'Pardon me, sir, for what I am about to say to you, and which I would have said long ago had I only had the opportunity; and-and-
'Go on, Miss Della,' said the General, though he moved uneasily in his chair.
'General Delville, I, of course, am not unaware of your intentions with regard to myself, or the object of your visits at papa's house. I would not pain you for the world, sir; I esteem you, I
The General sat before her, looking all the astonishment he felt, but said not a word. Della went on, with flushed cheek and fluttering heart, but with voice calm and steady.
'Indeed, sir, I feel for you all the earnest esteem, all the warm, enduring affection, which a knowledge of your character cannot fail to inspire one with, especially one so very much younger than yourself as I. But as for that love which would make me truthfully perform the marriage vows, I do not experience it, and never can. I have never, since the first evening I met you, sir, intended in the least to encourage any particular attention on your part for myself. The encouragement, which I will admit has been by no means slight, you must acknowledge has been entirely on the part of my parents.'
'And that is where a gentleman looks for encouragement, Miss Delancey.'
'Most unfortunately, too true, sir; but in this instance I cannot conform to such a code of ethics, and give you a heart beating always indifferently for you. I set the case before you as it is. I tell you the
The hand was taken, and held fondly against the stout heart beside her; and for a moment neither spoke-the old man looking thoughtfully upon the floor-the young girl gazing anxiously into his expressive face.
'Deep as is my disappointment, Miss Della, I cannot but confess that you have acted nobly. You have even won my heart closer in the last half hour than ever before. You have done what I would never have expected you would do; and, though I am the sufferer, I honor-I admire you for it. True, I am an old man; I could never have
Della burst into tears.
'General Delville, I knew I could not be mistaken in your noble nature.'
'Pardon an old man's curiosity, my child,' said he, dropping at once into the relationship Della had chosen for them; 'but may I ask if a younger suitor influences you in this matter?'
Della blushed very deeply, but answered, frankly, through her tears, in the affirmative.
'You are sure you have chosen one worthy of such a heart as yours?'
'I think so, most truly.'
'And his circumstances and station befit your own?'
'In point of wealth and station he is undoubtedly beneath me; but in nature, in heart, I am certain he is all I could wish.'
'And, knowing this, how could your father sanction my suit?'
'He knew nothing of these circumstances, sir. I have, from necessity, kept it a secret from him. May I trust you to do the same?'
'You may, indeed. I would not sanction duplicity between father and child; but neither would I have you sacrifice your happiness to a father's pride. In early youth, had she, who won my first affections, been as true to me, through such a test, as you have been to him you love through this, I would, probably, have never occupied the position of an old and disappointed suitor before you here.'
'I would gladly reveal all to my parents, but that I know and dread the consequences. And when they learn the course I have this day pursued with you, the storm will perhaps be no less fierce.'
'Fear nothing, Della; from this hour I am your sincere and devoted champion, in all causes wherein I believe you to be
Della placed both hands in General Delville's, and looked up earnestly and trustfully into his noble face.
'Believe me, I always will.'
'And I may continue to be a welcome visitor here?'
'Always, always.'
'Enough, Della. Farewell.'
'Adieu,
The General's tall figure passed into the lofty hall, and Della heard the door close behind him. She hurried to a window, and watched him as he descended the steps and entered his carriage, then, with a feeling of reverential affection for that proud spirit and noble heart which an hour before she had scarcely expected to feel, she passed out of the parlor on her way to her own room. Traces of tears were still upon her cheeks, and her whole face still bore evidence of recent agitation.
As she was about to ascend the stairs, Mrs. Delancey's maid met her, with the message that her mother desired an interview.
'Say to my mother, that I beg to be excused for a few moments, but will be with her presently,' said Della, proceeding up the stairs.
The girl obeyed, but returned immediately, and over-taking Della on the stairs, said:-
'Mistress says you must come instantly, Miss; that she wishes to see you before you go to your room.'
Dispelling, as far as possible, all traces of agitation, Della returned to her mother's apartment. The moment Mrs. Delancey's eyes fell upon her child's features, she held out her hand, with a bland smile, exclaiming:-
'Ah, Dort, I see how it is, dear; couldn't get through with a proposal without crying a little, eh? Rather undignified, I must say, but perfectly natural for unexperienced girls, I suppose. Allow me to congratulate you.'
Della pressed the hand her mother gave, and made an effort to speak; but choked, faltered, and failed entirely, bursting into a violent fit of weeping instead.
'Really, my child, you surprise-you shock me; if you can't behave any better now, what will you ever do at the wedding? Really, I am ashamed of you! At your age I had received seven offers, and never shed a tear!'
'Perhaps you didn't accept them, Madam; and so, sever the ties which bound you to father and mother, and home,' said Minnie, who had entered just in time to hear Mrs. Delancey's last remark.
'That's true enough,' returned the lady, as if she had not thought of the fact before. 'Della, you can go to your room till you are more composed; I will tell your father what has happened, so your timidity will be spared that.'
'Oh, don't tell him anything, mamma; don't tell him this,' sobbed Della.
'Nonsense, Dort; worse and worse. Go to your room, and don't make your appearance again until you can come with a face more composed, and features not all swollen and distorted by weeping.'
Della obeyed, and her mother saw her no more that night.
'Oh, Minny!' exclaimed the young girl, as the privacy of her own apartment was gained, and she threw herself, still sobbing, on the quadroon's bosom; 'didn't you know before I went down that I never would accept him, that I never could marry him, never?'
'Yes, Miss, I knew it.'
'Yet you implied to mamma, Minn, that you believed I had accepted him, and you know she thinks I tell you everything. Oh, Minny, you musn't tell falsehoods for my sake!'