my head, the seat swivels uncontrollably on loose bearings, and I feel like some bizarre shrunken monarch about to be dethroned by centrifugal force.
All this time Jayne and Magda continue a private conversation.
“It is truly astoundingly funny, it never stops,” Magda is saying. “I cannot believe it will not be a huge success.”
“I hear it’s a four-hankie ending.”
“No, it’s wonderful.”
“I cry all the time,” says Jayne. “Why do I have to go to a movie to cry?”
“He’s lovely in this picture, he’s a darling person. And they are so real together.”
“We’re all flying back to New York on the same plane,” Jayne tells her. “Isn’t that cute?”
Everyone in the room has been listening politely without understanding a thing. Finally Jayne Mason acknowledges the rest of us by asking:
“Can I get some Evian water?”
“We’ve got sodas in the machine.” Galloway nods in my direction. I raise my can.
“The sugar would send me around the bend.”
“We’ve got regular water.”
“My nutritionist would have a conniption.”
Galloway is looking a bit rumpled and both attorneys have begun to search for a phone but Stockman hasn’t flinched.
“The water is coming, Jay.”
Again I am impressed by the dark throaty voice that seems to match the authority of her big solid body and today’s olive brown suit with brass buttons and gold braiding on the sleeves, an elegant takeoff on an officer’s uniform (Barbara would know which designer). Her legs are stocky — peasant legs — she keeps them knees up, pressed together, in brown stockings and matching pumps with the signature Cs. The olive quilted bag with the gold chain also says CC. She is sporting more Cs than a caracara.
While there is a nervous tenseness about Mason, Stockman is nothing but composed command. Her movements are resolute and unhurried. The black hair drawn back into the bow accentuates the cheekbones and knowing Mongolian eyes.
“Really, we can get water,” Galloway is going on, rattled.
“The hell with water, bring on the Scotch!” Mason cries cheerily and we laugh.
“Did you say hello to our woman FBI agent, Ana Grey?” Stockman prompts.
The movie star looks me in the eyes and extends her hand, instantly, subtly, putting me in my place. Make no mistake: we have been gathered here to serve her personal needs. I stumble out of Galloway’s chair. My hand is damp. Hers is trembling.
“We’ve heard such good things about you,” she murmurs with a smile.
It takes me by surprise. I can’t imagine what the good things were or who said them to whom.
“We’re very pleased to have a woman on the case,” adds Stockman.
“Ana’s here because she’s good, not because she’s female,” Galloway chimes in, placing a cigar in his mouth. “Don’t worry, I’m not going to light this.”
“Oh, men and their cocks,” Mason declares. “I told Clark Gable, why do you smoke a cigar when you’re hung like an ape?”
“Jay, don’t fib.”
“Women don’t need to smoke a big cigar or carry a gun to prove they can come.”
The two attorneys giggle quietly as if they’ve heard this kind of thing before. Galloway catches my eye with an amused look.
“Not that we don’t need to protect ourselves, that’s another story,” Miss Mason continues. “Tell me, Ana, do you carry a gun?”
“Yes, ma’am.”
“Good,” she whispers, “you can protect us from the lawyers!”
Everyone in the room is hooting and snorting as the door opens and Maureen, the formerly naked Maureen of the private beach, enters the office carrying a large bottle of Evian water.
“Sit by me, sweetie.”
Jayne Mason sweeps the folds of the dress aside so Maureen can be close. She is introduced as “the very talented girl who does my wardrobe, and a dear friend.”
‘We’ve met,” I respond, although from her vacant look I wonder if Maureen has a clue about when and where. She is definitely, as they say, “in her own space.” Today she looks like an incarnation from another era with those extraordinary ropes of orange-red hair falling from a tortoiseshell comb, a vintage rayon dress loaded with amber necklaces and running shoes with thick socks.
“I’m sorry, this is all they had at the 7-Eleven.” Maureen pulls a party pack of fifty plastic cups from a big canvas shoulder purse, plucks one out, and pours for Jayne.
Magda Stockman now addresses Galloway: “In my conversations with the Director, he assured me that we would receive your most serious attention.”
“You got it,” says Galloway. “Do you mind if we put this on tape?”
“I was hoping you would, so we may all have a record.”
Galloway places a Panasonic microcassette player on the coffee table and presses the On button.
Magda nudges softly, “Jayne?”
Jayne Mason stands up. Her eyes blink. Her hands find each other and clasp at the diaphragm as if she is about to begin a concert.
“This man, this Dr. Eberhardt, got me addicted to painkillers.”
She is moving now, turning to us occasionally, testing the swing of the skirt, adjusting her body to the space of the room.
“Of course I trusted him, I was his patient. At first the pills helped, but he kept giving me more until I couldn’t live without them. I became a drug addict, I can admit that now without shame.”
She lifts her chin, relaxing into the role.
‘What kind of pills were they?” Galloway asks.
“Dilaudid.” She glances at Stockman for reassurance, then goes on. “He said they were generic Dilaudid from Mexico, that they were cheaper that way, although he sure charged
I follow up: “Where did you get these pills from Mexico?”
She looks back to Stockman, confused. The manager answers for her smoothly: “He gave them to her in the office.”
“He didn’t write prescriptions?”
“Prescriptions would have been easy to trace. This guy is smart,” says one of the suits.
“Not that smart,” says the other. “Dispensing a controlled substance from his professional office?”
The intercom buzzes. Phone call for Miss Mason. She disappears into an adjoining office. The lawyers take the opportunity to make calls of their own. Galloway clicks off the tape recorder. We make small talk. I go to the bathroom. Fifteen minutes later we start again, Jayne Mason now poised dramatically by the window.
“Where did Dr. Eberhardt keep the Dilaudid?” I want to know specifically so when we search the office he doesn’t get the jump and flush the pills.
“In the examining room in a locked cabinet. He had a shoe box filled with bottles and boxes of all sorts of pills with Spanish writing on the labels. He’d give them to me, just like that.”
I think about this. Locked cabinet. Pills in a shoe box. Dr. Eberhardt sounds like a reckless fool. What I saw that moment in the alley behind his office was just the opposite: a man in his prime with everything ahead of him, very much in control. It was she who was out of control that day.
There are more interruptions — Miss Mason would like some yogurt to tide her over until luncheon but it has to be nonfat and it has to be honey nut crunch, until finally I’ve had it.
“Ms. Mason, with respect, can we cut to the chase?”
Galloway rolls his eyes. The two lawyers freeze on their stools as if a bolt of electricity has just shot up their butts, but Miss Mason and Ms. Stockman exchange a chuckle.
“I told you she was terrific,” the manager assures the actress. To Galloway, “Please tell your secretary Miss
