A love that died with Augustus’ fourth trip to the Hall of Minds.
Flynn had been barely old enough to understand the change that accompanied his father’s fourth glyph. When he had come back from his turn at the solstice festival, he was colder. More like the ancient automatons of the Triad. His voice lost passion, and inflection, and affection.
And he had let his flowers die.
The seasons turned again and the following equinox came with the associated festivals. Like the solstices, the equinoxes marked the time when pilgrims came from all corners of Salmagundi to visit the Hall of Minds. During the festival, the population of Ashley doubled, crowding with a press of people coming to select a new tattoo for their brow, and a new ancestor to merge into their own mind.
It also marked the time when those who had reached their fifteenth year since the prior festival were expected to select their first ancestor and become an adult. By then Flynn had been almost seventeen, the oldest child there to come of age, and the first selected to walk into the Hall of Minds. He hadn’t the authority—or the courage—to refuse. All he had been able to do was choose which ancestor he would come to host.
“Here you are.”
Flynn turned and saw his mother standing in the doorway, facing him. He wished he had taken a glass of scotch. “Hello, Mother.”
“You’re ignoring our guests. That isn’t polite.”
“I needed some time to myself—”
“Flynn, you’re by yourself all the time. You live out in the wilderness. Can you please be social?”
“They don’t want to talk to me. You know that. I make them uncomfortable.”
“You can change that—”
“Don’t start—”
“Come back, be a part of society. Isn’t there someone—”
“Stop it!”
“You’re rejecting the lives of everyone who came before us, their knowledge, their expertise, your father—”
Flynn stood up. “My father died eighteen years ago!”
His mother took a step back. Flynn could hear a few gasps back in the reception area. He didn’t care any longer.
“Son—”
“Where was the memorial when the Triad jacked him into the Hall and diluted his soul to the point of nonexistence? What about you? Did you mourn him the morning when he couldn’t remember what was him and what was a decade-old recording?”
“Please lower your voice.”
“Why? Everybody here knows what I think. Hell, everyone here is the same fucking person. The same tepid average of everyone the consensus made important.” Flynn pushed past his mother and faced the crowd, who was now all staring at him. “Here’s a little game, folks. That same shocked expression you’re all wearing, is that you, or someone you downloaded?”
He slammed the door on the way out.