'Yeah, sorry, Raist.' Caramon flushed. 'I keep forgetting. Damn! That one bastard broke a chair over my back end when I was bending over. I know I got splinters… '
'Yes, my brother,' Raistlin murmured, not listening. His gaze went to the door at the end of the hall, a door marked with the number 16.
Behind that door, Amberyl paced restlessly, clasping and unclasping her hands and occasionally making that low, moaning cry.
'How could this happen?' she asked feverishly, walking back and forth, back and forth the small chamber. The room was chill and dark. In her preoccupation, Amberyl had allowed the fire to go out. 'Why did this happen? How could it happen? Why didn't any of the wise foresee this?' Over and over again she repeated these words, her feet tracing the circular path of her thoughts out upon the grime-encrusted wooden floor.
'I must talk to him,' she said to herself suddenly. 'He is magi, after all. He may know some way… some way to… help…Yes! I'll talk to him.'
Grabbing up her scarf, she wound it around her face again and cautiously opened the door. The hallway was empty and she started to creep out when she realized she had no idea which room was his.
'Perhaps he isn't even staying the night,' she said, sagging against the door frame in despair. 'What would I say to him anyway?' Turning, she started back into her room when she stopped. 'No, I MUST find him!' she said and closed the door firmly so that she might not be tempted back inside. 'If he isn't up here yet, I'll go after him.'
Moving down the hall, Amberyl crept near each door, listening. Behind some she heard groans and muttered oaths and hurriedly shied away from these, realizing that her attackers were inside, recovering from their fray with the mage and his brother. At another door there was the shrill giggle of a female and the deeper laughter of a man. Amberyl continued to number 13.
'But, Raist! What am I supposed to say to the girl? 'Come down to our room, my brother wants you'?'
Recognizing the voice, Amberyl pressed closer against the door, listening carefully.
'If that is all you can think of saying, then say that.'
The whispering, sneering voice, barely heard above the howling of the storm wind, sent tiny prickles of pain through Amberyl's body. Shivering, she drew closer still. 'I don't care what you do, just bring her to me!'
Amberyl heard a shuffling sound and a deprecating cough. 'Uh, Raist, I don't know how grateful you think she's gonna be, but from what I've seen of her — »
'Caramon,' said the whispering voice, 'I am weary and sick, and I have no more patience to cope with your stupidity. I told you to bring the girl to me. Now do so…' The voice trailed off in coughing.
There came the sound of heavy footsteps nearing the door. Fearful of being caught listening, yet unable to leave, Amberyl wondered frantically what to do. She had just decided to run back to her room and hide when the door opened.
'Name of the gods!' Caramon said in astonishment, reaching out and catching hold of Amberyl as she shrank backward. 'Here she is, Raist! Standing outside in the hall. Eavesdropping!'
'Is she?' The golden-eyed, golden-skinned mage looked up curiously from where he sat huddled by the fire as his brother half-dragged, half-led Amberyl into the room. 'What were you doing out there?' he asked, his eyes narrowing.
For a moment, Amberyl could say nothing. She just stood staring at the mage, twisting the bottom of her scarf in her hands.
'Hold on, Raist,' Caramon said gently. 'Don't yell at her. The poor thing's freezing. Her hands are like a ghoul's. Here, my lady,' the big man said awkwardly, leading her closer to the fire and drawing up a chair for her. 'Sit down. You'll catch your death.' He put his hand on her scarf. 'This is wet from the snow. Let me take — »
'No!' Amberyl cried in a choked voice, her hands going to the scarf. 'No,' she repeated more softly, flushing to see Raistlin look at her with a grim smile. 'I–I'm fine. I
.. never… catch cold. Please…'
'Leave us, Caramon,' Raistlin said coldly.
'What?' The big man looked startled.
'I said leave us. Go back to your pitcher of ale and the barmaid. She appeared not insensible to your attractions.'
'Uh, sure, Raist. If that's what you want…' Caramon hesitated, looking at his brother with such a dumb- founded expression on his face that Amberyl started to laugh, only it came out in a sob. Hiding her face in her scarf, she tried to check her tears.
'Leave us!' Raistlin ordered.
'Sure!' Amberyl heard Caramon backing out the door. 'Just… just remember, you're not strong, Raistlin…'
The door closed gently.
'I–I'm sorry,' Amberyl faltered, raising her face from the scarf, using the hem to dry her eyes. 'I didn't mean to cry. I lost control. It — it won't happen again.'
Raistlin did not answer her. Comfortably settled in a battered old chair, the mage sat calmly staring at Amberyl, his frail hands clutching a mug of tea that had long ago gone cold. Behind him, near at hand, his staff leaned against the wall. 'Remove the scarf,' he said finally, after a long silence.
Swallowing her tears, Amberyl slowly reached up and unwound the scarf from her face. The expression in the golden eyes did not change; it was cold and smooth as glass. Amberyl discovered, looking into those eyes, that she could see herself reflected there. She wouldn't be able to enter again, not as she had on the stairs. The mage had put up barriers around his soul.
Too late! she thought in despair. Too late…
'What have you done to me?' Raistlin asked, still not moving. 'What spell have you cast upon me? Name it, that I may know how to break it.'
Amberyl looked down, unable to stand the gaze of those strange eyes a moment longer. 'No — no spell,' she murmured, twisting the scarf round and round. 'I–I am not.
not magi… as surely you can tell — »
'Damn you!' Raistlin slid out of the chair with the speed of a striking snake. Hurling the mug to the floor, he grabbed hold of Amberyl's wrists and dragged her to her feet. 'You're lying! You have done something to me! You invaded my being! You LIVE inside me! All I can think of is you. All I see in my mind is your face. I cannot concentrate! My magic eludes me! What have you done, woman?'
'You're hurting me!' Amberyl cried softly, twisting her arms in his grasp. His touch burned. She could feel an unnatural warmth radiate from his body, as though he were being consumed alive by some inner fire.
'I will hurt you much worse than this,' Raistlin hissed, drawing her nearer, 'if you do not tell me what I ask!'
'I–I can't explain!' Amberyl whispered brokenly, gasping as Raistlin tightened his grip. 'Please! You must believe me. I didn't do this to you deliberately! I didn't mean for this to happen — »
'Then why did you come here… to my room?'
'You — you are magi… I hoped there might be some way… You might know — »
' — how to break the enchantment,' Raistlin finished softly, loosening his grip and staring at Amberyl. 'So — you are telling the truth. It is happening to you. I see that now. That's the real reason you came here, isn't it? Somehow I have invaded your being as well.'
Amberyl hung her head. 'No. I mean yes. Well, partly.' Raising her face, she looked at the mage. 'I did truly come here to see if there wasn't some way…'
Laughing bitterly, Raistlin dropped her hands. 'How can I remove a spell when you won't tell me what you have cast?'
'It isn't a spell!' Amberyl cried despairingly. She could see the marks his fingers had left on her flesh.
'Then what is it?' Raistlin shouted. His voice cracked and, coughing, he fell backward, clutching his chest.
'Here,' Amberyl said, reaching out her hands, 'let me help — »
'Get out!' Raistlin panted through lips flecked with blood and froth. With his last strength, he shoved Amberyl away from him, then sank down into his chair. 'Get out!' he said again. Though the words were inaudible, his eyes spoke them clearly, the hourglass pupils dilated with rage.
