precarious situation.
Rafael pushed him forward so hard that he fell on the floor next to the bodies of Phelps and Herbert.
‘Look at the patriot.’ Stuart Garrison pointed his gun at Littel.
‘What do you think you’re doing?’ Littel shouted. ‘Kill him,’ he ordered.
The colonel shifted his aim to Rafael, who kept his gun on Littel.
‘Don’t even think about it,’ Sebastian Ford said, pointing a gun in turn at Stuart Garrison’s head.
‘Drop the gun, Sebastian,’ Littel ordered.
‘Until we verify what happened here, there will be no more deaths. I’m starting an investigation, and if you’re guilty, Harvey… God and the president have mercy on your soul.’
‘The president gave precise orders to kill the prisoners,’ Littel shouted.
‘And did he give orders to kill Barnes in cold blood?’ Sebastian argued in the same tone. He turned to Rafael. ‘Get out of here. Disappear.’
‘You can’t do that, Sebastian,’ Littel alleged.
‘This smelled wrong to me from the start, Harvey. Let them go now.’
Marius Ferris raised his hands to his chest and fell on the floor. A sharp pain ran through his coronary arteries, his heart put to the test by extreme emotion.
Rafael bent over him and murmured in his ear.
‘God doesn’t sleep. The dead are going to take care of you now. Live many years with them. We’ll see you in the beyond.’
He escorted Sarah and Simon out of the Center of Operations.
In the room Priscilla cried like a child, Marius had fainted from the pain of the heart attack, Sebastian Ford remained with the gun pointed at the head of the hesitant colonel.
‘Give me the gun, Colonel,’ Sebastian ordered. Littel stayed crouched on the floor, looking into space, desperate, frustrated.
Sebastian Ford took the cell phone and made a call.
‘Sebastian Ford, code 1330. I want a rescue team in the Center of Operations in Rome, ASAP.’ He looked at Littel. ‘There are agents dead and arrested.’
He disconnected, and straightened the neck of his shirt.
It was over.
72
The Confession
December 27, 1983
Twenty minutes could be a long time.
In the narrow cell four people pressed together, only one talking, the rest listening.
Two years, seven months, and fourteen days he’d spent in judicial confinement for having carried out an unsuccessful attempt on the pope’s life.
The Supreme Pontiff sat on a small chair brought in especially for him. His secretary and the guard entrusted with preventing any possible menace against His Holiness waited standing up, although the latter had to pretend not to hear what was being said.
Not for a moment had the Turk left his position as a penitent, his hands touching the white tunic.
‘Was it so simple, my son?’ asked the Holy Father, to whom the gift of omniscience hadn’t been granted.
‘It was.’
‘A simple phone call and a meeting?’
The other said nothing. His silence was agreement. Besides he was the one who had told the story.
‘And his name?’
‘I don’t know.’
‘You didn’t ask?’
‘No. He paid half in our first and only meeting. You don’t question men like that.’
‘Where was that meeting?’
‘In Athens.’
‘When?’
‘In March.’
They let the silence settle around them. He had to think more deeply about what had been said.
The Holy Father placed a benevolent hand on the head of his beloved, unsuccessful executioner. A sincere caress filled with positive energy and love from someone who knew there was nothing to forgive.
‘In regard to the date and time,’ the Supreme Pontiff returned. ‘Was that decided by you?’
‘No. I didn’t decide anything. I received orders with the precise date and time.’
‘How much ahead of time?’
‘Eight days. Time enough to prepare myself. I arrived in Milan on the seventh of May and Rome, the tenth of May.’
The pope and his secretary exchanged glances, hiding the unease caused by that answer.
‘Did you act alone?’
‘As far as I know, yes,’ the Turk responded, bowing his head.
‘I believe you, my son.
‘Was there a plan for escape?’ Only the Holy Father formulated the questions.
The young man raised his head, letting his shame show.
‘There was,’ he confessed, bowing his head again. He didn’t continue.
The pope had to force his reply by lifting the Turk’s head so that he would look him in the eye. There was no room for pardons or vengeance. What’s done was done.
‘To flee under cover of the confusion… stupid, I know now.’
‘How were they going to pay you the rest of the money?’
‘It depended. If I survived, fifteen days later in a place to be determined. It would be in cash. If I was caught, it would be given to my family.’
‘Had you foreseen that possibility?’
‘Never,’ the Turk alleged. ‘After all, I fired six times. Even today I don’t know how you can be here talking to me.’
‘No bullet can kill unless it’s the will of God.’
‘I am completely aware of that. I know exactly where I pointed the gun.’
In spite of the kind attitude of the Polish pope, he clearly wanted to bring together all the facts of the case. Someone in the heart of his own clerical family wished him ill. Once he knew that, his disgust was incredible. It was as if they shared the same blood, since a man of the Church lived among his clerical brothers more than his family members. They were only a far-off memory of Wadowice on Ulica Koscielna.
He knew that the simple fact of being chosen by the Holy Spirit — and one hundred and ten cardinals — to direct the destinies of the Church had earned him many enemies. According to his mental arithmetic, at least half of the ninety-seven who voted for him. It was known that after a certain time, the factions in which the conclave was divided would have to reach a gentlemen’s agreement to permit the choice of only one of all those eligible. Besides those forty-eight cardinals and half of those who simply didn’t like him as a person, there were also assistants, secretaries, subsecretaries, priests, bishops, archbishops, monsignors, simple employees without a diploma in theology. Any one of them might be behind all this, but he could only manage to call one to mind.
‘Does the name Nestor mean anything to you?’ the Holy Father asked.
The young Turk searched his memory for the name.
‘That name means nothing to me,’ he finally said.
‘Could it have been the name of the man who hired you?’
‘It could.’
