Lover Revealed

seizure took over, traveling into his hips and his torso, making his arms flap and his back slap against the floor.

He rode the wave as best he could, trying to hang on to consciousness until it was just impossible.

When he came back, he was dizzy.

'That one didn't last so long,' Marissa said, smoothing his hair back. 'Butch, can you hear me?'

He nodded and tried to lift his arm to her. But then his feet started up with the Fred Astaire routine again.

Three more trips through the seizure park and the belt was finally taken out of his mouth. As he tried to speak, he realized how truly drunk he was. His brain was barely kicking over, he was so wasted. Except… hold up —he couldn't remember hitting the Scotch.

'Marissa,' he mumbled, taking her hand. 'Don't want to see you drink so much.' Wait, not really what he'd been going for. 'Ah… don't you to see me drink so much… want.'

Whatever. God… he was so confused.

V smiled a little, but it was the kind of falsey number doctors gave to patients who were about to throw up. 'He's going to need something with sugar in it. Rhage, you got a lollipop on you?'

Butch looked over as a wicked handsome blond guy knelt down. 'I know you,' Butch said. 'Hey… buddy.'

'Hey, my man.' Rhage reached into the pocket of his fleece and pulled out a Tootsie Pop. After ripping the wrapper off, he put the thing into Butch's mouth.

Butch groaned. Goddamn, that was the best thing he'd ever tasted in his whole life. Grape. Sweet. Ahhhh…

'Is he seizing again?' Marissa asked.

'I think he likes it,' Rhage murmured. 'That right, cop?'

Butch nodded and nearly lost the lollipop, so Rhage took control of the stick, holding it in place.

Man, they were so good to him. Marissa stroking his hair and holding his hand. V's palm a warm weight on his leg. Rhage making sure the Tootsie Pop stayed where it needed to be—

All of a sudden, higher reasoning and short-term memory came back in a rush, like his brain was being poured back into his skull. He wasn't drunk. The regression. The ancestor regression. V's hand on his chest. The blackness.

'What was the result?' he asked, panicked. 'V… what did you find out? What was—'

Everyone around him took a deep breath and someone muttered, Thank God he's really back.

At that moment, two steel-toed shitkickers approached from the right. Butch's eyes latched on to them, then rose higher, taking in a pair of leather-clad legs, then a huge body.

Wrath towered over them all.

The king reached up and removed his wraparounds, revealing brilliant, gleaming, pale green eyes. As they didn't appear to have pupils, the stare was like getting hit with a pair of klieg lights.

Wrath smiled broadly, his fangs so very white. 'What's doing… cousin.'

Butch frowned. 'What…?'

'You've got some of me in you, cop.' Wrath's smile stuck around as he slid his glasses back on. ' 'Course, I always knew you were a royal. Just didn't think it went past the pain-in-the-ass part, is all.'

'Are you… serious?'

Wrath nodded. 'You're of my line, Butch. One of mine.'

As Butch's chest got tight, he braced himself for another seizure. And so did everyone else: Rhage took the lollipop out and reached for the belt. Marissa and V tensed up.

But what came out of him was a rush of laughter. A ridiculous, belly-rolling, tear-up, stupid-idiot wave of happy hysteria.

Butch laughed and laughed and kissed Marissa's hand. Then laughed some more.

Marissa felt the satisfaction and the excitement humming through Butch's body as he let loose. But when he beamed up at her, she couldn't share his joy.

He lost his smile. 'Baby, it's going to be all right.'

Vishous got to his feet. 'Why don't we give you guys a minute alone?'

'Thank you,' she said.

After the Brothers left, Butch sat up. 'This is our chance—'

'If I asked, would you not do the transition?'

He froze. As if she'd slapped him again. 'Marissa—'

'Would you?'

'Why don't you want me with you?'

'I do. And I would choose the future we have now over a hypothetical cast of centuries any day. Can't you understand that?'

He blew out a long breath, his jaw tightening. 'Christ, I love you.'

Okay, so clearly he didn't find her logic appealing. 'Butch, if I asked you, would you not do it?'

When he didn't reply, she covered her eyes, but she had no tears left in her.

'I love you,' he repeated. 'So, yeah… if you asked me not to, I wouldn't.'

She lowered her hand, her breath catching. 'Swear to this. Here and now.'

'On my mother.'

'Thank you…' She pulled him into her arms. 'Oh, God… thank you. And we can work through the… feeding issue. Mary and Rhage have. I just… Butch, we can have a good future.'

They were silent for a time, just sitting on the floor. Then from out of the blue, he said gruffly, 'I have three brothers and a sister.'

'Excuse me?'

'I've never talked to you about my family. Well, I have three brothers and one sister. Well, there had been two girls, but then we lost one.'

'Oh.' She sat back, thinking his tone was very odd.

And his hollow voice gave her the total creeps as he said, 'My earliest memory is of my sister Joyce coming home from the hospital as an infant. I wanted to check her out, and I ran to her crib, but my father shoved me back so my older brother and sister could look at her. As I bounced off the wall, dad picked up my brother and lifted him so he could touch her. I'll never forget my father's voice…' Butch's accent changed, the vowels flattening out. 'This here's your sistah, Teddy. Yah gonna love'ah and take care'ahah. I thought, what about me? I would like to love her and take care of her. I said, Pa, I wanna help, too. He didn't even look at me.'

Marissa realized she was squeezing Butch's hand so hard she must be bruising his bones, but he didn't seem to notice. And she couldn't loosen the hold.

'After that,' he went on, 'I started watching my father and my mom, watching how they were different with the other kids. Main thing was on Friday and Saturday nights. My father liked to drink, and I was the one he went for when he needed to knock something around.' When Marissa gasped, Butch shook his head with a total lack of regard. 'No, it's fine. It was good. I can suck back punches like you read about, thanks to him, and trust me, that's come in handy. So anyway, one Fourth of July… Hell, I was almost twelve then…' He rubbed his jaw, his beard growth scratching. 'Yeah, the Fourth of July came and we were doing the family thing out at my uncle's on the Cape. My brother skims some beers from the cooler and he and his buddies go 'round back of the garage and crack them open. I hid in the bushes because I wanted to be invited in. You know… I hoped my brother would…' He cleared his throat. 'When my father came looking for them, the other boys took off and my brother about crapped in his pants. My father just laughed. Told Teddy to make sure my mother never found out. Then dad saw me crouched down in the shrubs. He came over, hauled me up by the collar, and backhanded me so hard I spit blood.'

As Butch smiled in a hard way, she looked at the uneven edge of his front tooth.

'He told me it was for being a spy and a snitch. I swore to him I was just looking, I wasn't going to tell no one. He clipped me again and called me a pervert. My brother… yeah, my brother just watched the whole thing happen. Didn't say a word. And when I walked past my mother with my split lip and the chip out of my tooth, she just held my little sister Joyce closer and looked away.' He shook his head slowly. 'Up at the house, I went to the