Dark Lover

the hell out of them. And if it got widely known that vampires existed? They'd come after us even if they weren't in the society. Humans are threatened by anything different, and their response is to fight. They're bullies, picking on the weak, cowering from the strong.' Wrath shook his head. 'Besides, they irritate me. Look at how their folklore portrays our species. There's Dracula, for Christ's sake, an evil bloodsucker who preys on the defenseless. There's piss-poor B movies and porn. And don't get me started on the whole Halloween thing. Plastic fangs. Black capes. The only things the idiots got right are that we drink blood and that we can't go out in the daylight. The rest is bullshit, fabricated to alienate us and stimulate fear in the masses. Or just as offensive, the fiction is used to create some kind of mystique for bored humans who think the dark side is a fun place to visit.'

'But you don't really hunt us, right?'

'Don't use that word. It's them, Beth. Not us. You are not wholly human right now, and soon you won't be human at all.' He paused. 'And no, I don't hunt them. But if they get in my way, they've got a serious problem.'

She considered what he'd said, trying to ignore the panic that rose every time she thought about the transition she was supposedly about to go through.

'When you went after Butch like that… Surely he's not a… whatever, a lesser.'

'He tried to keep me from you.' Wrath's jaw clenched. 'I will level anyone and anything before I'd let that happen. And whether he's your lover or not, if he does it again-'

'You promised me you wouldn't kill him.'

'I won't take him out. But I'm not going to go easy on him.'

Something worth giving Hard-ass a heads-up on, she thought.

'Why aren't you eating?' Wrath demanded. 'You need food.'

She looked down. Food? Her life was suddenly a Stephen King novel and he was worried about her diet?

'Eat.' He nodded at her bowl. 'You want to be as strong as possible for the change.'

Beth picked up her spoon, just to get him off her back. The soup tasted like Elmer's glue even though she imagined it was perfectly made, perfectly seasoned.

'You're armed right now, aren't you?' she asked.

'Yes, I am.'

'Do you ever put down your weapons?'

'No.'

'But when we were…' She shut her mouth before the words making love popped out.

He leaned forward. 'There's always something within my reach. Even when I take you.'

Beth swallowed. Hot thoughts warred with the horrible realization that he was either paranoid or evil was truly always close.

And damn, she thought. Wrath was a lot of things. But he sure wasn't the hysterical type.

There was a long silence between them, until Fritz cleared the soup bowls and brought in plates of lamb. She noticed that

Wrath's meat had been cut up for him into bite-sized pieces. Odd, she thought.

'I have something I want to show you after dinner.' He picked up his fork, and it took him two tries to spear some meat with the tines.

And that was when she realized he wasn't even bothering to look at his plate. His gaze was focused down the table.

A chill went through her. Something was very off.

She looked carefully at the sunglasses he wore.

She remembered his fingertips searching her face that first night they were together, as if he'd been trying to see her through touch. And then thought of the fact that he always wore those lenses, as if he weren't just blocking out light, but covering his eyes.

'Wrath?' she said softly.

He reached out for his wineglass, his hand not closing around it until the crystal hit his palm.

'What?' He brought the glass to his lips, but put it back down. 'Fritz? We need red.'

'Right here, master.' Fritz came in with another bottle. 'Mistress?'

'Ah, yes, thank you.'

When the door to the kitchen flapped shut, Wrath said, 'You have something else to ask me?'

She cleared her throat. She had to be reading into things. Desperate to find a weakness in him, she was now trying to convince herself that he was blind.

If she were smart, and that was seriously debatable, she'd quickly run through her list of questions. And then go home.

'Beth?'

'Yeah… ah, so it's true you can't go out during the day?'

'Vampires do not do sunlight.'

'What happens?'

'Second- to third-degree burns will immediately pop up upon exposure. Incineration occurs not long afterward. The sun is not something you want to screw with.'

'But I can go outside now.'

'You haven't gone through the change. Although who knows? Afterward you might still be able to tolerate it. It's different for people who have a human parent. Vampire char-acteristics can be diluted.' He took a drink from his glass, licking his lips. 'Then again, you're going to go through the transition, so Darius's blood is strong in your veins.'

'How often will I have to… feed?'

'In the beginning, fairly frequently. Maybe twice, three times a month. Although again, there's no way of knowing.'

'After you help me through the first time, how will I be able to find a man who I can drink-'

Wrath's growl stopped her. When she looked up, she shrank into the chair. He was back to being pissed.

'I'll take care of finding you someone,' he said, his accent thicker than usual. 'Until then, you will use me.'

'Hopefully that won't be for long,' she muttered, thinking that he didn't look happy about getting stuck with her.

His mouth curled as he looked her way. 'So eager for someone else?'

'No, I just thought that…'

'What? You thought what?' His tone was hard, hard as the stare shooting out from behind the sunglasses.

The fact that he clearly didn't want to be tied to her was difficult to put into words. The rejection hurt even though she'd no doubt be better off without him.

'I… ah, Tohr said you were the king of the vampires. I kind of figure that would make you busy.'

'My boy's got to learn to zip it.'

'Is it true? That you're the king?'

'No,' he snapped.

Well, if that wasn't a door getting slammed in her face.

'Are you married? I mean, do you have a mate? Or two?' she said quickly, figuring she might as well let it all fly. His mood was already back in black. It wasn't like she could make it worse.

'Christ. No.'

Well, that was a relief of sorts. Although it was clear what he thought of relationships.

She took a sip of wine. 'Do you have a woman in your life at all?'

'No.'

'So who do you feed from?'

Long silence. Not an encouraging one.

I here was someone.

'Was?'