unlikely to be in full agreement on all points. But we do have to come to some decisions.”
Hayley straightened her spine, and stepped into the room. “I’m sorry. Hard not to overhear. Harper, I was going to ask if we could go outside so I could talk to you, but I think what I have to say needs to be said here, to everyone.”
“I’ve got some things to say you might rather hear in private.”
She only smiled. “There’ll be plenty of time for you to yell at me in private. A lifetime of it. I know you kept it buttoned till now because of the kids. But I’d like you to hear me out before you say anything more.”
She cleared her throat and moved farther into the room. “Earlier today, when I was alone, I was wondering how I’d gotten here. I’d never figured on moving away from where I grew up, having a couple of kids before I figured out where I really wanted to go, really wanted to do. Getting married, having babies, that was going to be later, after I’d made something of myself, had some fun. Here I am, living in another state. I’ve got a daughter not yet two and another baby on the way. I’m getting married. I’m working in a field I never thought about being in before. How’d I get here? What am I doing here?”
“If you’re not happy—”
“Please, just listen. I asked myself that. I’ve still got choices. There are always choices. So I asked myself, is this what I want, is this where I want to be, what I want to do? And it is. I love you. I didn’t know I had all this in me.”
She kept her eyes on Harper’s, only on Harper’s and crossed her hands over her heart. “I didn’t know I could love a child the way I do Lily. I didn’t know I could love a man the way I love you. If I had every choice in the world, this is the one I’d pick. Being with you, with our children, in this place. Because you see that’s one more thing, Harper. I love this house, I love this place. As much as you do. What it is, what it stands for, what it’ll be to our children, and theirs.”
“I know. My mind traveled that same road. That’s why you’re the one for me.
“I can’t walk away from here. Please don’t ask me to do that. I can’t walk away from this house, this family, the work I’ve come to love. The only way I can stay is to try to do this thing, to settle this. Right a wrong, or at least understand it. Maybe I was meant to. Maybe we found each other because
Then she looked at Harper. “Be with me, Harper. Trust me to do what’s right. Trust us to do it.”
He stepped to her, rested his brow on hers. “I am with you.”
twenty
“THERE’S NO GUARANTEE anything will happen.” Mitch slipped a spare tape in his pocket.
“I think I can make it happen. What I mean . . .” Hayley moistened her lips. “I think I can draw her. She wants this—a part of her does, and has for a century.”
“And the other part?” Harper asked.
“Wants revenge. When it comes down to it, she’ll probably be more inclined to hurt you than me.”
“And she can hurt us,” Roz pointed out. “We’ve seen that.”
“So we go up there armed with cameras and tape recorders.” Logan shook his head.
“We happy few,” Mitch stated.
“Well, she’s raised the stakes.” Logan took Stella’s hand. “Since none of us are willing to fold, let’s ante up.”
“We stay together,” Roz said as they started up the stairs. “No matter what. We’ve never really confronted her as a group before. I think there’s strength in that.”
“She always had the upper hand, she always moved first.” Harper nodded. “Yeah, we stay together.”
When they reached the third floor, Roz turned toward the ballroom. Going with instinct, she stepped forward, pushed the double pocket doors open.
“There were lovely parties here. I remember creeping up at night to watch the dancing.”
She reached in to switch on the light. It showered down on the shrouded furniture, and the lovely pattern of the maple floor. “I nearly sold those chandeliers once.” She looked up at the dazzling trio of them dripping down from ornate plaster medallions. “Couldn’t bring myself to do it, even though it would’ve made day-to-day living easier. I gave my own parties here, once upon a time. I believe it’s time I did so again.”
“She came in this way, that night. I’m sure of it.” Though her hand was already in Harper’s, Hayley tightened her grip. “Don’t let go.”
“Not a chance.”
“She came in the terrace doors. They weren’t locked. She could’ve broken the glass if they had been. She came in, and oh . . . Gilt and crystal, the smell of beeswax and lemon oil. The rain dripping, dripping from the gutters. Turn on the lights.”
“I have,” Roz said quietly.
“No, she turns on the light. Harper.”
“Right here.”
“I can see it. I can see it.”
The fog rolled in the doors behind her, smoking damp over the glossy floors. Her feet were caked with mud, with blood where she’d trod on stones, and left streaks of that mud, of that blood, where she walked.
Alive still. Heart beating blood.
This, this is how they lived at Harper House. Grand rooms lit by sparkling chandeliers, gilt mirrors on the walls,
