elbow and with a light pressure steered her away.
'You will excuse us, Douglas. I want Bugsy to meet some of the lads-' 'Bugsy, forsooth!' Douglas Hunt-Jeffreys shook his head in pained disbelief. 'These colonials are all of them barbarians. 'And he wandered away to find another gin and tonic.
'You don't like him?' Janine could not resist stirring Roland's jealousy a little.
'He's good at his job, 'Roland said shortly. 'I thought he was rather cute.' 'Perfidious Albion,'he replied. What does that mean?'
'He is a porn.' 'So am I,' she said with a slight edge -beneath her smile. 'And if you go back just a little, you are a porn my also, Roland Ballantyne.' 'The difference is you and I are good poms. Douglas Hunt-Jeffreys is a prick.' 'One of those. Oh goody! 'And he laughed with her.
'If there is one thing of which I approve wholeheartedly, it's a blatant self-confessed nymphomaniac,' he said.
'Then we are going to get on very well together, you and I.' She hugged his arm in a gesture of reconciliation, and he led her to a group of young men at the end of the bar. With their cropped heads and fresh faces they looked like under, graduates, only their eyes held that flat pebbly look, she remembered Hemingway had called them 'machine-gunners' eyes.'
'Nigel Taylor, Nandele Zama, Peter Sinclair,' Roland introduced them. 'These lads almost missed the party. They only got back from the bush two hours ago. This morning they had a good contact near the Gwaai, twenty-six kills.' Janine hesitated over her choice of words, and then said faintly, 'That's nice,' rather than 'Congratulations', both of which seemed grossly inappropriate for the passing of twenty-six human lives. It seemed to suffice, however.
'Will you be riding the colonel this evening, Donna?' the young Matabele sergeant asked eagerly, and Janine looked hurriedly to Roland for clarification. Even in such a close family environment it seemed a rather personal enquiry.
'Mess tradition,' Roland grinned at her discomfort. 'At midnight Sergeant-Major and I race down to the main gates and back. Princess Gondele will be his jockey, and I am afraid you will be rather expected to do the honours for me.' 'You are not as fat as Princess,' the young Matabele ran An appraising eye over Janine, 'I'm going to bet ten dollars on you, Donna.' 'Oh goodness. I do hope we don't let you down.' By midnight the excitement was frenetic, of the peculiar quality that grips men who live their daily lives in mortal danger and who know that this stolen hour of joyous existence may be their last. They thrust bunches of banknotes into the hands of the adjutant who was official holder of bets, and crowded around their fancies to bolster them with raucous encouragement.
Princess and Janine were in stockinged feet with their skirts, tucked up and tucked into their panties like little girls at the seaside, standing on a chair on each side of the main doors to the mess. Outside, the tarmac road down to the main gates was lit by the headlights of army vehicles parked along the verge, and lined with the overflow from the mess bar, all of them full of gin and rowdy enthusiasm.
On the bar Sergeant-Major Gondele and Roland were stripped down to breeches and jungle boots. Esau Gondele was a black giant, his shaven head like a cannonball, and his shoulders lumpy with muscle. Beside him even Roland looked like a boy, his chest untouched by the sun was very smooth and white.
'You trip me this time, S'am-Major, and I'll tear your head off,' he warned, and Esau patted his shoulder soothingly.
'Sorry, boss. You ain't ever going to get close enough to trip.'
The adjutant took the last bets, and then mounted to the bar-top rather unsteadily with a service pistol in one hand and a glass in the other.
'Shut up, all of you. At the gun the two competitors will each consume a quart bottle of beer. When the bottle is empty they will be free to take up one of these beautiful young ladies.' There was a storm of wolf-whistles and clapping.
'Do shut up, chaps!' The adjutant swaying precariously on the bar-top tried to look stern.
'We all know the rules.' 'Get on with it.' The adjutant made a gesture of resignation, pointed the pistol at the ceiling, and pulled the trigger. There was a crash of shot and one of the roof lights went out. The adjutant's bald head was showered with fragments of the shattered bulb.
'I say, I forgot to change to blanks,' he murmured distractedly, but nobody took any further interest in him. Sergeant-Major Gondele and Roland both had their heads thrown back, the base of the black bottles pointed at the roof, and their throats pulsed regularly as the frothing beer gushed down them. Gondele finished a second before Roland, leaped from the' counter emitted a great beer belch, and swept a squealing Princess up onto his shoulders. He was out of the doors before Janine could wrap her bare legs around Roland's neck.
Roland scorned the veranda stairs, and vaulted over the far railing. It was a four-foot drop to the lawn below, and Janine, a veteran of the hunt, only stayed on his shoulders by a fierce grip in his hair and a miracle of balance, but they had cut two yards off the big Matabele's lead. They stayed close behind him down the long curving drive, jungle boots pounding on the black tarmac with Roland grunting at each stride, and Janine bouncing and swaying on his shoulders. The spectators howled' and leaned on the horns of the parked trucks so the noise was pandemonium.
They reached the main gates, and the black sentry recognized Roland and gave him a flourishing salute.
'At ease!' Roland told him as he turned in Gondele's wake.
'If you get a chance, pull Princess off,' he panted to Janine.
'That's cheating,' she protested breathlessly. 'This is war, baby.' Gondele was breathing like a bull, lumbering up the hill with the headlights glistening on his burnished muscles, and still two paces behind him Roland ran with quick light steps. Janine could feel the strength flowing out of his body like electricity, but it was not that alone that started whittling the inches off Gondele's lead. It was that same rage to win that she had seen grip him on the courts at Queen's Lynn.
Then suddenly they were running side by side, straining their hearts and bodies beyond mere physical strength. It was at the end a contest of Wills, a trial of who could bear the agony longest.
Janine looked across at Princess, and saw in her set expression that she expected Janine to foul her, both knew it was within the rules and she had heard Roland order Janine to do so.
'Don't worry,' Janine called to her, and got a flashing smile as a reward.
Shoulder to shoulder the two men came around the bend of the driveway, the lawn stretched to meet them, and beneath her Janine felt Roland make some' almost mystical call on reserves that should not have existed. It was to her unthinkable that anyone could make such effort to win a childish contest a normal man could not have done it, a totally sane man would not have done it. There was a wildness, a madness in Roland Ballantyne that frightened and at the same time elated her.
In the glare of the headlights and the roar of the crowd, Roland Ballantyne simply burned off the bigger stronger man and left him floundering half a dozen yards behind him as he leaped up the stairs, crashed through the mess doors and dropped Janine onto the bar-top.
His face was swollen and ugly red as he thrust it inches from hers. 'I told you to do something,' he snarled hoarsely. 'Don't you ever disobey me again, ever!' And in that moment she was truly afraid of him.
Then he went to Esau Gondele and the two of them threw their arms around each other and sobbed with laughter and exhaustion and staggered in a circle trying to lift each other off their feet. The adjutant thrust a roll of bank-notes into Roland's hand. 'Your winnings, sir,' he said, and Roland slapped it onto the bar counter. 'Come on, lads, help me drink it up,' he wheezed, still fighting for breath.
Esau Gondele took one sip of his beer and then poured the rest over Roland's head.
'Sorry, Nkosi,' he roared. 'But I've always wanted to do that.'
'This is, my dear, just a typical homely evening with Ballantyne's Scouts.' Janine looked around to find Douglas Hunt-Jeffreys beside her, with the ivory cigarette-holder between his teeth. 'Some time when the varsity tugger club atmosphere palls, and your intended is away in the bush, you might find a little civilized company makes a pleasant change.' 'The only thing about you that interests me is what makes you think I might be interested.' 'It takes one to recognize one, darling.'
'You are impertinent. I could tell Roland.' 'You could,' he agreed.
'But then I always like to live dangerously. Goodnight, Doctor Carpenter, I hope we meet again.' They left the mess after two in the morning. Despite the alcohol he had taken, Roland drove as he always did, very fast and well. When they reached her apartment, he carried her up the stairs, despite her muted protests. 'You will wake everybody in the building!' 'If they sleep so lightly just wait until I get you upstairs. They will be sending you lawyers' letters, or get-well cards. ' After he had made love to her, he fell instantly asleep.
She lay next to him and watched his face in the orange and red flashes of the neon sign on the roof of the service station across the street. In relaxation he was even more beautiful than awake, but she found herself thinking suddenly of Craig Mellow, of his funniness and his gentleness.
'They are so different,' she thought. 'And yet I love them both now, each in a different way.' It troubled
