leaving her, but somehow he couldn't find the words.
The silence between them grew uncomfortable. Undoubtedly she was thinking of this morning as well.
'Nikol,' he began, longing to say what was in his heart.
She turned away from him hurriedly, began looking with self-conscious intensity back at the ground.
'Have you ever known goblins to take hostages, Brother?' she asked him abruptly, putting, he thought, a heavy emphasis on his title.
Michael sighed, shook his head tiredly. 'No, I haven't. It takes a subtle mind to plot exchanging hostages for ransom. Goblins think only of looting and killing.'
'Precisely. And yet they took Nicholas, stole him deliberately. They took him alone. They didn't want anyone else. They killed poor old Giles. Why? Unless they were under orders to capture Nicholas…'
Her face was flushed with her new idea. She forgot the strained formality. 'That's it, Michael! The attack on the castle was a diversion to cover their real intent: capturing Nicholas. Which means that someone wants him and that someone must want him alive!'
'Yes, my lady.' Michael agreed.
No need to tell her that her twin, if he was still alive, might well have good reason to wish himself dead. A few hours fruitless searching and Nikol would be forced to admit defeat. Then, perhaps, he could persuade her to take refuge in some neighboring manor, while he himself prepared to leave…
'Michael!'
Her excited voice rang like silver in the still air. He hastened through the brush toward her.
'Look! Look at this!' Nikol pointed to a splotch in the trampled grass. Blood. Red blood. Human blood.
Before Michael could say a word, Nikol had dashed off, following a trail that broke from the main one. He hurried after her, not knowing whether to give thanks or curse the gods that had put this sign in her way.
They came upon the clearing. Both stopped. Although the sun shone brightly, the evil that lingered in the place covered it with a dark cloud. Nikol put her hand to the hilt of her sword, but nerveless fingers slipped from it. Unconsciously, she reached out to Michael. His hand closed over hers, and they drew close together, shivering in the chill, sunlit darkness.
'Oh, Michael,' Nikol whispered brokenly, 'where is he? What have they done to him? I — '
She gave a cry. The large puddle of red blood glistened in the light. Near it lay the bandage she had wrapped with her own hands around her brother's wound. Nikol covered her face with her hands, slumped against Michael's chest. He put his arms around her, held her shivering body close.
'My lady, we must go away from here.' Michael's love for her, his pity, was agony. 'Let me take you to Sir Thomas's manor. You will be safe — '
'No!' Hastily, Nikol wiped her eyes, pushed herself away from his comforting embrace. 'I was weak for a moment. This dreadful place…' She looked around, shuddered. 'But Nicholas isn't here. His body isn't here,' she continued, her tone grim, resolute. 'They've taken him off somewhere. He's still alive. I know he's alive!'
She began searching the clearing. It did not take her long to find the tracks left by the wheels of the cart, or the spoor of blood that led to it. She followed the signs;
Michael followed her. Both found the opening burned into the forest, the opening of darkness. They stopped, stared at it, blood chilling in their veins.
'I think this is what it must be like to gaze into the Abyss,' said Michael in awe.
Nikol's face was ashen, her eyes wide and terrified. She stood close to him, and he could feel her body tremble beneath the armor. 'I can't go in there…'
Wind moaned in the tops of the blackened trees, a cry of pain, as if the trees were screaming. And then Michael realized, with a thrill of horror, that the cry came from a human throat. He hoped against hope that Nikol had not heard.
'Come, my lady, let us go away from this evil place — '
'Nicholas!' Nikol called out in anguish. 'I hear you! We're coming!' She took a step forward, into the noisome shadows.
Michael caught hold of her. 'Nikol, you can't!'
She struck at him, hard, shoved him back. 'I'm going. And so are you, you coward!' Her hand closed over his wrist with a grip of iron. 'You will heal him — '
'I can't!' Michael cried savagely. 'Look! Look!' He yanked the holy symbol from its hiding place beneath his robes, held it up for Nikol to see. 'It's dark, as dark as that path before us. Do you know what that means? The goddess has turned away from me. She won't answer my prayers. Even if we did find Nicholas, I could do nothing for him.'
Nikol stared at him, not comprehending. 'But… how? How could the goddess abandon you?'
Because I abandoned the goddess! I did it for you, for you and Nicholas! Michael wanted to shout at her, vent his frustration, his fear and anger — anger at her, anger at the gods…
He shivered suddenly. He shouldn't be angry. That was wrong. The faithful were never angry, never questioned. Again, he'd been found lacking.
'I can't explain,' Michael said tiredly. 'The matter is between myself and my god. But, now, you must come away from this place. As you see, there's nothing we can do…'
Nikol let go of him, as she might have tossed away a piece of rubbish.
'Thank you for accompanying me this far.' Her voice was cold, bitter with disappointment. 'You needn't go on with me. This place holds far more danger for you than for me, for now it appears that you are defenseless against its evil. Farewell, Brother — ! mean, Michael.'
She turned and walked, with firm step, into the fearsome, fire-ravaged forest. The shadows surrounded her instantly. He lost sight of her, could not even see a glint of her armor.
Michael stood shivering on the outskirts of the blackened woods. Mishakal's words, forgotten until now, came back. to him suddenly, as if spoken for this very time, this very place.
IF YOU LACK FAITH, IF YOU STAY AND INTERFERE, YOU RUN THE RISK OF DOOMING YOURSELF, THE WOMAN, AND THE WORLD TO A TERRIBLE FATE!
He had stayed. He had interfered. He had helped bring this evil upon her, upon himself, perhaps upon the world!
'I should have faith,' he counseled himself. 'If I did, I'd let her go. Paladine is with her. Love armors her. She will only lose her life. I might lose my soul! I should turn away, seek the Lost Citadel, beg the goddess to forgive me. I have only until tonight to find it, to retrieve my faith…'
He did turn away. He turned his back on the dark and fearsome woods into which she had vanished. He took a step away from her and then another. And then, he stopped.
He could not leave her. He could not leave her to die alone, in pain and in terror. Although it would cost him his soul, he would go with her, be with her until the end.
Until doom fell upon them… and the world.
Part VI
Michael was blind. Darkness, thick and suffocating, fell over his sight the moment he entered the fearsome woods. His loss of vision was utter and instantaneous. He could see nothing — not vague shadowy outlines, not movement. He could see neither the shine of Nikol's armor nor the sheen of her golden hair. So strange and terrifying was his sudden blindness that he involuntarily put his hand to his eyes. It seemed to him that they must have been plucked out.
'Michael?' Nikol was frightened. 'Michael… is that you? Michael, I can't see!'
'I'm here,' he said.
He tried to sound reassuring, but he choked on the words. Yes, he was here. A lot of good it would do her, do either of them. He reached out with groping hands toward the sound of her voice, the silvery jingle of the buckles on her armor. 'I… can't see either, my lady.'
He paused, blinked. Suddenly, he could see. He could see the way out, the way back. He could see the hot sunlight shining in the clearing, see the ruts left by the wagon wheels leading into these woods. He gasped aloud in
