back to 1194.
‘What do you mean, you can’t use Becks’s time-stamp?’ asked Maddy.
› There appears to me too much instability to lock on to a reliable window.
‘What does that mean?’
› Reality is fluctuating unreliably between two preferred states.
‘It can’t make its mind up,’ said Adam.
› That is a fair analogy.
‘Well … what? Do we wait? Do we risk it?’
› We can risk sending them back using Becks’s time-stamp, but I cannot anticipate the result of that.
Maddy balled her fist on the desk. ‘OK, then … Well, how big is this instability?’
› Please restate the question.
‘How … far, how much time is affected by it? What I mean is … is it regionalized? Like a storm or something?’
› The fluctuating timelines appear to branch from between seven and nine hours before Becks’s return time- stamp.
Maddy turned round towards the water tube. Becks was just about to climb the stepladder to get into the water.
‘Becks! What happened seven hours before you left 1194?’
Becks stopped, consulted her memory. ‘Precisely seven hours? I was walking along a stone passage.’
Maddy flapped her hands impatiently. ‘Or thereabouts. Anything
‘Six hours and forty-three minutes prior to the time-stamp, I scaled the outer wall of the city of Nottingham.’
‘Go back a bit.’
Becks tilted her head. ‘Seven hours and three minutes prior to the time-stamp, I was saying to Liam and Bob that “I would be fine”.’
‘Oh come on! Go back more. Something
Becks spooled memories silently for a moment, then finally her eyes locked on Maddy’s. ‘At eight hours and fifty-six minutes prior to the time-stamp, I was speaking with John.’
‘What the hell did you say to him?
Her eyelids fluttered. ‘… A man must find at least one moment in time to make a stand for himself … or live a life — burning in the flames of regret.’
Maddy looked to Adam.
He shrugged. ‘It’s very poetic.’
› Checking quotation database. Just a moment …
She turned back to Becks. ‘You think that’s, like, changed history somehow?’
‘I believe it may have
Maddy sighed. ‘Well guess what? Looks like it worked.’
› Quotation source: Rock band — EssZed. Lyrics to song.
‘Yuh, thanks, Bob. So — ’ she turned back to Becks — ‘you think maybe saying that quote to — ’
‘I also offered myself to him.’
Sal’s jaw dropped. ‘You mean …?’
Becks looked down at her. ‘Marriage.’
‘If he … what? Showed you he was a big tough man?’ said Maddy. ‘If he stood up to his brother?’
‘Affirmative.’
Maddy shook her head. ‘Oh well, looks like you really
› No information. The fluctuation is too rapid to generate timelines.
‘That’s why we’re not getting time waves?’ said Adam.
› Correct. However, this oscillating status is unstable and dangerous.
‘Dangerous?’ Maddy pushed up her glasses. ‘What’s that mean exactly?’
› It is a stress factor on the reality wall.
Adam looked at her. ‘The reality wall?’
‘What separates us from chaos space,’ she replied quickly. ‘Bob … then what are we supposed to do?’
› The instability may settle itself. Or it may increase in severity.
‘And if it does do that — if it gets worse?’
› No information.
‘
› Not a good thing. There are several essays on chaos space written by R. Waldstein and E. Chan in my database.
‘Can you sum them up?’
› Chaos space is a dimension where the laws of quantum physics are contradicted. Theoretically, the effect on normal dimensions would be their complete destruction.
‘What does that mean? Like, all of Earth … destroyed?’
› Negative. Everything.
‘Ev- everything?’
› The entire universe.
Maddy suddenly felt light-headed and short of breath. ‘Oh crud. Oh my God! We’ve … we’ve really messed up.’ Her hands scrambled across the clutter on the desk for her inhaler. ‘We’ve — ’
‘Maddy.’ Adam put a hand on her shoulder. ‘Maddy, come on, calm … don’t lose it.’
She found the inhaler and pulled hard on it several times. She doubled over on her seat, her head between her knees, the wheezing rasp of her contracting throat sounding like a blacksmith’s bellows.
Sal was over beside her, an arm across her shoulders. ‘Maddy? You OK?’
She shook her head. ‘Second …’ she wheezed. ‘Gimme … a … second …’
Adam looked down at her. ‘This is all going wrong, isn’t it? This organization of yours, it’s — ’
‘
Maddy pulled again on her inhaler, then lifted her face. ‘Yuh …’ Still wheezing. ‘Yeah,’ she said again. ‘Bob?’
› Yes, Maddy.
‘Becks and Cabot
› Affirmative. Searching.
‘But it’s unstable, isn’t it?’ said Adam. ‘Your computer was saying there’s a risk of sending them — ’
‘There’s always a freakin’ risk,’ Maddy uttered wearily. She pulled herself up off her elbows and faced the desk again. ‘Bob? Come on … give me something!’
› Just a moment … Searching.
She checked their displacement machine had charge enough. It looked good. She turned to Sal. ‘Get them in the water, Sal. Go get them ready!’
Sal nodded and rushed over to the perspex tube.
‘If it’s unstable, what could happen to them?’ asked Adam.
‘They could end up turned inside out and looking like a bowl of lasagne,’ she replied.
‘Oh, I wish I hadn’t asked.’
‘Or worse.’
Adam pulled a face. ‘Worse! How could you get worse than that?’
She lowered her voice. ‘They could end up stuck in chaos.’ She turned to look at him. ‘Tell me, do you believe in Hell?’